im bored so y not

(sorry if you're waiting for a response or smth I'm not gonna check rn it's really late and I just wanna write to get my mind off some things to calm me down a bit aha :'D)

What is your favorite fruit flavor?
> Flavor?? hmmmm well it depends on the company itself but generally strawberry, real hard to fuck up strawberry. 
Which two friends can you see together as a couple?
>uUUUUHHHH dont ask OTL im the worst at relationship related anything :'DD 
Which sitcom character do you relate to?
>I don't really watch sitcoms rip
What was the happiest moment in your life?
>A lot of happy moments in my life, I can't say just one but to get myself in a better mood a really happy moment for me was a day when my family wasn't fighting, my younger sister and I were able to joke around, my mom and dad seemed to have been getting along, and we went out for dinner at a Thai resturant that night together. I didn't have homework that day either and I was able to go to sleep comfortably as well, and I felt happy and content in that moment with the people I love around me. Another happy moment was January 15th, 2011. It was my raccoon toy's (Ricky's) birthday and that winter, all winter, it hadn't snowed yet. In Washington State at least the area I'm in it rarely snows and because it's so rare I really enjoy looking at it. On that day I was hoping for it to snow very much and when I woke up it did, it was at my old house too and I played with all my raccoon toys and let them all celebrate Ricky raccoon's birthday and it was so sweet and happy of a moment. Any moment I'm not sick, there's no fighting, and I feel generally emotionally stable then it's happy, like right now- I have a house, a roof over my head, my own room, a desk, technology, lots of art supplies, the ability to draw and express myself, a bed, a place to sleep, warm meals at least 3 times a day, fresh and clean water, family all alive and generally well, good friends, etc. etc. I'm so happy that I have that all. 
If you knew that this was your last day on earth, how would you spend it?
>With my family, tell them that I love them, and then tell all my friends I love them, apologize to everyone, and then ehehe request to hang out with live raccoons //shot// But family is more important than that ofc so honestly I would spend all my time with family most likely, maybe eating together too since I love food //shot// 
Rate all your friends on the basis of their sense of humor on a scale of one to ten (10 being the highest).
>I have too many friends online OTL
If you were granted three wishes, what would you ask for?
>Lasting happiness for my family (includes myself), wisdom, and to be a good person. 
Name one annoying habit of any of your friends', which you would really like to change?
>Can't say... OTL
What are your pet peeves?
>idk what to list here plus I dont want anyone getting on my nerves or to offend anyone either so ehhhh noppeeee
Where do you see yourself five years from now?
>Confusion, discomfort, pain, insecurity (I would be 19 years old, graduated out of high school, most likely unsure of what to do or how to manage life now that I'm an adult, regretting many descisions of my current "present day")
What would you do if you won the lottery?
>Give it all away to the people who need it, directly. Can't trust charities nowadays, gotta do stuff yourself... smh (Depends on the amount tho if it's only like $5 then I'll still give it but probably not as much as I would like to :'D) Sure I might be tempted to keep some myself and I might, but the majority if it's a bigger lottery winning should go to people who really need it more than myself. 
If you were born a boy/girl, how would things have turned out for you?
>If you mean the opposite gender I am now then eh I don't know. Probably worse, in honesty though. (bc i really love raccoon toys and collecting plushies is something "manly" guys don't usually do and i'd probably have gotten made fun of a lot as a kid if i did :'DD also for liking anime as a guy i might be viewed as perverted??? OTL) I'm happy with what I've been given generally. 
Would you be brave enough to spend an entire hour alone in a cemetery?
>Depends on the weather, time of day, what cemetery, etc. 

What is the one thing you wish you could do if given the chance?
>Can't say.
Do you believe that there is life beyond our planet?
>Honestlyyyy let's first think about the people that need help on this planet, like the people even in the US who don't have SHOES??? Or water, or food?? Or a place they can call home, or shelter, or a bed????? 
Got a phobia you want to share?
>nopeeee...... OTL deathly afraid of spiders and bugs :'D rip me it's completely illogical but i fear them greatly...
What is the weirdest thing you've ever done?
>Too many to list... OTL
If you could be anyone, who would you be?
>Myself, because I am most used to being myself, and over-glorified versions of celebrities, I doubt they're actually happy. 
What is your favorite thing about me?
>who //shot//
How long can you hold your breath?
>Let's see brb //goes to google stopwatch// 50 seconds wooo //gets light headed//
If you were stranded on an island, what are the three most important things that you think you would need?
>An expensive modern cruise with everything included (with wifi, chefs, captains, crew members, etc.), phone, and a phone charger (There are electricity plug things on expensive cruise ships harhar) so I can call someone to save us or just use google maps to navigate moiself back harharharhar
Have you ever tried bungee jumping or paragliding?
>NO
How do you think the world is going to end? In flames or an ice age?
>Flames tbh
Do you believe that the end of the world is looming in this year 2012?
>It's 2016 bruh
What is your definition of an incredible weekend?
>idk OTL Any weekend where I feel generally happy.
Ever experiment with drugs? If yes, which ones?
>BRUH

