lazyydayy's Bulletins
IT’S LATE SO I MIGHT GO TO BED RIGHT AFTER POSTING THIS LMAO
BUT I WENT TO AN ENDOCRINOLOGY APPOINTMENT TODAY FOR HORMONE ISSUES SURROUNDING *that time of the month* AND SINCE THEY KNOW I’M TRANSMASC THEY ASKED ME HOW LONG I’VE KNOWN THAT I’M TRANS AND THEN THEY PRESCRIBED ME TESTOSTERONE RIGHT THEN AND THERE
i feel like i skipped so many steps but at the same time this is the best possible outcome tbh
apparently i’m highly sensitive to my monthly increased levels of progesterone, and taking testosterone can completely get rid of that issue so i get to go on it for medical reasons too!!!!
i’ve been trans for 6 years i’ve been waiting for this for so long!! i was 13 turning 14 when i first came out,, and now i’m turning 20 in two weeks :0
my mom is super skeptical though,, she‘s willing to do whatever i feel is right but she’s got a ton of anxiety surrounding the whole “what if you change your mind later” thing,, which i understand (if i were my own parent, i’d be nervous too)
the good thing is, regardless of how i identify, i’m still masc! i prefer presenting masculine in like every context (i did falter a bit and go fem after my last breakup, but i’m pretty sure that‘s because i missed looking at a pretty girl :( i went back to masc pretty quickly afterwards) so no harm no foul if i do change my mind, though i highly doubt that i’m going to!
tldr: i’m going on t very soon and i am SO EXCITED
i wanna look at cool ocs and favorite them!!
you can give me folders or specific ocs, whatever you prefer :0
if you want to fav someone in return, i would love if you could favorite Darby, but literally anyone will do!! (it’s absolutely not necessary though,, i just want to fav characters tbh /gen)
it genuinely doesn’t feel real. she was so special and wonderful and intelligent and her absence is so loud
her favorite snacks were corn chips, popcorn, pumpkin seeds, and avocado, and she would sit in her hand or in the nape of your neck to chow down on them :) she has also stolen some pieces of my blueberry muffin before (it was dairy free & gluten free)
she‘d hang out in your sleeve and poke her little head out, just chilling there and taking in her environments
i miss her so much already, and it’s only been 30 minutes since she passed. she was part of my daily routine, and now she’s gone. it hurts so much i can’t even express it in words
i’m not asking for more sympathy, i just want her to be remembered and loved by more than just me and my family.
i love you Trixie, i’ll see you again someday 🖤🕊️
please, i need comfort art or something right now /srs
i can only offer tiny amounts of USD in return ($1 - $3) or maybe a guaranteed adopt ticket or coownership or something?? idk i just need a distraction so badly i’m really really really not ok
base art is totally cool, it can be of any oc doing anything, (if you want a specific folder to choose from check here and here) i just need a really quick turnaround time please
i‘m so sorry for asking this of you without much of anything in return
you can ask for details if you want i just don’t want to put them here because i’ve vented here so much already
if you can’t / don’t want to do art i totally understand,, we can chat about our ocs or something, any kind of distraction is welcome
(yo wtf the world actually hates me fr toyhouse went down the second i tried to post this)
she’s been moving very slowly, hunched, has a limited appetite, keeps stopping to breathe heavily and is often shivering. she waddles when she walks as well, very shaky on her feet.
Trixie technically considered elderly, approximately a year and a half old i think? (the lifespan of a mouse is 1-3 years) and she’s been through so much. she overcame cancer like a rockstar, got over a case of mites, been through multiple house moves and stayed energetic and happy through all of it.
it feels like my heart and stomach are being gripped with an iron fist, watching her act so weak and frail now. i feel totally helpless, despite this not being the first time i’ve had to watch a mouse to deteriorate like this.
i hope she recovers. i seriously do. but with her age being a factor (the vet even said she was elderly) i don’t think it’s likely.
she is my heart mouse, just like Stormy was, so this is breaking my heart in a way i can’t describe.
if you ever want to draw her, she is a solid black mouse with very dark reddish-brown extremities and the cutest face in the whole world. her left side has a long stripe of missing / thin fur from her surgery, though it’s mostly covered by fur by now. she has a thin build. (absolutely not necessary btw, but i would be willing to pay $1-$2 for some art of her)
i will do my best to make her comfortable and happy.
all owed art is on hold for now. please understand.
bro i tried to write a new chapter of Jayheart's Promise and OF COURSE i forgot to copy/paste the wip onto my notes app SO OF COURSE TOYHOUSE TIMED OUT AND ERASED THE ENTIRE THING
i am. devastated
https://toyhou.se/~bulletins/1846571.emergency-purge-4-stray-cat-support-mine
if you can’t buy or donate, please share it <3
those kitties deserve to be safe!!!
(open indefinitely)
Goober and Zonk are both clounds, an open species by Cosmind, and since i keep falling in love with clounds, i want to make some free customs of them for you guys!!
there are a few design rules i'll have to follow, but if you give me a moodboard, a color palette and/or a description / pattern / symbols for markings i'll gladly make you one for free!! :D
there are also a ton of variants and traits to abide by,, all with differing rarities! you can pick as many as you want, no matter the rarity, and you can be as specific or vague as you want with which traits you'd like me to add :]]
here's the clound info if you'd like to take a look! https://toyhou.se/9851236.free-resourcesnew-species/18657533.clourotopia
(in case you're wondering, Goober is an entirely common clound, and Zonk is rare and above :0)
there's no limit to the amount of rare/ultra rare traits you can have btw, so be as specific as you want! feel free to even list out every single trait you'd like :D
ORDER FORM (you don't have to follow it if you don't want to)
moodboard/color palette:
any specific markings?:
any specific traits?:
rarity preference:
other:
(example) 
i cannot describe in words how much i want to make these,, so send in as many requests as you want hehe
(i also designed Aurora, though her design does break a couple of rules lol)
if you don't want to fill out the form or have any specific colors in mind, you can also just vote in the poll without commenting and i'll make you one,, dealer's choice :)
I AM SO EXCITED EEEEE
i’m currently obsessed with Goober again (and his bf Zonk hehe)
which oc of yours are you obsessed with at the moment?? i want to know all about them :D (GIMME THAT LORE)
oh and feel free to link / talk about multiple,, the more the merrier!!!
(orrrr you could tell me which oc is your least favorite?? 👀 that’d be spicy)
honestly i just want us all to talk about our ocs together lol,, toyhouse has felt pretty glum lately