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Vector is everything I was supposed to be. Everything I don't want to be. If I'd never been created, maybe they wouldn't exist. Maybe all the things that them and Lutra are planning wouldn't be thought of. But I was made, and so were they. I have to stop them. I have to be good for something.
Number 51806, also know as Lyric. She is my predecessor, my prototype. As such, she is inferior. Even Father considers her a useless waste of space. Her only use was in helping my own creation. So perhaps even something as worthless as her can be forgiven.
I don't really know much about them, honestly. They were made by Lutra obviously, so that's enough to leave a sour taste in my mouth, but I know that not all of his creations are bad. I've tried to talk to them before, but... 101 wouldn't let me. I don't know why he's so insistent on keeping me away from them... or why Lydia agrees... but I trust their judgements. I do want to know them though.
Number 786, also known as Roach. It chose its own designation, something I find.....odd. It's the culmination of efforts made by Father's research and that exceptional failure of a Creation, Number 107. Comprised of various corpses pulled from the wreckage of a village found in Sloth, it is.....a curious thing. Still, it left of its own accord, and wasn't even if much use to Father, in my opinion anyways. So it's as much of a failure as the others.
This one is worrying. Most of Lutra's toys don't amount to much, they don't worry me in the slightest. But this one has quickly made it onto the list of ones I keep an eye on. I see what they're playing at, and I feel I know what they're trying to do. But I don't care. As long as they stay away from Roach, I won't interfere.
In my eyes, 101 is indeed a failed creation. He left quite some time before I was created, so I don't know him personally. But I hear that, while he did leave, he was perhaps one of Father's most loyal creations. Though perhaps that is because he felt he had nothing better to do. Regardless, I feel disgust when speaking of him.
One of Father's most prized possessions. And for good reason, they have proved themselves loyal and useful towards his goals. But the same was once said for Dym, 101, and... her. I'll trust them for now, treat them well and work with them. But if I ever so much as have a thought that they may be disloyal... I hope Father will forgive me.
Estir is....like an older sister. Someone I can look up to, take inspiration from, idolize. She loves Father, in a way not dissimilar than my own admiration and adoration of him. Though she is, admittedly, much closer than I could ever hope to be. Am I.... jealous? Perhaps. But I won't let that get in the way of my work.
They make me... uneasy. I know that Lutra made them, and they feel recent, but I can't imagine what purpose they serve and that... scares me. Perhaps he made them just to be, but I highly doubt it. They must serve some higher purpose than what they're currently doing. I just hope it won't affect the ones I care for.
I must give thanks to this....failed creation. Were it not for her, Father would never have created me. He would have never wanted to create me, at least not with the same purpose in mind. And so I must thank her. Preferably as I end that which she loves most. Though I suppose Father will want to do that himself.
Lilac is interesting. Epithet introduced me to her, and I'd like to think we hit it off well enough. She's a little weird, but then again, aren't we all? Plus, she's another of Lutra's experiments, so that doesn't make her the most normal of people. But hey, can't help how we're brought into this world right?
Draco's pretty cool! We met through Epithet, and I'm not sure I made the best first impression, but he doesn't seem to hate me, at least! I like hanging around him, he's really interesting. Here's to hoping we'll hang out more!
Ah, the sweet Plumeria. She's a pleasure to have around the shop. She's sweet and shows a special care for my plants, which I appreciate. I enjoy working with her, and find it quite cute the way she interacts with her girlfriend when she stops by. I'm glad she's here.
My Boss! He's kind of intimidating, but he's really nice once you get past the rough exterior! It's actually pretty nice working for him, and I get to spend a lot of time around the flowers, so I think it's a win!
Oh Reject! I like to think that we're friends, but im too nervous to ask if he thinks the same, so I usually just refer to him as 'That One Regular I Like' Every time I hear him come in I get so excited, it's gotten to the point that whenever he comes in someone is immediately coming to find me, cause he won't deal with anyone else. Nine times out of ten when I'm busy Cosmo will try to handle him till I can get there, and I'll confess, sometimes I stop whatever I'm doing just to hear their banter for a bit before I go to serve him. His visits are always the highlight of my day.
The girl from the cafe. Yeah, I met her on my first visit, and i think we instantly hit it off. Now every time I go, she's always there to great me. Well, almost always, sometimes she's busy, and then I have to deal with Cosmo's shit. But she eventually comes up to 'talk.'
Tara's pretty alright. She does her job well, gets on well with her coworkers and customers, I ain't got nothin' to complain about. I don't think I've ever had to yell at her over anything, so that's something. Well, except the time she called me cute, but everyone gets stupid like that at least once.
My Boss. Button's chill, until you call her cute, like I did at one point. Damn near lost a leg, so you can bet that won't be happening again. Other than that, she's fine. I think we get along well enough
When I first began work on Number 51807, I was aimless. I was angry and hurt and wanted those feelings to go away, and I thought creating would help that. My aimless creation resulted in Number 51806, an utterly useless thing with no purpose but to take up space. But in my research for making her, and then the execution, I did learn some valuable things about some valuable people. I started again, figuring out what I truly wanted out of my next creation. And what I wanted was to cause havoc in Pride. HER stomping grounds. I wanted to destroy, to fundamentally change the place she loved. I wanted to make her hurt as I did. This emotion and this goal resulted in Number 51807... in V3C70R... one of my finest creations.
My Creator. I was born from his jealousy and need for revenge. I was built to serve, manipulate, alter, and erase. I will take over hell, and burn it down to the ground. All in the name of My Creator, My Progenitor, My Father.
My Bonded, the Blood of my Blood. Our meeting was fated, written in the stars that form a constellation which tells a story written by beings higher than ourselves. Though the choice to meet and to bond may not have been our own, I don't regret what happened. Tenebrae makes me happy, and being with him I feel loved in a way that I never have. He understands me on a level that no one else can, and I understand him. I wish to never break our bond.
My Eternal Partner. My Bonded. We met one another because our creators thought it would be fun, and in truth we are bonded because of their will. That isn't to say that I mind, I truly don't. Beyond Celeste and The Twins, they are the only being I feel as if I can be my true self around. I appreciate that our creators allowed us to meet, and I'm glad that Saoirse appears to feel the same.