Azel's Links
I owe them my life, in a way...
But I'm living on borrowed time.
They're definitely not intending to let me forget that.
se̻͚̾̃r͎͔̈́͝vi̧͙̾̑c͑͜è̟̹̔ã͖̠̐b̬̀ľ͔e̗̒̇͜.͉̣̔̊.̡͡.̖͚̽̐ at͖́ l͙̋̀͟e̡͙͐̕a̬͗s͚̺͌̇t̠͙̉̌, f͎̳̉͋or t̥́h̭͒e̝̓ t͖͝im͉̌ĕ͉͈͆ b̝͞ei̮̼̽̆n̛̼͕̄g.̟̽̿͜ ï̠̭͌t'ş̜̓̕ r̹͇̒̽a͎͡t̥̓he̜̻̽͒r luc̼͛k͉̿y̙̘̅͡ ŵ̜̜̓ę͇̐̚ h̰̺̉͗ad̬̀ p̢̋r̼͡a̮͞cti̱͎͌̂c̱̼͂̌è̪ o̻̊n â̮̱̌i͙̔d̢̛ing h̛̩̗͠í̠̖̚s̠̥̿͞ c̙̣̈́̐a̱͝u̖͈̍͊s̹̣̎͒e̢͘, õ͖r e̢̙̔͋lś̥é͉̪̈́ hė͚ m̱͠i͇̙̒͂gh̼̮͗̒t h͇̟́̚a̚͟ve͓͋ e͎͓͠͝n̡̋d̮͑ȅ̪̹̕d̡̯̍̒ ǔ͙͎̋p͈̘͋̏ l͎͖̆̀ï̗̺̚k̗̊e̛̥̽͟ /h͚̬̃̋e͍̥͑̚r̥̘̩͗͌͑/.
Usually a rather unforgiving deity. I don't imagine he'll take kindly to me... I can only hope he doesn't send Aegeus after me.
Wouldn't surprise me if he did, though.
That being said, the idea of fighting Aegeus is scary... I'm more afraid of fighting Aegeus than going against the will of Lord Lanitar himself. I wonder what that says about Lord Lanitar...?
𝐅𝐔𝐂𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆 *𝐃𝐎𝐆𝐁𝐎𝐘𝐒*
Lady Tonul... perhaps the nature of my power will be enough to draw the ire of even the most indifferent of deities.
No matter. I should be prepared for any deity's wrath. Lady Tonul is no different on that front.
𝐻𝓂. 𝐹𝑒𝓌... /𝒻𝓁𝑒𝓈𝒽𝓎/ 𝒻𝑜𝓁𝓀 𝓈𝓉𝒾𝒸𝓀 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝓎 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹. 𝐻𝑒, 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝒷𝑒𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝑜𝓇 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓌𝑜𝓇𝓈𝑒, 𝒾𝓈 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂. 𝒲𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒶 𝓅𝒾𝓉𝓎...
If the lore I've read is true, Lord Raelys has been rather quiet... I wonder how that affects the people. His domain over the people... concerns me, somewhat, so I'm uncertain of whether his going missing is a good or bad thing.
On second thought, it would just be another deity wanting to kill me. I'll just count this as part of my lucky streak...
[...]
A Crown Investigator who could tell straight away that my appearance was not as it seems. She is kind, but dangerous to me. I must be vigilant.
An odd one... though I admit events following meeting him have made whatever thoughts I had on him a bit scattered.
She seems to care a lot about those around her, and is rather devout, to my knowledge. She makes for good company, but I can't shake the feeling that my blood may fall on her blade and Ewen's teeth someday.
While I doubt he has anything but his own best interests in mind, he is kind enough to us all. Ewen seems rather fond of him; perhaps he sees something in the stranger that I cannot.
Extremely devout, and carries a halberd- probably a paladin, which is basically the exact opposite of my occupation. Seems to mean well, but is very... intense. I only hope the gods don't wisen her up to my job...
He seems.. powerful, I suppose. What he did in battle was impressive. I don't know, he just seems like.. a guy I don't know well.
A child has no place on the battlefield, but she seems to have some magical prowess to defend herself, at least. I wonder what circumstances brought her here...
