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Felix and I didn't immediately click. He seemed far too skittish and cowardly at first, but nowadays he's gotten much better. I can see him pushing past his comfort zone and establishing new personal boundaries, and that's something I admire of him. While he's not the hardiest of the Dragon's Claw or any other branches of combat, I have the sense he looks up to me. I'd say he's something like a little brother to me now, if I had to put it into words.
W-Well, I guess... Bramble was not my favorite in the beginning. He's was very opinionated (and still is, quite honestly) and has a hostile air around him when confronted about... Anything, really. However, his skills are admirable, as they always have been. I'd be lying if I didn't envy his prowess, his almost stupid fearlessness when it comes to opposition. When our assignments pushed us into the same small gang of rebels against Austin and the Lurkers, I found out he isn't too bad. He's got some softness under that hard exterior, and pain he's trying to hide. ... Did Bramble tell you I consider him a role model? Well, yes... I suppose that's right, now. But more than just a role model: I trust him a lot more than I expected to in the end. He's been a really solid companion. I hope I get to spend more time with him, because I'd really like to know how he manages to stay on top for so long, and more than anything else, I'd like to know how he really is, and where I fit into his life.
Er... Just don't tell Bramble about all that, alright? I wouldn't want to get too sappy around him just yet...
Felix was at first nothing but my Guide while I was within the Acacian realm, but I think that's changed now. I feel a lot stronger of a connection to him, and I really enjoy his company. It's always fun to come back to the kingdom and find him there, getting more and more confident in himself, and always excited to see me around. It's nice to have such a close bond with someone within the kingdom.
I'm glad I was assigned to Darrel! He's a good kid who generally knows what he's doing. Initially I only viewed our relationship formally as his In-Kingdom Guide, but I've grown to consider him a friend. He's nice to talk to, and I can't deny he's made me a lot more confident, as well as desensitizing me to humans a lot more than ever before. Perhaps someday I'll view his kind in a better light as a whole.
Sorrel is invaluable to me. While it's true I spent some time outside of my usual form before revealing myself, I managed to grow attached to them long before they knew either who or what I really was. Sorrel's much like me: we were both outcasts, and circumstance brought us together. All the better for it, too: I don't think I would've gained the confidence I have today if not for them. We've been inseprable for years, and I doubt I'll be straying from remaining by their side as their familiar anytime soon - if at all.
Bramble came to me when I needed help the most, and taught me how to be strong. He's definitely a bit hostile in getting his opinions across at times, but he's usually much softer with me. I love him to bits and can't imagine a world without him. There's so much I want to say but it's hard to put it all into words.
... How can I say this easily? Bramble and I... Really DON'T get along. Bramble is consistent brash and reckless, and his aggressive attitude doesn't help the situation much at all. While I'm grateful he means so much to Sorrel and is certainly a formidable opponent - and thus an asset to the Acacian army - he's not the friendliest towards me, and I can't deny that.
For once I agree with Darrel: our relationship certainly isn't easy. I don't like how close he is to Sorrel if I'm honest, and he definitely tends to be defiant of my ideas and solutions to problems. Granted, I can get a bit "carried away," as they call it, at times, but I'll be damned if I'm trusting a MORTAL to boss me around. I don't even let Sorrel do that, so I don't get why he doesn't just lay off it.
I was blown away when I first met Sorrel: strong, capable, and confident, I was unable to articulate my feelings for such a master, such a badass. I'll admit I fell instantly, first for their outwardly-portrayed persona, and then for the amazing person they really are within. I was delighted to find that things worked out, and we've been happily dating for some time now.
Darrel's a complete dork, but I like that about him. He's smart, charming, and even if he doesn't think things through, he always finds a way to get himself out of the mess he's made. Well... Usually. In either case, it's nice to spend time with him, find it super cute when he gets excited about minute details and scientific facts, and find him easy to talk to. He's also a great listener when I need it, which is very much appreciated.
Moonbeam came to me as a shaken, paranoid creature, and I feel strongly that I made the right decision in giving her a chance. She's proven herself loyal to the Acacians, a trusted comrade, and it was second nature to bond myself to her after she broke ties with her former, abusive bond [Austin]. I hope she continues to heal, and I'm excited to see how she flourishes in the Acacian realm where she truly belongs.
I owe a lot to Darrel... He's the first one who truly believed in me, and proved to me that I didn't have to remain by Austin's side. Something about him still reminds me of Austin, but much more the Austin I thought I knew than the monster he became with greed. Darrel even succeeded in giving me my powers back, and I consider him a trusted ally and close friend for all the reasons above.
I misjudged Moonbeam severely, and I'll always feel guilty for that. I viewed her as a threat who needed to be taken out, and never even considered the fact she was a minion forced into servitude with the overhanging threat of death as an alternative. Were it not for chasing after her, however, I would've never met Sorrel, and I wouldn't trade my familiarity with them for anything. As unsettled as I am with my past actions, it's best to leave it in the past; Moonbeam and I have gained one another's trust, and doubt we'll be anything further than close comrades anytime soon.
I've had a mixed relationship with Bramble. In earlier times, he was one who sought out and nearly accomplished in killing me; however, once he discovered the truth of my allegiance, he realized I wasn't a threat, and softened. Nowadays, Bramble and I have set our differences aside, and he's become someone I trust more than anything. I hope it remains that way permanently.
Austin made me believe that he was someone who could be trusted. He was the one who nursed me back to health when I was mortally injured, but he had dark ulterior motives which I recognized too late. If only I'd seen that he only wanted me for my powers... But no matter. I suppose what's in the past should stay in the past.
Moonbeam was of immediate interest to me the moment I saw her... I hadn't seen a creature of her kind before. She was the one who brought me into her world, and showed me all the areas which I could capitalize on. However, even more than her kind, her powers enticed me; the moment I obtained them for my own, I knew I had to take the forest for my own, regardless of who tried to stop me. Perhaps I got a bit careless, driven mad by greed and power and... Stripped her of some power, but no matter. I only wish I'd seen her as a formidable threat opposed to a submissive minion before she'd obliterated my power and my reign.