i'm making a comeback, 

I'll be completely honest I'm in distress and in desperate need of money. My abusive mother refuses to talk, feed or even make eye contact with me when we literally live under the same roof and it's been this way for a couple of months. I'm starting up paypal commissions soon and that's about it.

i juts want to ask for you people to be understanding, i don't need any more drama, it's been a year. if i owe you anything please contact me privately and if you want a quick reply i'm on instagram with the same user.

IDK i just ✨ disconnected ✨ literally haven't drawn anything for like two/three weeks- i remember times where I couldn't go one day without drawing.

as much as I love being an "artist" i just need a cooldown and maybe start drawing something else because i realized drawing characters can make me uncomfy,, it's just so HArD and sometimes annoying to me and make me lose a lot of motivation. i realized i really like digital painting a lot and i might try getting more into that but not just art really, there are a lot of things I'm interested in and want to learn more about. other than that i don't really appreciate the person I've become and i also don't appreciate a lot of my behavior, and overall i just feel very disconnected from this community and i can't say i enjoy staying on anymore. it's very hard to leave but i know it's going to benefit me the most so it's really just a matter of time until i set on a decision.

i really have 0 idea on what currency to take, i probably will take DA points even though i don't think I'd use them. if you think i owe you something/art/character or you want one back maybe just tell me and I'll see how connected to some and I'll try my best to give some back.

as always general is off-limits, I'm unsure on what characters are off-limits but Amsterdam definitely is

please don't comment on the characters just comment here or pm me 

guys guys it's Silver_Orchid's birthday ehehehehehe go wish her a happy birthday 🎉🙌

https://toyhou.se/~bulletins/458425.art-requests-mine- CLICK CLICK DO IT DITT

because if not this is just weird AKDLJ

whenever I'm trying to come up with a story or think of something two characters pop in my head one that represents me and the other is just like a friend 

and I know their appearance and memories it same thing with their personality and voice 🧍‍♂️ if I give more details it's gonna sound weird KJHDH

i'm such a disappointment i know </3 /j but here,, i have a blue version too :]] probably gonna sell her off

fight me :]] 

(pls dont)

i have been shit posting designs and just trying to experiment with art and brushes blah blah blah

i know these colors look kinda ew but trust me i can make them look better [that's a lie]

PLEASE lmk if I should mix two color palettes or if you have another one

hey if you sjare this https://toyhou.se/12506369.fatass-ota-lol i will make you a headshot ;] mostly a badge! but like if 20+ people do it please understand if I'm not able to do them all in like a week haha

but yeah I really want this guy to sell bc I'm bad with that so I'm going to bribe you with my shit art ✨

comment your bulletin if you do 👉👈

i'dd appreciate if you had over 20 subs, I'm not doing humanoids! [rules kinda]

AND ALSO please add my username in the title

his ass is so fat https://toyhou.se/12506369.fatass-ota-lol