🌸💕Lightning💕🌸
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- froggy_fields
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Lightning
The basics
About
Lightning has always been someone who cares too much for no particular reason. Since the day she was born she's believed in equality and kindness. A lot of the time she doubts exactly why she cares, but she still does it anyway. Though she's very kind, it's difficult for her to make friends. She's always been more of an outcast. Her social anxiety leads to her not being able to speak to most anyone without being spoken to first. She doesn't have very many friends, but she does have good one's. Another thing she's bad at is standing up for herself. If someone is mistreating her, most of the time she'll just take it. She doesn't like to seem mean in any way at all, even if she needs to. Besides this, she's very defensive of everyone she loves, even if she doesn't know how to stand up for them most of the time. She's strong spirted but doesn't know how to show it. She also tends to be nervous over eveyrthing. She gets scared easily and doesn't like when people are upset with her. She's very alert, but she has panic attacks a lot. She doesn't know how to deal with things like being called on in class and not knowing what the answer is. She hates feeling judged in any sort of way. She could wear blue and think people hate her because of that for no reason. She's absolutely horrified of talking to people she doesn't know, but once you get to know her she can be very loud. She loves making jokes and making memories with people. She's very sweet and can be very affectionate. She loves getting attention, especially from her girlfriend. She may care for everyone, but that doesn't apply to herself. She struggles with feeling very self concious and like she's not enough constantly. She's always beating herself up mentally, and feels as if she's a huge disappointment. One of her biggest flaws is excusing other people's actions, even if they're obviously not ok. She constantly doubts her own judgement and puts herself in others shoes, which often leads to her forgiving people time and time again when they don't deserve to be forgiven. She can also be slighty hypocrital, because sometimes when somebody hurts her she'll flip to disliking them even though she didn't dislike them after they hurt others. Nevertheless, she tries her hardest to remain fair.
History
Lightning has been growing up living with her siblings and parents in an upper middle class household. Her parents have always been strict, to the point where she can't even take a walk down the street by herself. Since she's the youngest child, she's been spoiled, but she didn't become a brat because of it. All her siblings had been invloved in sports, except for her. All of her siblings are big and tough, and she's small and weak. Her household is very protective of her, making sure she never gets hurt at all. Though sometimes she would like more space, she appreciates how much they care for her. Her and her siblings don't bother eachother much. She has good relationships with all of them and they aren't mean to eachother. Even though they're all nice to eachother, they still sometimes say things which upset her. That's granted, though. They are siblings, after all. It happens. Somehow, her relationship with her parents is also very good. She's lucky to have good relationships with her family. Her parents have said bad things to her in the past, which took a toll on her. Her mother has made dozens of comments about the way she talks, walks, etc. which have made her feel like a horrible daughter. Both her mother and her father have invalidated her in the past which left her feeling horrible. She never really got over it, but they still manage to have a good relationship. Besides everything that's happened, they all still love each other. Her family has never really pushed their beliefs onto her, but she feels like she has to think everything they do or else they'll heavily judge her. Her family loves playing games, going places, and watching movies/shows together. Even if she doesn't want to hang out or go with, she always ends up having a good time.
Preferences
- Ferah
- Her friends
- Her family
- Soft things
- Flowers
- Frogs
- Sugar
- Affection and attention
- Girls
- Music
- Plushies
- English
- History
- Theatre
- Anything creative
- Colors
- Sweet tea
- Dresses
- Cottagecore
- Fantasycore
- Anyone who discriminates
- Herself
- Bullies
- Beans
- Spicy foods
- The things that might be waiting for her in the dark
- Pain
- Being left out
- Watching sports
- Being forced to talk to strangers
- Being judged
- Math
- Biology
- Drawing
- Painting
- Reading
- Writing
- Acting
- Singing
- Being gay