It's very awkward showing any activity here again. Sometimes I still want to hide from the entire world out of shame. Life hasn't been very kind to me for, well, ever, and I probably deserve this. I know there's people out there that certainly think so and I don't blame them. These days I'm so self-conscious of anything and everything I do that I run and hide at the first social blunder I make around people. It's awkward trying to make friends with people now because of the overwhelming anxiety. I wish I had a way of contacting any mutuals I might still have. I really have no one to blame but myself.

I have my OCs hidden right now, yes. It has everything to do with my crippling anxiety. I'm sorry.

So, how has everyone been?

so ive decided to put my remaining visible donuts on auth only. Sorry, but ive been gradually getting uncomfy sharing my ocs with people i dont already know. so if you can still see them, congrats! that means i trust you enough

that's all. sorry once again but it's gonna be like that until the brain goblins finally decide to leave my ocs alone