update 02/11/19. i separated my characters without 'story' 'main' 'personal' tags cuz i forgot to before, into their own stories! i might still miss some but those are ones i might not part with. i'll also list everyone who's interested to be pinged down just so i don't forget!

hinatot (mattea), H0SHIIK0 (tabitha, apollo, minh, athena), YoYokai, Abaddon, AlphaNerd (fleuroses), Micy-chan (linehearts), rosebugee (lop), Fotia (minh), Yonaei (krul), Elissya (mori), Sanmedare (linehearts & fleuroses), phoking, dizzybun (blanche, caroline, crime), Candyrose 


i might vent a bit in here so please do not hesitate to go back if you don't like vents, rants maybe?? whatever you'd call it

hi

so it's been not the best irl for quite sometime already and it's nothing better but rather getting worse, whether it's anxiety or life has been shit i don't even know.. i've been slower than ever for a while right now, i was trying to feel better and gather more motivation to draw etc. i thought it'd be better to wait and try but it didn't. im getting more and more tired, and pressured maybe by my own thought, some of them was that i need to work faster, commission other less and don't buy anymore designs and purge most of my own now. i hate it. with all these i've became even more slower, not only in arts but rather in everything. i try to cheer up when im with my friends because thank god they made me happier somehow it happen i couldn't believe it, but when im at home with my family, they're one of the source that drown me in thought and anxiety the point i'd rather stop breathing. it is not only self thought pressure and anxiety, it's a thing related to our life that make me more insane.

i apologize that i'll be even more slower than before, i couldn't bring myself to work nor draw, im still trying to draw something else than works tho what if i get some motivation from it whether it be my characters or adopts. i might work on something else other than the ones from my tdl rn to cheer me up, i hope that doesn't bother anyone.

there's a big potential that i'll be reselling my characters, and if you know me i hoard every linehearts i could see and afford if thats one of the main interest from my characters. i am very attached to them, all of my characters. i love my characters they're one of my biggest happiness, i rarely part with my characters if you know me well. but with this things happening irl, it just drives me insane. the obvious thing happening and anxiety really brought my attention to this, that i shouldn't spend so much on characters, it won't be useful for anyone other than me even though i spend only my money from drawing for all of them including their commissions, i should've used them in a better way than spending them on myself. parting with a big portion of my characters probably would be the worst, i hate parting with my things even though they're not useful anymore since childhood, they have a big place in my heart, the memories is. when i started to resell my characters i'll probably be even more slower due to the pain, AND the fact some people are horrible cause they lied to get the character as a forever home when they just part with the characters NOT so long after they got them, sighs. 

apologize in advance if im getting even slower once i started to resell my characters! if i couldn't gather more motivation i might even cancel trades and refund money owed tdl, BUT i'll try not to! i'll do my best and wait, im hoping for your patience as well. thank you for reading im sorry it's probably just because i was anxious and i was getting pent up and just want to vent, im sorry.

TLDR, things irl make everything inside me worse, im getting even more slower than before even though i suppose to work properly, im sorry! and a potential to resell my characters until i only have my mains left, because i do have my characters that have proper storyline, it seems impossible even for myself to be strong enough to part with most of them but i think i need to. SO if you'd like to be pinged when im reselling them lmk! since i might resell them in different part/batch thingy starting from the ones that doesn't have a very big place in my heart, it's already stressing though but i'll try. those who are authorized can see my characters, but those who aren't then im sorry. i already create a tag for them, this is maybe some of them in the beginning.  https://toyhou.se/Himetochan/characters/tagged:potential

i hate trade fodder and i might even block/blacklist you if you lied and just get the character without thinking of using them, also do not ask for my other characters now to be resold to you, you can always ask to be pinged or considered for resell/trade tho. just don't backup when i was to accept, i might block/blacklist you. if you can't afford anymore, TELL ME before i might accept you.

* my mains/those i'll keep are mostly in this tag, include some that i might part though. definitely not is oreo, mayu, mami, yuina, ocha, yayoi, synth, carmine, wisteria, viex, sanguine, margot, rosette, melville, audra, nicole, hestia, acri. my personal character is a big maybe not will be resold

thank you!

also apologize in advance i might miss, typoed, or smth worse in here cuz im jhsjdg i need a rest

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I'm comin from DA to say I'm truly really sorry to hear about the struggle with your irl situation ;; I wish nothing but the best for you, and hope that someday you can be at ease with yourself <3

If possible, I would love to be authorized + pinged to see the kiddos. Thank you for your time Hime

thank you sm ;;

added! and i'll do my best to ping you!

Hello! I'd like to ask to be authorized if possible? I'm looking to get into the Fleuros community more and would like to see if you have any that interests me if possible ><;

i'll drop all my fleuroses here instead since i don't have ton of them anyway! i didn't drop a few since some is forever home with me and one is co owned, i don't feel like giving the co ownership to someone else than the other co owner

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Thank you for going through the hassle of linking them all! I'd like to be considered/pinged for resell of the machomilk-made Fleuros, if possible! 

