hi so yk i've been thinking of changing my user name! i finally found one  i really love :flushed: i changed my insta user from marmoriis to m0ralpan1c 

i got the name from my fave bands most recent albums :] (moral panic and moral panic || by nbt )

ssoo ok I'm gonna post variations n feel free to choose :]

I'm changing this time for sure lolol /g 

moral panic

m0ralpan1c is my fave ngl 😳

hello, my name is Arwen and this is what i think of Emory/Wilbur (ohdarlinq)'s situation. i know this has already been talked about in a document which i will link [https://docs.google.com/document/d/1GQ0d7ew4EN_ggP2sgtF8yMRgswrgmNQNRIF6mDYXwb8/edit] but i feel the necessity to talk about it from my and other perspectives, and just talking about this "face to face" with the readers 

I'm going to talk about some points in the bulletin and address his "apology" 

and I'm going to use they/them along with he/him because idk what are his current pronouns. 

listen. if you're here to blindly defend him because he apologized to you personally and think he became a better person or trying to improve, don't. read till the end and hear me out, i will try and brush on some points in our argument and other things so buckle up

1. treating people depending on their status, chars, and art.

Before i talk about this, please do not invalidate other people's experience just because he's nice to you in particular. he was 'nice' to all of us until it got noticeable. I'm only going to mention people who are in the doc/are pretty public about it because I'm not sure if other's feel comfortable. Emory was extremely aggressive, rude and so unpleasant to a lot of people, some of it wasn't direct which is how he treated me. he would borderline publicly ignore me, be aggressive, or makes it clear how uncomfortable he was around me. i don't have screenshots of my personal experience because it was mostly on his discord server that has been deleted. but i have screenshots of him being genuinely rude to other people not using tone indicators or specifying if it's light-hearted or genuine.

Wilbur genuinely hurt a lot of people, it wasn't just the aggressive behavior that is already terrible on its own. but he harassed so many people including his close friends called them toxic, salty bitches along with other terrible things. he'd always pull away two close friends of mine when we're talking in a public server he'd just insert himself and ask them to go in DMS with them and just leave me like that?? and these two friends are genuinely amazing (clone and tall)

he lied and pretend to be their friends and was fake to so many others for their characters, art, and status. tall was a person who genuinely cared for him, and they were pretty close friends after tall informed him that he was temporarily banned from mint's server [minton] he just blocked her but when tall sent a friend to ask why he blocked her apparently he unfriended her, regardless if he blocked or unfriend it's the same reaction. and to do it to such a "close" friend is just extremely shitty. keep in mind that tall is extremely nice and caring and I don't ever recall her being rude or terrible to anyone {screen shots in the document, page 4}

and this is all just about the surface. he did so much other shit but I don't think I should include it because some people don't feel comfortable with being included and also this bulletin would just be so fucking long 

2. using mental illness/problems and how many times he attempted as a getaway

ok. the screenshots of my and Emory's argument are the first thing on the document. some people just read it out of context and thought that I didn't care about his mental health and say that I should care about his feeling and acknowledge that he has anxiety. hi, people who don't know shit and defend him because he's your friend /lh first of all why I said he's guilt-tripping is not because he's open about his mental health. it's because he fucking uses it to get out of every situation and be so pitty with it. don't just assume I don't care about people's mental health issues because of that argument when you don't have the full context. if you fucking scroll down you'll see how he uses hs su1cide/self h^rm to get off any situation. including my argument when he refused to explain why he's so shitty to me and just started talking about how he doesn't feel safe with himself, and when they were having an abortion discussion and pulled out the "I tried to commit su1side twice" card and the "I'm trans" card to validate his point. this is a little off note but do you know how extremely rude and selfish of you to say that these screenshots are fake when a lot of people came out with them? literally, %80 of my friends have been affected by him and you have the balls to invalidate their experiences and mine without proof?? ok so let me talk about his

3. "apologies"

people are saying that he apologized and is trying to move on and become a better person..to who exactly? did he apologize to me? no. did he apologize to Tyler, zee, or silv? did he apologize to one of my really nice friends who he called toxic and manipulative out of nowhere? no. no, he didn't. he apologized to people he knew would forgive him. if he wants to apologize he has to make both a public statement and privately apologize to the people he hurt. i believe people deserve chances but he was given so many and I don't think he's genuinely sorry. i don't think he feels guilty at all I think he wants his reputation back and you can say I'm wrong but I know I'm not. after what i witnessed i don't think i ever want to go back to being even close to mutuals with him. and he still plays like he's a victim?? they have me and silv (silver_orchid) blacklisted for "personal" reasons and has their partner block me, is that him feeling guilty? Nah i don't think so i don't think having people he hurt on his blacklist is feeling guilty for what he has done. and yea like i said he thinks he's a victim of this and wants you to "hear him out" on his side of the story. we don't need your side of the story i don't want to know that you treat me like shit because it's a "coping mechanism" 

4. about his scamming

I'm running out of time but yeah he does that a lot and i recommend checking the document with all the screenshots where he tried both scamming people and breaking the artist's terms of service for his own gain. he also tried to scam me for i believe a character priced something in between (250-500) for 1k. 

