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My baby brother! I know we're twins, but I always thought that some day I'd get to teach him everything I know about the world... He looks so young and fragile, doesn't he? It's hard to remember we're the same age. But I guess I missed out on being the cool big sister for him... Sorry, kid.
I never got to meet my sister... I saw her work sometimes... I always wondered if she saw me too. If she was curious about me, the way I was curious about her. Maybe if I had held on a little longer we could have met... And maybe we could have relied on each other... But I'll never know now, and I don't like regrets. So I just hope she's doing well.
Aw!!! Yoyo used to look so adorable!!! I don't know why they rebranded all serious and junk when they could've stayed like this!! I just wanna pinch their cute widdle cheekys!!
...She's doing her best. I'm proud of her. She's... She's not what I wanted to be. She's not what I wanted to happen but... It's not my choice to make anymore... It's hers, and I admire her choice to keep going.
i loved katsu so much... idve done anything for them, i even tried to change myself into someone i wasnt so they would like me more... but i realized they were just using me. and theyd throw me aside at the slightest sign of disobedience and yknow what? fuck that. im my own person and ill never go back to them. never.
... I don't understand... It's not- He's not- He's mine, isn't he? He loves me. He loves me. He loves me. He- He- He loves me.
hisashi is alright, i think he tries too hard to seem cool, but i understand! we cant all be natural kewl kids like me.
naomi is cool! ryo introduced us and shes really chill and funny just like me. i think wed get along pretty well but we dont talk too often. i dont know why, but maybe ill ask her to hang out soon.
:((( He gives me a really bad headache!!! And he seems kinda creepy- But I guess Ryo likes him? I don't know, I don't think he's quite right and I don't really wanna talk about him anymore!
She is Ryou, and yet... She's not. She's so so close... But she doesn't want anything to do with me. She wants me out of her life, and it kills me. If she would just remember... Maybe... I don't know...
Asahi... I never got to apologize... He was right, and I just walked away. I left, because I was a coward... It's too late now- I'm gone and he'll be stuck thinking he was wrong until the end of time... I'm so sorry... I ruined everything for you, Asahi... I loved you.
Ryou was the best thing to ever happen to me. He was my light, and the love of my life... I can never take back what I said, but until my dying breath I'll try to make it right. I love him. I loved him, and I always will love him. The day I join him will be the second best day of my life. Only losing to the day I met him... I'm sorry, my love. I hope you'll forgive me.
asahi??? yuck! he was such a jerk when he and ryo were having their whole thing. i mean how do you tell someone that sleeping with them was a mistake just like that??? its no wonder ryo got all worked up, even if they did drag it on for waaaaay too long
The Aimoto's assistant? She did yell at me once, but I don't think we interacted past that. Why are you asking me about her?
when we were little asahi always took good care of me and comforted me when mom and dad were fighting but... i dont know how he can side with our mother after how she treated my transition. i get that shes trying to be better and all but that doesnt mean im not still hurt!!! but i do love asahi, no matter what. i know hell always be there for me
Hisashi is the most irresponsible and unmotivated person I have ever known. He treats our father like a saint who can do no wrong, and doesn't even bat an eye at the pain that causes mom... But despite everything, I'll help him when he inevitably needs me, because wrong or not, he's still my brother.
Um... I'd rather not talk about Asahi too much... When I hit rock bottom, I was obsessed with the idea that he had to love me because he loved Ryou... Before he died... I was really obnoxious and I basically wouldn't leave him alone, no matter how badly he wanted me to... I'd apologize, but I think staying away is the best way I can show my remorse.
Ugh... No comment.
I had a thing for Hisashi at one point, but in retrospect, I think I was just looking for attention anywhere I could get it... He didn't like me, but he would still help me and I guess that made me happy... But I'm working on creating healthy friendships and Hisashi has definitely been one of my stronger ones... I should see if he wants to hang out soon
honestly i have no clue how ryo got stuck in my life the way they did. one minute i was just mad at them for taking Katsuhiro's attention away from me and the next the kid was harrassing me to go out on the town with them! theyve always been a bit of a handful, but i cant say i mind too much. maybe its cause theyre a bit like me when i was younger. i dunno, none of my business.
...I'd like to protect her, but I can't explain anything she needs to know to stay safe without putting her into more danger... Maybe when she gets a little older and goes out into the world on her own, I can explain... But for now, I just feel so sad when I look at her... She's so much like Ryousuke...
Um!!! Yoyo's not the best sibling I could ask for, and sometimes I get just sosososososo mad at them and I just have to hit something!!!!! 😥 I hate when they're all vauge and stuff and won't tell me anything!!! I'm not a child, y'know!!!!! Sometimes I just wanna yell at them!!!! But in the end I guess they're doing their best 😣 They help me with my schoolwork sometimes and I appreciate that at least!!!
Ryousuke... She was perfect... I wish I could do her justice... I wish I could be brave like her... She didnt let her upbringing ruin her... She stayed beautiful and kind and pure until the end... I'm sorry, I don't think I can talk about her anymore...
Shit, Ryo's definetely fucked up. I mean- they're CRAZY crazy. They're just working with what I left them but goddamn... I guess I'm kinda biased against them because them being here means I failed but... I don't know. I want them to be happy. And stop thinking of me as an innocent little angel! Shit!
...I'm not sure how I feel about him... I used to think I was his... Reincarnation, in a sense, but now... I just feel bad for him... From his letters, I know so much about him... He was so unlike his stage persona, I think his boyfriend and I are the only people alive who know what he was really like...
Um... Ryo is... A little weird... I know the way we were raised doesnt leave much room for normalcy but... There are healthier ways to cope... It was a little weird watching them think they were me from the afterlife...
For a long time, Naomi was my only friend and confidante... I still have a big soft spot for her, and I really hope she stays happy and carefree forever... I don't think I'll ever stop feeling lucky that we were both in that hospital that day.
ryo is really troubled if im being honest... its always been hard keeping quiet about everything they have to go through but a contract is a contract... but theyve been doing a lot better lately and im really happy about that! i just hope they can keep improving and learning to love themself, just like i did!