The guy jumped /right/ out of the blue and bashed one of those things over the head in, like, a /second/. I respect it but also... hey, please don't try to bash me, right? I can bash back.
Lady Riaje is one of at least two deities that I can imagine are actively seeking out my destruction.
Not that I don't deserve it. I'm practically cheating her out of a wild creature. I only imagine it's a matter of time before Abdiel is sent to destroy me... I do not look forward to that day.
Perhaps all this could have been avoided, had she heeded my prayers, as Abdiel had hoped would happen. But alas, it is far too late for that. Besides, who would answer the prayers of someone like myself?
𝔸𝕙. 𝕀 𝕙𝕠𝕡𝕖 ℙ𝕖𝕝𝕟𝕦 𝕕𝕠𝕖𝕤𝕟'𝕥 𝕔𝕒𝕥𝕔𝕙 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕠𝕟𝕖 𝕓𝕖𝕗𝕠𝕣𝕖 𝕀 𝕕𝕠.
The other deity I'm, like, 90% sure is absolutely wanting me dead. I don't know what the curse originates from, but if it's from the deities, Pelnu is probably connected to it.
My death would... likely be convenient to her ends.
I am defying this curse, after all...
𝔄𝔩𝔩 𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔱𝔞𝔩𝔰 𝔪𝔲𝔰𝔱 𝔭𝔢𝔯𝔦𝔰𝔥. ℑ 𝔴𝔬𝔲𝔩𝔡 𝔩𝔦𝔨𝔢 𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔰 𝔬𝔫𝔢 𝔱𝔬 𝔡𝔬 𝔰𝔬 𝔰𝔬𝔬𝔫𝔢𝔯, 𝔯𝔞𝔱𝔥𝔢𝔯 𝔱𝔥𝔞𝔫 𝔩𝔞𝔱𝔢𝔯.
Lord Surin... Well, I expect no forgiveness from even Lord Surin. The path I walk is far too dark.
That being said... maybe my lucky streak ever since leaving my home up north can be attributed to him. Unlikely, but... not improbable, I suppose.
ᵒʰ ᵐᵃⁿ :⁽ ⁱ ᵗʰⁱⁿᵏ ᵐʸ ˢⁱˢᵗᵉʳˢ ᶜᵃʳʳʸ ᵉⁿᵒᵘᵍʰ ᵃⁿᵍᵉʳ ᶠᵒʳ ᵗʰᵉ ˡᵒᵗ ᵒᶠ ᵘˢ⁻ ˡᵒᵒᵏⁱⁿᵍ ᵃᵗ ᵐᵒʳᵗᵃˡˢ ˡⁱᵏᵉ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ʲᵘˢᵗ ᵐᵃᵏᵉˢ ᵐᵉ ˢᵃᵈ.
I miss my siblings... but it's better this way.
I hope the bakery's still afloat.
I hope Ashe finds something in all of those books.
I hope Aegeus's service allows for my family to live in comfort and safety.
I hope...
I hope Abdiel can live a good life without me.
And, above all... I hope none of them find out about what atrocities I've had to commit just to survive.
Ashe: You'd better come back in one piece, motherfucker
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Aegeus: You just kinda... disappeared on us. Ashe only said you'd be gone a week... What happened to you?
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Abdiel: ...
Hi there, Ewen! Who's a good dog?
... Shh, no one needs to know about the ears.
...rrr?
A cursed child, with a bloodline considered sinful just for their very existence...
To what extent will the gods forsake a child, with precisely zero control over their heritage?
I will lend my help where I can, but I’m hardly in a better position than they are as of now...
):C I’d be mad if you didn’t look so neato while trying to kill my zombie, zombie stealer. It’s okay you’re still cool.
Jake...? Oh! Everett! I used to babysit him every once in a while, despite being maybe... oh, four years older? It's been a while... would be nice to see him again. Perhaps on my travels I may run into him... then again, having all this happen to me would certainly put a damper on any catch-up conversation.
I hope I never see you again! I really miss you though. Still I am bad at explaining things so- never wanna see you. Definitely do not miss you. Swear.