Rafiqa

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Rafiqa

Empathetic * Idealistic * Emotionless

Live a life much more wiser, with much more love.

Basics

Name

Rafiqa Nurlita

Called

Rafiqa, Fiqa, Nur

Age

Adult

Pronouns

She/They


Species

Blackhole

Occupation

Enterpreneur, model, and designer

Height

163 cm

Lives in

Laeikea

the warmth of a blackhole.

Rafiqa is a popular figure whose brand is known worldwide. She's known for the creation of a fashion movement and-or subculture that combats the idea that blackholes are dangerous.

Though lacking the facial feature to convey it, Rafiqa is always seen with a serene expression, somewhat. Compassionate, thoughtful, and gentle. She's a natural leader. Her charm is what led her to be a fashion icon. An optimist and idealist, she has the belief that everything can turn out for the better. She strives to improve and tries the best she can to make everyone better and happy. She works hard to achieve her ideals and dreams (Besides, she wouldn't be who she is now without it). At times to the point of overworking.

An extreme pacifist and forgiving person, she believes everyone can change, even the worst one. She won't dare to fight back or use violence. No matter how worst it is inflicted on her (physically and mentally). Her patient is incredible. Though to think Rafiqa is naive is extremely wrong. She's sensitive to details and has quite the intellect. She's a wise planner and a fast thinker. It is thanks to her years of life experience.

and secretly, she's getting more weary. tired. The flame in her is close to extinguishing. Still, she tries to be as cheerful as she always have. It's getting harder day by day, by the cause of her numbness and weariness. Hell, she's starting to lose knowledge of herself and her purpose. Even so, her instinct still tells her to keep things the way it is. Perhaps if she keeps it up, she can comeback to the "true" Rafiqa she once was.

Story

Rafiqa was always born a blackhole, as opposed to the majority of the other blackholes within her hometown. Isolated from others since birth, she learned to cope with embroidery and crossstitching which her caretaker had provided. It is also when she had developed her love of colorful clothes and accesories.

Once she was deemed capable enough for the outside world, she was then allowed to be with her peers. Though she didn't have many friends outside of blackholes because of the stigma surrounding them. Realising this, she wants to lessen the impression that blackholes are vile creatures.

At first, she band together blackholes that has an interest in fashion to. The community was created as a safe space for them and share their love of beautiful dresses. Overtime, the community grew bigger but still hadn't hit the mainstream crowd. That is until Rafiqa started a trend of "the void's beauty" where blackholes wear cute and colorful dresses. Combating the idea that blackholes are scary. This is also where she had found her brand, Everdream. She has no interest in money so the brand was not a competitive one. After all, the brand's concept is to inspire celestials that everyone can be as beautiful as their sweetest dream.

The subculture started to rose in popularity. A lot of celestials (including non-blackholes) started to take interest in it. The community was very welcoming to everyone. But that doesn't mean there were no backlash. Things like "Why is it only for blackholes? How divisive" "Are they implying blackhole can't be cute?" or "Are you sure this isn't a wolf in sheep's clothing" and their varieties are common criticism towards them. Though it did not stop the subculture from rising nor was it stopping Rafiqa to share her joy towards fashion. She had learned to maintain a peaceful attitude even in troublesome situations. Surpressing her other emotions. Unbeknownst to Rafiqa, it would make her null of emotions.

As the movement grows, Rafiqa and the other founders received news coverage, and well, some unpleasant stuff. It varies from hatemail to harassment. She even has received unkind words from interviewers and hosts. Though what's surprising is through all of these, she didn't react negatively to this. She kept calm instead. She wasn't angered or sad in the least. Rather, she countered them with serenity and words like morning dew. Because of her extreme patient, she had gathered respects from many celestials. Though the hate still continued, the love and interests outweights it to the point where her subculture and brand is known across the world. The news has even reached through the rulers of each cluster.

before it boomed, when it peaked and after the trend died, Rafiqa never stopped being generous. Then again, her goal wasn't money or popularity. years and years, only one thing changed within her. That is her passion. She's still managing things the way she used to be but she realised it' getting harder to feel... Anything. Hell, she doesn't know what to do about it. She's just, numb. Rafiqa hasn't told anyone about it yet. Her instinct tells her to keep it a secret, and mask it with her "cheerfulness".

Still, Rafiqa hopes to find something that can help her return to her former self. She doesn't want to be aimless forever. So she starts on her personal journey of self-discovery.

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Aesthetics

Theme Amayadori Somnolent

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Trivia

Likes
  • Colorful clothes and excessive accessories (Is it not obvious yet)
  • Embroidery and Cross stitch (It is also what got her into fairy kei n all that)
  • Doves (Her favourite animal. They are very graceful and dream like)
  • Experimenting with colours (Ultimately, she always goes with more pastel ones. But she does love to mix and match colours to get a unique result)
Dislikes
  • Chaos (She's dealt with a lot of it. It's not her thing)
  • Feasting (Perhaps that explains the lack of mouth)
  • Loud noises (She can't stand it. She avoids them quickly)
  • Emotionless (It's dull, it's boring, and tiring. She wants to feel all those funky emotions again!)

Overtime her brand concept has developed. This is their current one:

"Everdream provides dreamy clothing covered in lace, frills, and ribbons with many vibrant colours that makes one feel comfortable and elegant. We aim to inspire celestials that everyone can be as beautiful as their sweetest dream. "

At first, her brand focused more on adorable and elegant fashion and lolitas such as Fairy Kei and Decora kei. Since then, her brand has covered more style out of their main ones like ouji and other visual kei.

A sucker for pastel and cute aesthetic, Rafiqa decorates most of her stuff with baby blue, pastel pink, rainbows, and all that jazz. Phone? pastel. Her room? Tidied with glowing space decorations and dolls. Her bags? Holographic with Sanrio-like mascots. Music playlist? All of it are full of Kawaii future bass and bitpop. It's just very nice aesthetic for her.