Aster Kalanit
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- 3 years, 9 months ago
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- arborescreens
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Emo Angel
sweet • quiet • nervous
It was only recently that Aster Kalanit seemed to suddenly reappear. After she left school early, she seemed to drop off the face of the earth for quite a while. She's far more nervous now than she used to be, but she won't really talk about it. She's trying to be better, to be happier, but healing is not a linear journey. Some days are great, she works with a smile on her face and goes to bed content. Other times... she's lucky if she even manages to make it out of bed more than once.
Aster does not talk about herself. She doesn't share information, unless its forced out of her. She does not want to burden others with her problems, her issues.
She is desperate to be loved, to have a guy to rely on, but she... does not have a great track record when it comes to boyfriends. She's too easy to trick into a relationship where she can be hurt.
Likes
- purple
- soft clothes, especially lingerie
- cute buttons and pins
- poetry
- cats and bunnies
Dislikes
- taking baths
- her ex boyfriends
- knives
- broken dolls
- marks on her skin (acne, bruises, etc)
CW: Domestic Abuse (Physical/Emotional), Self Harm
I.. don't want to write this in much detail right now. Incorrect headspace. She had a boyfriend who was her sweetheart since childhood who really, really badly abused her. Convinced her that the scars he left on her were her own fault, that she caused them. That she deserved them. Egged her on into hurting herself further- presumably for his sick enjoyment.
Michael
Her second boyfriend, Michael. His face was soft, his eyes were full of hurt. She fell into him without a second thought. He was supposed to make everything better! He was supposed to help her through her issues, and make it all stop hurting. He twisted a knife further into her wounds- both literally and figuratively. She doesn't know what she did wrong.
Present Day
After breaking up with Michael, she's been trying to put herself back together. She still falls in love with every man she sees- but she's finally learning that she shouldn't reach out to them.
- Aster was originally made in 2016! I created her to cope with a lot of things, and she's been trying to heal alongside me ever since.
- She is very heavily associated with rabbits, especially plush rabbits! She is so soft fuzzy white bunny core.
- She was never intended to have a brother, but I ended up relating her to Connor after all the hurt I've put her through- I figured she deserved a little retcon, so she could have a support system.
- She used to really like her body and how she looked. This is not a feeling she holds anymore.
Aster's older brother, and her main source of support. She owes so much to him, and loves him so much. She's just sad she can't support him as well as he does for her.