if you want to block me go ahead honestly lol, i know I'm right and if anyone uses the excuse that i was a bitch too, just wanted to let you know i that was so fucking long ago and i apologized both publicly (in a server, not directing anyone in particular just making sure no one was uncomfortable with me being an aggressive joker) and privately. people have the right not to forgive me but at least i did my best to grow up. if you still want to be friends with him that's not my fucking problem anymore and it's only your fault then if he throws you in his manipulation and toxicity. i did what i had to do and i informed you with what i have. please just go block him or at least don't interact with him. AND DO NOT SEND THEM HATE. please i don't believe you should do that just stay away from him, hating on him won't do any justice. so please don't. i really think you should read the document it has a lot of important information. yes, people make mistakes that's human nature but when you abuse your power and continue doing it knowing it's bad. and hurting a lot of people who genuinely cared for you. someone has to step up.

thank you for your time.

anthro design for silver_orchid with a mb i saved [undone]

icon of sen for tylerat [undone]

https://toyhou.se/Strawbearies/characters/folder:2031486?page=1

hihi i have aboyt 150 chars SADHJK so uh please offer on these ;] mostly looking for art and anyone from my dreamie folder but i totally accept points

probably just doinggg one!!!!!! i need a lil warmup so ill do a quick/sketchy anthro designn

only taking moodboards and maybe emojis if you dont have moodboards in reach <33

not taking all/not fcfs

wails uh it is extremely difficult to get DA points oh boy,, so I've been making adopts and stuff but idk i can continue spending hours drawing them for them to not sell/sell for very low especially that my physical health isn't the best rn and i am so tired all the time ;-; (im ok) also I'm not trying to guilt-trip anyone don't feel bad for me lol i have other plans and stuff its not that big of a deal but i am genuinely very confuuuseddd how to get points AND HOW tf did i have so much (I'm withdrawing them to PayPal this is why i cant use them as points anymore) i don't think i have another way but opening pwyw comms and lowering my commissions for like %30 or something :]

just ask for anything and add a base price to your comment

Woaahh look a very cute plus cheap base?? /g 

https://toyhou.se/11967107.p2u-base-cheap-

you should go buy it and support milo :] plus it was faer birthday yesterday so go wish them a happy birthday if you haven't yet <3

https://toyhou.se/11939760.-cow-husband-adopt-

bid for the love of god

just let people know that im gonna do an auction because I usually just drop it out of nowhere heh

the theme is gonna be uhh emo anthro cow with maid dress >:)

not sure how much they're gonna be or the ab so 🤷‍♀️ idk just get 1k ready or whatever 

moo

i have no idea what does the title i wrote mean /hj but hi for the people who are subbed to me I'm gonna make you regret that for LIFE /j /lh

ok so what I'm going to ramble off about in this bulletin is basically the art community especially here on TH and Instagram. just basically types of artists and stuff, just a lil disclaimer!! idk why but some people hate being thrown in categories n stuff so just btw this is all my opinion and what i think and just what i have seen from being an active member of the site! ok time to start :]]

1- thick furry artist's

See, this is one of the most common types i think?? I've seen many people fall under this category and some are mutuals even! basically, The anthro artist that draws mostly fluffy/thick characters, honestly most of these artists art is crazy good /g they post a lot of designs and you know when people say "how tf are there so many rich furries" well these people are them /hj some of these artists simply get attacked for stupid reasons or for simply drawing nudity which is utter bs but ok 

2- rich children wtf

literally what. probably in every art group/small community, there are at least one or two kids that aren't supposed to be on the site, to begin with, have a shit load of HQ chars/Money/art from artists. it is unsettling how these little lads get a shitton of money when they barely do art in the first place, sweats;;;; if you're a rich kid hi give me some money /j

3 - that one artist with the artstyle

you know that one very popular artist that has really nice art/designs, yeah, yeah that's them! their adopts get abb'ed in seconds and people fight over them, they usually have an aesthetic to represent them and a personality pattern! there's not much to say about this category but they get a lot of messages/comments and their pages get visited so often

4 - the indie/dream/weird-cores

idfk these people exist on a different planet istg /hj most aren't reallyy tHAT talkative but some really are! their whole profile has lone whole aesthetic that is literally their personality too somehow?? most of them give off Redditor vibes loool their jokes really consist of (Shrek, 69, lemon demon, etc.) and most are very funny ngl

5 - da ramblers that have problems /j

i am guilty of falling in this category haAh, the "ramblers" really like to express their artistic side by talking and giving too many opinions /j /lh they're most likely to have so much lore that they keep some to themselves and have a shitload of stories and criticism/commentary. that's basically them! they love talking and have fun doing it and they dont care f no one reads it!!

6- C O LOR ANS NEON RAWRR!!

ahh yes the bright color/gamer artists..a classic of gen z /hj these artists love to use crazy neon colors on their art/designs and the majority have really pretty and unique art styles! their pages are usually so sparkly and glittery and their humor is pretty similar and they are funny!

7- le gamers

you know...the gamers.. the probably most Normal-type you think.. but no not until they talk about "fnf" or that "fnaf" ...really scary.. but they're really cool people with cool personalities and are genuinely so fun to be around!!

8 - chill edgy rawr

so chill....but not peaceful..but chill..and they have really gorgeous art and are so underrated and deserve more attention!! also they are edgy rawr /hj

and idk that's all i have lololol im sorry if you feel excluded </3 after all, everyone is different really and you don't have to fall in one category! you can be all 8 and more for what i know /hj i'd love to know if you think this is accurate and do you fall in any of these categories?? also extra note i don't mean to be offensive at all brrrr dont attack me im just a weak youngling /j but  tyty for reading hehe