Aster Kalanit's Links
Such a sad soul- I would've given anything to sit and hear his story, but I know it wouldn't have been right at the time. The poor thing was so far in his own mind and who knows what else! I did what I could, and he smiled at me- oh, it was so broken, but he smiled. That's all I could've asked for- just making his time a little easier. I made sure to remember his face. Hard not to- he made an impact on me. I checked for him where I could, for a while after he left. Wanted to make sure he.. made it? Gruesome thought, I know, but I can't help the worry. Seeing him again recently- cleaned up and happy, well- I wouldn't want to be selfish, but.. I think I can take a little credit. He needed a kind gesture, and I did everything in my power to give that. I'm lucky to have met such a man, and even luckier now to know he's okay. I sincerely wish the world and more for him; and I'll cheat a menu to give him some smiling waffles whenever he'd like.
God, what a fuckin' angel... she didn't have to do a damn thing for me. I'm the type of guy she should be afraid of- I can see the hurt in your eyes, doll- and she still gave to me. It's... ugh, makes me feel like I'm stealing something I shouldn't. I'm not. I know that. I just wish I could give more back to her... I don't think I'll ever be able to express how much it meant to me.
Kremer... Gosh- Um! Aah.. I love him. I think I was a little bit swept away by his smile at first but then he was so sweet and kind... He takes care of me and he's helping me overcome some stuff, very slowly- I'm not much one for progress :( but I'm trying!! I owe it all to him, I hope he never gets bored of me- I want to be able to come home to see his face forever.