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He... I... we were helpless... whatever that was, it was too much and... Penny...
A rather large man, and one of the few who escaped the world. Not to matter, my lord will reach all eventually. All will succumb to flesh.
Another of Tash's friends, who got him help, who probably hates me. He's right to. Cora tells me th' band's real tight knit, and I don't doubt Tash's told them about how Azote and I failed him. At least he's happier with 'em.
Good LORD. I can see where Tash gets his teeth. Holy Fuuuuck this guy is massive. Still fucked what he did to Tash and by am I ready to maim but like... wow.
I'm glad Tash c'n make friends out here, in spite of how bad I fucked 'im up. This'n helped Cora and his other friends strong arm him into therapy. I'd like t' thank him but... Well, no doubt he hates me.
Hoah... God why are all the hot ones fundamentally flawed in a way that makes them incredibly terrible to my friends. Gay aside, I understand that sorta pain... On one hand, I relate to Tash. Terrible parents who made you want to die. I had those before I landed with the wonderful folk who took care of me. On the other though, I can't help but feel bad about them. They were raised in the Court, a notably terrible place to be if you're queer. They were products of their own environment, and while that's not an excuse for their shitty behavior back then, I understand why it happened and hope they get better.
Wretched damn beast. I don' even know if I killed 'im. Whatever he was. If I did good riddance. If I didn' there's more where that came from. He ain't gonna touch my family, any of em, ever again. Crew too. I'll die before I let'm hurt a single one of 'em.
My inclinations were right, this behemoth of a man is too strong for me without a plan. He caught me off guard and forced the plague to react like a feral beast. Next time I shouldn't go in unarmed. Still though, my failure there was rough, as now everyone knew of my existence. That will put a cog in somethings now, but no matter. I will enact the master's will and cleanse this soul from impeding any further.
I gotta thank'm for bein' patient with me someday. If y'ask me I oughta've been tossed off th' ship with Beau, but they all gave me n' Azote a chance. N' I can't even say how grateful I am, ain't a wordsmith. But I oughta find a way to say it soon enough.
Personally, I don't care about how people percieve me or their views. If they hated me for bein' gay then that's on them. I wouldn't have kicked them out on some random station. Beau however not only actively shoved his bullshit down people throats, he assaulted some of my crew. That is what I couldn't stand for. The rest of the family, Cuprum included, are fine. Especially now that they are workin' on the undoing of them nasty thoughts.
While the Court's teachin's r'still in my mind I'm slowly chiselin' 'em out. Don't mean I'm cant be acceptin' people while I work on m'self. Valyra's as good as family. I see how happy Cora is with her.
Much like with Cora's mum, her dad I dun blame all that much. Yeah, he did some shit from what I've heard and seen, but like... The courts got some nasty methods of beatin ideology into folk. Glad they're all doin better.