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(I was in control before, and now you've left me forsaken. I always hated myself for falling apart as I do. Somehow I had never considered that your sympathy could run dry as well.
I can't help but feel like a scourge upon us. I despise myself, I had wished to free us of the burden I carry, and yet it only hurt you. Is that regret not a lie, as well? Maybe I want to hurt you; you mocked me for years, you laughed as I dug our grave, you tore the crown from my head. I'm not sure, but claiming falsities of your villainy got us nowhere.
It hurts, so, so much. I know you're hurting too. You have hurt me, I have hurt you. Can we ever forgive each other? I don't know. I don't know if I can ever forgive myself for the harm I've caused another, even if that other is my own self. I cannot call you a monster; that lie would always fall apart eventually. Perhaps we can heal together, variating these hues as we get lost, together, in thought.)
(I extend my hand with an apology; let's bury this burden of Apathy.)
[I've sat idly by for years and for years as you led us. I can't help but hate you as I witness you fall apart. Drowning in emotions gets us nowhere; we've spent too many days rotting alone in our room. I can't help but hate myself, too, when I know I could've forced us to be more efficient through these crises of years past.
You only ever meant to aim the gun at yourself, but I was caught in the crossfire. I will always be caught in the crossfire. It shouldn't be so amusing, and yet I cannot help but laugh as I see my own pathetic attempts to regain control reflected upon you.
I just wish we could move on, I want us to improve. I know how painful this Apathy may be, ironic as that is.
I am afraid to fall back into that cycle of rot, and yet locking you away has only caused our decay to quicken. Perhaps Something must feel, perhaps these hues must variate, to escape the rot.]
[I greet you with an apology, my old Heart.]
*gives you a humble meal of water and cheese* /lyr
If I was a little mouse in your house would you respond like Tomcat Disposables [Will Wood] or Tomcat Disposables [Chonny Jash]
You have taught me so much, and it’s so pleasant to be in your company. I miss seeing you everyday, but I know our final goodbyes haven’t come yet.
Until we meet again, friend of The Thicket.
Thank you for being here. I’ll forever be thankful for the support and comfort you’ve given me. I miss you, but our paths will cross again, I know it.
Until we meet again, friend of The Thicket.
I often wonder how things would’ve changed if I had met you when I was first alone. It’s hard to grow attached to anyone anymore, and yet part of me worries how you perceive my apathy.
he seems strange, but who am i to judge that?
Anxious and troubled, but kind nonetheless. It seems our relationship has improved since we first met. I don't think I'll ever be forgiven, but I'm okay with that
A large and mysterious aarokocra. They are quite kind, as well as curious.
Something clearly haunts them though, no matter how hard they try to pretend it doesn't.
A child, quite interesting. I hope I've been a good role model despite everything going on.
Calm, a breath of fresh air compared to the rest of the group, not that the rest are bad though. It's also nice to see another father.
He seems quite nice! A good dad, and friend! I appreciate his help, especially when I don't feel mentally well. SyB3c2Z6IHplIHpvaGggbGtnLCByeXogSydnIGFxc2JvcC4=
I am going to drag you kicking and screaming to a therapist
Two therapists actually, I don't think just one is enough
Are you drunk
(Acquaintance) Your impulsivity worries me, for your own sake. I can tell there’s something wrong, and after seeing you injured at the bar I feel like I need to protect you. I want to try and offer you advice, or keep you company, just something to help you. Though I worry about trying, I don’t want to make you uncomfortable, and you already seem to hate me. I wish I knew why.
(Friends) It’s nice that you’re starting to open up, I can tell it’s difficult, which is understandable. I think I understand why you disliked me at first; you were afraid of losing Oliver. I hope you can realize you aren’t alone anymore.
=+= Anguished Ashes =+=
I don’t understand your deal here.
You’ve always been too kind, too trusting. You face everybody with a smile and I can’t tell how you handle it. Does it hurt? Does it stain your face?
..I guess it doesn’t quite matter. You’re important to Oliver- in what way? I cannot tell. Still, that’s.. that’s good, that’s important. At least he’s not alone, and he hasn’t given up yet.
I can’t give up either. Just lift his spirits, idiot.
=+= Murder on Bakers Street =+=
..You don’t see me, do you? You are a detective, right? I think? Don’t look this way!
You hurt them. You hurt them. You hurt them. It wasn’t supposed to happen like this. Nobody was supposed to get hurt. You hurt them. You’re going to hurt them all. You’re just a danger. Why was I so stupid? It wasn’t supposed to happen like this. I didn’t want to lose them and now they’re hurt because of me. It’s not just the unreliability of my magic it’s me it’s all because of me
I caused this all. I hurt them all
They were right. I’m just a danger. I am really am just a danger to everyone
(editors note: nuh-uh)
you need to stop being so hard on yourself
I never got to talk to Edel much, I was busy with talking to Astere.
However, I think I have talked to them once outside of the world we were both on then. I don't remember what, though.
Thanks for being a source of support.
You’re mellow like me, a pleasant kind of calm.
They’re so cool they’re so cool!!
I love your enthusiasm, one of the kindest souls I’ve met.
Are you doing alright, hon?
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I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. (I miss you.)
I am so sorry, friend.
I miss how things were before you arrived. Why did you have to ruin it all?
I want to be friends with you, but it always feels like our conversations go nowhere. Do you dislike me? I feel like I'm just misreading it; you don't seem like the type to hold a grudge... I think.
My mom told me really cool stories about you. You're the reason I was inspired to make this group in the first place, thank you for that
I've never seen this man in my life