What are the five things you cannot do without?
>To be literal, air, water, food, clothes, shelter. 
Give us an idea of your hopes and dreams.
>To seek and find true and lasting happiness, and to be wise, insightful, and knowledgeful while attaining that happiness. 
What is your favorite day of the week?
>None, it's the contents of that day that really matters. 
Are you a cat/dog person?
>Raccoon person //shot// 
If you had to choose between world domination or world peace, which one would you pick?
>World peace, one person cannot control something as big as the world. 
What is your favorite breakfast meal?
>can't choose, honestly depends on my mood haha x'D 
Who or what inspires you?
>Raccoons inspires me to be happy //kicked// God inspires me to love and be a good example (Yes I am religious, though unfortunately I have much to work on aha, but no I am not homophobic/transphobic/etc.) 
What is your favorite color and why?
>White or blue, because of the clouds and skies on a sunny day when there are huge overwhelming clouds towering near like gigantic mountains, it gives me a great desire and thirst for adventure (I am, indeed, quite incapable of that myself however) 
If you could live on any other planet, which one would it be?
>Earth, any other planet cannot sustain a human. Unless I wanted to die, but right now I feel very much fine. It's just a question either way, whether I say I wish to die by going to another planet or not I'm still on Earth so it would not matter much. At least, that is how I would view it. 
How many places have you traveled to? Name them.
>Too many. 

I feel kinda stupid for not realizing this earlier but do you ever think about how fucking unoriginal we are? We can only copy what we've seen with our own eyes, what about our thoughts, our emotions, our dreams, we comprehend everything through visual ques, and we are so dumb that we can't even properly express what emotions are in a limited language we're forced to learn. 

Even so we can't even properly communicate with others, just this dumbed down society and everything about it.

Not only that but all the "closed species" hell, even make believe species in general- It all has something we've seen.

All of them walk on two or four or six+ legs (Humans, Mammals, Bugs) all of them have a face, have eyes, have a body structure- Why? Why are we so limited to just that, can't we use our damn brain and actually think of something, not just be limited to what we see? 
Maybe there have been species completely out of the blue, change what normal is and give their true imput on what's original, we even compliment the unoriginal or maybe the slightly more original and act like it's the most original thing, we're still so dumbfounded and bound by what we see. 
Because this pleasant, this good, this beauty, I think it's just what the world tells us and we won't be able to break out of it. 

I probably won't be getting any more closed species on this mindset :'D Like you're just copyrighting or acting like you "created" something, when you didn't no one did, your "species" is all something we've seen before on this planet, in this world, in this life, and maybe even in your dreams, but nothing is truly your thoughts, your imagination, and we act so overprotective of it. Even your personality is probably a blend of everything you saw in other people and left an imprint on you, or forced out of you.

could someone copy and paste this message and send it to http://dawnpath.deviantart.com/ ?

"From Raiku: Hey about the commission I saw that you finished it though could you please submit it to dA anyways? I know I originally said to just note me but since an emergency came up and I needed to deactivate from dA it would be great if you could just submit it and tag @/bobaroll to it ! (without the slash after the @ sign since I don't want to tag her here |'D) Thank you so so much for doing it for free by the way, is there anything I can do in return for you? The finished product looks really nice!! Like if you want a character design or art of pre-existing characters I can do that nwn Thank you so much again!!! <33 "

rn i'm trying a keyboard thing i had a looooong time ago eve ]r since i got my tablet case it came w it but i didnt kno now to install it AND NOW I DO but they keys are tiny and hard to use and i'm like w fat fingers here so :' ( 

so confusing though the keys are small like usually i can type w my eyes closed but here just noooope
like usually i'm  able to type say

a raccoon climbed the tree
eyes closed: a raccoon climbed the tree

oh daaaang i t worked

why does it not work that well when i hAVE MY EYES OPEN YOU KEYBOARDTHING there's so many errors here idc tho

