yoo hihi so i get dms so often about people asking me about my human comms and stuff aaannd i just wanna say, my human art is only for me it brings me a lot of comfort and I cant ever draw a human unless it's coming from an emotion or a song because I'm just like that sooo don't feel bad if you asked me before buttt just letting people know bec idk how to tell them that B') but ya ya its no beeg deal and I really appreciate people liking my art especially my human art it means so much I'm so ver insecure about it and it genuinely means a lot but I don't do human comms and I don't think I ever will for a loooong time because I'm a dingus

so yayayy i finished my last exam today feeling pretty nice! thing is

I don't know if this break is helping me or not because all I do now is watch yt and plan what to watch rewatch from tv shows,, cool thing my sibs and I kinda threw a party and I made lasagna and it was p nice cus we played some games together and that usually never happens so this is probably the nicest thing that happened this week, anyways back to the break thing.. i genuinely don't think my break is helping with my mental health but I'm terrified to go back to the servers I left because I kinda feel like I'm doing decent and the social anxiety goes brrr also I say a lotta stupid thing s so that's cool B) /s 

i honestly don't know how to feel because a part of me says to just go back because I miss all da cool people but another part of me says they hate you don't go back they're gonna think you're an attention seeker,, i DONT KNOW OKAY. i literally still feel bad both ways its not getting better but I'm kind of doing fine at the same time?? 

so uh question, I know that I haven't gone away for long it was just like what 4 days?? but I don't know if it's gonna make me feel better or not because I'm scared I overvent or just bee annoying at times ;; it's hard to realize that some people actually like me because I don't get that energy a lot over here

but uh my mom is kinda back to being chill so im happy and OH also my dad ate some of my lasagnas and said its better then the restaurant one so HA that's nice :) 

buysdgtsdhahdk ye poll because I panic

trying out the feeling of having a break :] i know it wont work out because online is my safe place but i don't have the energy for anything anymore

closed

SO okay im doing  these for 200 points just to see if i like this style

to do/slots (might not do more than 3)

hauntedc0smo (done)

tsunesune (done)

ill do both feral and anthro

i have been very sad these few days and I just.. :( I DO kinda know the reason but IDK ID ONT WANT TO VENT AGAIN in here it feels kinda needy but its about my mom again and I just I'm just really upset I really wish I could talk to someone but everyone in the house is younger than me :') so I'm just gonna be in pain and shit LMAO

anyways this is kinda of an update because I don't post much 🥱not sure if I'm taking a break or not because online is my safe place and I don't want to face my mom a lot these days and shit but just incase I'm not so active you can know that I'm alright I'm just uspetty spaghetti :Pensive:

also ma'am Silver_Orchid kinda miss u bro </3

WHAT ANIMAL AM I also if you have a song/color that you connect to me ahaha let me knowww I'm kinda in the process of drawing a concept of my main sona and I paniccc

also idk what I'm like so just uh basically tell me what do you think about me 

i'm Jan Valjean

hihihi i finished studying for todayyyy

just send over your chars (only up to 3) not fcfs  ill pick and choose x0

no need for bulletins or anything but it would be pog if you shared hehe

just lmk if you want me to transfer the moodboard after I finish 

https://toyhou.se/~bulletins/357530.design-raffle oh gay lol

hey so wow i haven't posted in a minute :') anyways I'm broke and needs points so I can do quick cheap comms

also for pride month I can do pride animated icons for 

400 points 

its gonna look something like this but with a flag bg :> 

400-500 points 

for off base sketchy customsss (moldboard and emojis work but no text description)

uhhh i genuinely don't know what people want so I'm gonna open these for a hot secound 

also i can and will do feral/anthro

to everyone asking me no i do not do humanoid comms super sorry for that :')

slots

1. pride icon @bluberry https://toyhou.se/10947085.bee/gallery [done]

2. pride icon @kytheelf https://toyhou.se/7704305.-cora- [done]

3. @pip93077 https://toyhou.se/9869163.-kia- [done] 

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