Rozsda Forgat's Links
I haven't gotten many chances to speak to eeyoRishMagnanimoUs- they seem to have qUite a shy peRsonaLity, anD an anonymoUs onLine pResence. OBvioUsLy I can't know what LeaD EM to theiR Decision to stay so hiDDen, so I'LL tRy not to specULate too mUch. TheiR BoUnDaRies mUst Be RespecteD, iF that's anything I've LeaRneD! HopeFULLy peopLe have 'gotten the memo' aBoUt that... OtheRwise I'LL have to make one. This is impoRtant to me.
I pReDict we'LL have to coopeRate a Lot moRe in the FUtURe- anD I aDmit that some paRt oF me is veRy, hoRRiBLy, teRRiBLy cURioUs- BUt tRUst Doesn't have to Be BUiLt excLUsiveLy on the meRe knowLeDge oF ones peRsonaL inFoRmation (aLthoUgh that can Be UseD as vaLiDation). TRUst is BUiLt on expeRience, anD expeRience is BUiLt on time.
FRom my UnDeRstanDing, EM is a veRy empathetic peRson, BoRDeRing on neURoticism. They've pRoven to have qUite a ReLiaBLe gUt instinct, ZeaLiL seems qUite FonD oF them anD... I think they make aR't? OR poetRy? I'LL have to DoUBLe check.
What I'm tRying to say is: eveRyone's a vaLUaBLe asset Right now, incLUDing EM."
"shes... we77, i 7ike her.. she has a 7eve7 head, from what ive, uhm,, seen.... i trust her judgement more than,, we77.. most everyone e7se, to be honest.... she doesnt seem to judge me,, based on,, we77.. the obvious factors.. 7ike everyone e7se does.. so im very thankfu7 for that... hopefu77y it stays that way??"
"Oh, I Don't know heR veRy weLL at aLL... I ReaLLy Don't think I'm qUaLiFieD to make a jUDgement, haha. ^^;
My FiRst impRession, thoUgh... I gUess she seems hot-tempeReD and a LittLe ReckLess. I'm one to taLk thoUgh, I think eveRyone was Behaving ReckLessLy DURing the Wihtikow FoRest ORDeaL. She oBvioUsLy is veRy pRotective oF the youngeR jaDes. A Lot Like a LUsUs.
PeRhaps that is jUst heR UnDeR DURess, anD my peRception wiLL change with time."
"i think she means well a lot of the time! like she wants to help out anywhere and everywhere she can. if its safe for her of course. you can never be too careful. but theres a certain... JJudgement that she seems to make about things. like shell decide in a second if something is right or wrong. and then shes pretty unwavering. its not quite frustrating but it is something close. i guess were JJust different like that and i can be stubborn too but... i dont know! maybe were too similar."
"I don't particularly blame Rozsda for anything that she's getting into, but I'm not quite sure she always realizes the gravity of the situations she's in. OR maybe she realizes them too astutely. EITHER way, she always seems to remain almost too calm under pressure, and while it doesn't make me suspicious, it does keep me from getting too close. SHE almost seems like she would be dangerous if she knew me too well."
"she is very caring. and kind to others. no matter the circumstance. and i respect her for that. we dont talk. as much as id like. and i think that. i should try to fix that. and yet somehow she seems. so unapproachable and. almost untouchable. in a way. im not quite sure how. but shes so busy. and never seems to. have a free moment. its alright though. i am patient and. she has her own life. i wont butt in. i can wait for her."
"roZsda is certainlY a force to be reckoned With. not in anY sort of capacitY in a bad WaY, but she absolutelY has driVe, she has determination, and she has the smarts to back it up. she seems far stronger than i eVer could be. i could probablY Write a Whole noVel about her, or base a protagonist on her. hoWeVer, i dont Want to make her uncomfortable. We probablY- no, definitelY should get to know each other better first."
i like roza.. shes nice.. l-like a warm hug.. shes so.. s-so caring and.. and.. she treats me not like a disusting little thing like others do.. i-its nice.. i-i hope she doesnt do it just.. just becose of my c-caste..
"RozƧda... yeƧ, Ƨhe remindƧ me of what could've been. Of the joyƧ I could've experienced, the life I could've lead. Ƨure, I could compliment her intelligence, emotionally and otherwiƧe, but I'm Ƨure everyone elƧe probably haƧ. Ugh... I can't help but... reƧent her, in a way. I try to hide it, I really do, but ƧometimeƧ I wiƧh I could dump all of the hardƧhipƧ and tragedieƧ I've lived through onto her, juƧt Ƨo Ƨhe can Ƨuffer the Ƨame way I have. Would Ƨhe Ƨink under the preƧƧure? Or would her boat withƧtand the waterƧ. I doubt I'll ever know."
"ODyiva aLways stays positive; which to some may seem Like an expRession oF naïveté, BUt which I BeLieve is qUite an aDmiRaBLe skiLL. Staying optimistic aBoUt eveRy sitUation can Be DiFFicULt anD DRaining. Yet I've neveR seen heR withoUt a smiLe on heR Face, even in heR sLeep. It is as thoUgh heR soUL caRRies an UnshakeaBLe qUaLity.
ODyiva manages to stay caLm, too. EveRy UnFamiLiaR sitUation is ResolveD with a cooL heaD anD aDventURoUs gUmption. It Becomes easy to RaLLy to heR, Despite heR typicaLLy Low pRoFiLe. It makes heR UniqUeLy qUaLiFieD to navigate the oFten DeepLy thankLess ResponsiBiLities oF tech-sUppoRt, LeaDeRship, hateFRienDship anD moiRaiLship. I mean, even I get impatient FRom time to time.
She's so cooL... Ah- Haha- ignoRe me. It's stUpiD..."