May I ask if you might be reselling other CS?

Edit: oof hit post instead,,

im sorry for the delay i forgot to reply fjdjg ,, i'll do my best! 

and yeah, aside from the characters in the stories tag

no worries! ><;; I asked because I can't see any of the characters (other than the Fleuros you linked above),, may I ask which CSes?

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if you're still interested i would love to resell her to you!

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$65 ! if you plan to redesign her though then i would like to keep the (outfit) redesign since i like the outfit :o

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i'd like to be considered for co-own of krul and for minh, and lop if that's okay!

i hope you'll feel better hime TT
take all the time you need and rest a lot!! <3

not sure if youd be interested in selling any of your beros //
but id be interested in audra and mori if you ever decide to part with them! ♥

I’d love to be pinged when you put them up!

I’m not sure if you meant that you will consider selling/trading all but your mains, but I will list the ones I am interested in:

Blanche

Caroline

Crime

Lilith 

I’d like to be pinged when they go up for resell/trade but if you’re really attached to a character you don’t have to feel obligated to let them go unless you’ll know they’ll go to a better home ;o; I hope you feel better soon!

I'm really sad to hear that you're struggling and absolutely wish you the best in overcoming it ; v ; I love your art and always look forward to it, but It's definitely not a good idea to force yourself too much! I hope things goes for the better for you <3 Do take the neccesary rest.

As for the resell part, I'm not authorized sadly orz But I would definitely like to be pinged for any of your LHs and Fleuro ; v ;

Edit : and if isnt too late I hope to be authorized? ahhh

thank you sm;; !! i'll do my best to ping you! and ofc not, added you !

ahh tysm for authorizing me ; o ; <33 Have a good weekend himeto!!

Ahh Hime ;; v ;; I hope things work out for you! We all need a rest sometimes so take your time recovering! I love your art a lot and always look forward to your uploads but it's unhealthy to force yourself to work! I'm looking forward to your return but now please rest and focus on what's important to you <3

I love Minh <3 if you end up not keeping him, I hope he goes to an amazing home! Take care.

Hey hime! Super sorry to hear about your situation qwq I hope everything will turn out soon! Your health matters the most so take things slow, we all understand
Also this bean isnt in the tag above, but theyve been a dream Bero of mine I back at the original adopt post missed by a few seconds,, so if you are ever letting go of Mori id love to be pinged! 👉👈❤️

i hope things start looking up for you soon! ; o ; <3

im not sure if you recall, but im still holding that fleuros myo slot for you from a while back- if youre no longer interested in using it i would love to work smth out for it ; w ;

thank you!! and ofc i never forget abt it, i actually planned to use it to make one of my main oc (that name i put up, hestia) but i never have the time, motivation nor energy to do it TT sorry to make you wait so long i'll do my best to finish him as soon as i can!!

oh awesome! no rush ^0^ the mods messaged me abt the slot trade bc you already have 3 it seems, but i explained the situation so its fine now ouo!

Hey Hime! I’m really sorry to hear the things you’re going through, but I am wondering if I could get dibs on Krul’s full ownership if you’re ever planning to rehome him!

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Ahhh Hime bby ;; I hope you feel better soon and stuff sorts out so your irl can be more joyful and not only with friends ;; Please don't push yourself to hard with art and Oc's okay? ;;; //cuddles my lil bean//

If you ever decide to resell them, I would like to get considered for Oculus, Pepper, Yuuta, this due (big dreamie) https://toyhou.se/818371.tba and this bby https://toyhou.se/818359.tba ;;;
From your main Tag I do like Eun.... Keith, Shino, Wan and Kentin just.... plz previous bbys come back home TT Sorry for the random akjsjkj //sobs

I mean.... just generally ping me for any Lineheart.... //causally dies as you know I am as obsessed with them as you are// But please don't feel pushed to sell any of them okay?? ;; <33

Hello, im so sorry to hear about your struggles. I know sometimes anxiety can be absolutely overwhelming and just seep into every aspect of your life. It's good you're looking for ways to reduce your stress and grief even if those options are difficult, and i know sometimes the adopt community can suck you in and act as a great escape from reality but you always need to check yourself and ask when its become too much. You have some gorgeous kids and I hope you find them wonderful forever homes. Id love to be considered for Caroline if you do resell him, hes gorgeous and I know without a doubt I'd keep him and spoil him like my other fleuros kids. 

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I am not authorized so i cant see the majority of your kids here but I would also like to be pinged if you are ever willing to part with any of your other fleuros (except synth as i know hes one of your mains) because I'm very active in the fleuros community and its my single most favorite community so I can guarantee a forever home with me. 

I hope you feel better soon Hime ;; it's ok to take your time on things! I'm sure everyone agrees your mental stability and health is far more important than anything else!! So make sure to take good care of yourself ok? Never feel bad for taking the rest you need ♡

Also, could I be authorized? Its oki if not, just wasnt sure if i could ask or not >o< I'd also like to be pinged for resales!

thank you TT-TT i'll do my best to ping you!

and ofc added!

