Well, hello.

I'm just here to give a quick reminder and a little please...

If you don't know what to do with my design anymore, just transfer back to me or give to others.In case to give to others, say to them to read my t.o.s if they have time.

I'm not saying this like I want the oc desperately back, but in a summary way I just feel genuinely pissed off seeing my ocs being deleted instead of transferring to another user or to me.

Just this, have a good week.

Lol!!! I'm getting SUPER unmotivated by everything I do.

I don't think I will someday will be recognized, I don't even believe it. I know it's a low procession but still I think I should just give up and kms :/

I have a pretty low self-esteem and everything I look at my art, I think "wow, what a SHIT I made!" And honestly I don't know why I kept drawing when I won't go in any path.

I compare my artstyle with others, my shading with others...an big jealousy.

And about ocs, I don't even need to say it. All shitty and crappy but somehow a big attachment..? I don't understand it, I don't see a REASON WHY IM STILL HERE

Taking just a break doesn't help too, school is also killing me, I never open to someone and I won't be, my entire life being based by having friends for pure lucky and self isolation. I don't even know if I really deserve friends at all. It seems like I'm not as how people describe me, I think I just should give up.

It's funny, the fact that loneliness has been with me since childhood, I kept asking myself why I don't have friends, should I have friends? I always had felt lonely but that's what I deserve at all.

I'm not expecting anything in future, i'ii just kept the same path as always :| 

I hate myself.

Haii I never thought I would I could pass by this so I'm gonna just give a friendly warning :3

I was looking for ma transfer history if I missed a oc I adopted that I didn't draw yet and noticed this.

Guys, if you guys don't have idea how to connect a oc I give for ya, you have two options: give to another person or give back to me, thats definitely not hard to understand and sometimes take a moment to look at my t.o.s, its only 3 rules :3 

Ofc there's a chance that cannot be them, they may be transferred to another person and this person deleted the char, also the first one is owing me a art since year ago so they're in my blacklist ^^ 

I have an acc on refsheet.net and basically I will upload extra ocs with names/contents that uh toyhouse won't like it(at least is what I think) And I have a storage one that I will post random garbage.