each as i type stuff while nrot looking i can't wait to see all the errors in this sentence hOHOHO

oh for goodness sake it stopped working

its flashing now

WHAT DID II DO WRONG SOBS

i kinda just wanna have a last laugh and enjoy my summer one last time before it disintegrates into nothing :'D

i also have been looking a tiny bit at back to school stuff even though it stresses me out but i mean online window shopping is really fun :'D //shot// 
and then like a lot of stores sell back to school clothes for like $40 and man wow 
everyone complains about how disgusting it is to wear used clothes but like?? you can find some pretty damn good stuff at goodwill man ur missin out lmao
PLUS this is why ross exists fyi?? don't need to go buy some $40-$100 SHIRT that no one is going to pay attention to because admit it- everyone's selfish. do you remember what your classmates wore on the 17th day before the last day of school last year?? didn't think so. just wear whatever feels comfortable to you because comfort matters most //rolls off into the abyss//

you find a spectacular artist

but

they can only speak in a foregn language you can't understand

and you want to interact with them so so much

but it's never gonna happen

//proceeds to cry for a thousand years// 

FFRICK DO YOU EVER JJUST GET LIKE THAT ONE COMMENT FROM SOMEONE YOU REALLY REALLY LOOK UP TO AND THEIR ART IS LIKE 500,000,000X BETTER THAN YOURS AAND YOU JUST DON'T WANT TO RESPOND BC YOU'RE AFRAID YOU'RE GONNA MAKE THE BIGGEST FOOL OF YOURSELF,, BUT YOU DON'T WANT TO LIKE NOT RESPOND OTHERWISE IT WILL MAKE YOU LOOK LIKE AN ASS.....

OR LIKE ON A SUPER POPULAR ARTIST'S PROFILE I MESS UP IN A COMMENT AAND

BRB CRYING IN A CORNER HELP HIDE ME

I know that a few of my online friends live in Washington State and honestly I would love to meet up somewhere, at either an ice cream parlor or a crepe place (I'm seriously trying to find a place that we can all meet up at without too much trouble but it's difficult?? seattle is wayy to crowded and i feel really stressed whenever i go there and other places need everyone to drive at least an hour. but i guess it depends on what kind of place we want to meet up?) or maybe a mall so we have other stuff to do other than just eat or something? But honestly we're pretty spaced out, a good few miles apart-

So close yet so far away aaaa :'D I really wish we could meet up over the summer though, that would be really cool, if just for an hour, I mean what if one day we all move on from the internet, or what if one day one of us who happens to live rather close to each other moves away? Then our chances will be just completely demolished of ever meeting us in person. sighs... I really wish I could meet some people I know online, irl, before it's too late. I'd love it if we could talk and hang out in person as if we were good friends from school or something, honestly no one at my school ever invites me to do anything- Whether that be birthday parties, or just going and hanging out after school at the mall or something, or seeing a movie with friends, or even going to each others houses just to have a good time. None of that I ever get to experience irl and honestly I really want to, but considering everyone else at school doesn't want to do that with me I guess the only people I could do that with would be online friends?? or wait a couple centuries for the people at school to finally want to hang out with me even once qwq'' 

tbh we aren't even talking about it, it's pretty much just wishful thinking i guess aha... Maybe the anime store in Kent? but stuff there is pretty expensive so I still want to go somewhere we can all at least eat or buy something small and just enjoy our time together? i'm still intent on some sort of bakery, ice cream parlour, or crepe place x'D I feel like an entire meal would be too big (and it would be hard to pay it all in cash- Unless we all brought parents but then that miiiight be a bit weird... |'D) Maybe Family Fun Center at Tukwila (arcade)? But I feel that would be more just playing games ourselves than getting to actually know each other better in person? But that way we could bring our families without making it THAT awkward? hngg.. But an arcade costs more..

aha wishful thinking is interesting

//might delete this later idk

I know I uploaded the jellycats but don't worry if I didn't reply to your comment

because its not me mUHAHAHAHA

peace out

-green

im bored

at school

in class

even though i'm supposed ot be working on a project.....

idk what to do since there's this project where you need to make something, something PHYSICAL so I can't just like draw something like I usually would, but like make something that shows my personality, art, and somehow relates to household items. 
(Don't ask why household items was included, I don't know myself, I was absent when the class decided on this :'D)

So idk what to do. Maybe like minature fake stamps? I guess that's a household item?? hhhhh