Take care of yourself qAq I can just imagine that the pain is going to be big as soon as you decide to let go of some of your Character since I'm someome who never let go of any of my OCs befote ;w; But your heakth comes first! If you dun mind...i'd like to be pinged fot everytime you have some ufs ;w; Would gladly provide some a new home!

;; hey, i can understand that fam/irl things stresses you or causes feelings unwanted constantly. esp if you want to get away from them, but it feels really hard to do,,,

Please take your time and take care of yourself. ;; I know it took ages to sort myself and thoughts out, but once i did- it was just... better. i'm wishing you all the good wells and lucks needed vuv

In terms of potential resells, I'm interested in both of these two and would love to get pinged!

(as a person who's genderfluid, I admire these two characters!)

https://toyhou.se/2844810.tabitha
(I know this is a personal, but you said maybe so- ) https://toyhou.se/3690656.amberlea

Heads up that payment I can do right now currently is $100 per week as I'm trying to stay in budget/not go crazy on spending. ; v;/ so if payment plans are ok with you, I'll be ok with it too!

Besides that, again please take your time ; A; aeoufhaef i wish i could offer more than just words of get wells vuv;; but hopefully, everything will be okay real soon. ;;/

EDIT: tfw it doesn't space links hhhh

I don't know and I don't want to seem rude if this is too much, so please let me know! I tried browsing ones with no 'story' tags.

I'd love to get pinged for any of these too ; v;

I used to own this and would love to get them back/be notified/be pinged! ; v; had to resell them/rehome them due to irl issues, but all have been cleared now.
This dreamy (a myo custom that I ordered): https://toyhou.se/3907892.apollo

Additionally, I'd love to know about these too/be pinged!
https://toyhou.se/3491112.aina
https://toyhou.se/4310881.minh
https://toyhou.se/4321817.athena

thank you hoshi!! ;; i can't rly think of things to reply to your good words but thank you TTT
amberlea would be priced at $150 but i wouldn't mind haggling or mixing offers with money and/or smth i'd use such as art / commission from other artist (doesn't need to cover in exact amount of $150 just need to be the artstyle im interested in and if its closed, then claiming maybe but prob not) if you're interested then i would gladly accept you and i don't mind payment plan or holds (2-3 weeks)!

as for the others, im pretty tentative with my beros but i'll try my best to ping you if you'd like whenever i would part with tabitha! im not rly sure for aina since i make him from BP if i recall right BP beros can only be traded especially rn he don't have commissioned art. for minh rn im trying to fit him into my story but ofc i'll still try my best to let you know whenever the said fleuroses up for sale! for apollo i might potentially not part with her since im trying to fit her into my story but again i'll do my best to let you know!

you're welcome!! and it's ok ; v;/ Sorry for the late response, irl grabbed my attention way too long lakdjfladjmmm;;;

and ahhh I'd love to get Amberlea with a payment plan + hold? (like a hold until Wednesday + 3 week payment plan, so that's 50 every week if that's ok? )

Yes, I'd love the chance to be pinged if you ever decide to part with Tabitha! <3 yaya I think BP Beros can only be traded/gifted. Oof, I didn't know they were BP. Let me know if you're ever interested in trades! and okies on both minh and apollo! I can understand the feels of fitting characters in stories. QuQ thankfully i managed to fit all my charas in one and being smarter on who I get. orz

Thank you again for the update and again, take care!! ; v;//

sure thing! be sure to pm me when you're ready to pay and ask me whenever you'd like to pay in each week cuz i have multiple paypal emails that i'd like to send to

Thank you!! I've made a reminder to do so! vuv

Hello Hime <3 sorry to butt in but I thought you should know ! You can actually trade your BP-made bero now ! Here is excactly what Mari replied to this question : 

"tbh there have been already trades with Beros bought with BP and even MYO BP trades! I don't ever think BP will be a thing again and it was a long time ago, so for me it's ok if you wanna trade them as well as the MYO slots (tbh I think I'm just gonna make this new rule) I still would like to finish my BP to-do list tho but ghdghg stress"


So even with no adds on you are very much free to trade Aina ! 

I’d love to be authorized ^^ 


Do what’s best for you I’m hoping  everything  works out offline should always come before online 😭

thank you!! ;;-;; 

added!

Of course i know i don't know you very well but if you ever need to chat im here !! Hime ^-^

Also As for instrested in list if you ever decide to let any of them go
Ocha
Minh
Theo
Annie

Sorry if i have some from wrong folders mobile and sleepyness is great ! </3

Of course i know i don't know you very well but if you ever need to chat im here !! Hime ^-^

Also As for instrested in list if you ever decide to let any of them go
Ocha
Minh
Theo
Annie

Sorry if i have some from wrong folders mobile and sleepyness is great ! </3

i get what you mean- take your time, though, it's important to take care of yourself offline first and foremost

if you decide to consider selling mattea, i'd love to be pinged-