HAAIII GUYS SO I LIED LAST TIME :grin:
im actually back now ?? (for the most part) anyways im probally gonna start anew and liek delete all my art or smth cause i have ocd and wanna start blank

ill alsl probably delete most of my own cahracters (obv not the ones i got from trades or raflles or from anyone else :3 i treasure those) but uh yes
BUT ANYWAYS YES HI IM ACTUALLY GONNA DRAW AGAIN!!!

i wanna make a desingn but ihave no idea what to do with it
so like if anyone esees this and wants to see any kinda specific design tell me !! cuz ideas would be fun

ummmmmmms umm yes im back
??? no one probably remembers me but i had a little phase where i didnt wnana talk to anyone :(( and then got cheated on by my rparnter of 2 yrs like 6 dayz ago /nav
bvut yes im back :D 

so uh
spoiltered cause tw pet de@th

genuinely though, i hope everoyones days are going well and everythings gonna get better at some point. i believe in you <3

guysd uygys ugys i got discord back yippeeee my groaunding is over an i can finalyl talk to poeple <3 love it

you hguys my mother got me an omor shirt I'm fanboying rn like actually wtf she literally got it in ONE DAY. I TOLD HER ABOUT IT YESTERDAY AND SHE ALREADY GOT IT WRTF /POS

bro she like. nver does anything nice for me I'm so. baffled

also i sprained my drawing hand's thumb duritng volleyball with my dumbass brother so thays fun /s /lh

so im rlly not liking anything abt my art or sorting or rlly anything so im gonna. leave everything unsorted for a bit until i decide what to do with stuff uhuu

guys im ecstatic

ahahahhaaaa just found out that they have multiple other partners (like. not poly but where oyu have multiple partners but they dont have to be together with each other i dont remember what its called) and like im fine with that but yipyah i used to be their only one so its  kinda like. gutpunching woohooooooo
we have to wait 3-ish years before we can actually talk again and like. they keep saying they wouldnt move on and i feel like i dont havethe right to not believe them/doubt them but like. its THREE YEARS. i woudlnt move on but also like they have other partners and what if they just decide im not wroth the hassle aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

when you think you dont miss someone but then reconnect with them eveon just a little bit and then start having a crisis cause oyu really want them back in ur life but ur family hates them and would literally disown you if ythey found out you were talking to this person again <3

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thyere so amazing i can't comprehend. my brain misses them so much im not okay

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i don't understand it's like. when I'm aaway and not talking to them it's like "oh yeah no i can just stop tlakign to them and everything will be fine" but when i am talking to them it's like. im infatuated and idk if thrat sounds weird but i literally don tknow what to do this is horribke