Hi everyone, my therapist said I should write down my feelings more often so... here I am. I hope none of my friends will ever see this or they'll probably laugh at me.

Anyway- there's this guy (won't name names here obv.) who tries to rope me into his weird dating/whatever scheme. Apparently I would get paid for finding clients for him which doesn't sound too shady but... it's not like I have /any/ idea how that stuff even works.

He'd better pay me well or he can get his clients himself.

Okay, this is weird. After some thinking and him promising me snacks for working for him, I did agree. It was pretty easy getting some lonely people who were desperate enough to ask him for help but I haven't heard from those people since! He's weirdly secretive of his tactics- I just hope the tips he gives to people aren't too weird...

Okay okay, this is awkward. He knows that I am pretty desperate myself and he said he "knows a guy" that supposedly can help me find my soulmate or smth?? God, just typing this out feels scummy.

Gosh, this is confusing. But I do kind of want to meet a guy...