hi s.a.d kicking me in the ass for quite a while and ive been coping by indulging in Linus Tech Tips, CGDCT (cute girls doing cute things) usually loli aesthetic, and other stuff. 

Dni if you feel uncomfortable with me liking lolis and ’futas’ (i put this in quotes because its a term only used in nsfw setting and most people use intersex in a sfw setting) 

no im not a lolicon but i do like the specific niche of lolis because yadda yadda lack of childhood and just want to see CGDCT
no futa isnt a transphobic term. i have trans ocs cis ocs and futa ocs tho i mostly use futa for the ‘idealized’ and nsfw fantasy aspect of intersex. i have reg intersex characters that arent nsfw. futa nowadays is mainly used for chick with just a dick but its supposed to be for anyone with both genetalia tho mainly women with both genetalia but still of course applies for a man.

i grew up in trashy degen anime culture, more so the safe side of it lol, so i know the history and background of a lot of misunderstood terms nowadays.

loli is not a nsfw term, never was and should never be. its also primarily used for pre pubescent girls to like idk 12-14? tho 14 is pushing it and usually its just at 12. 

shortstacks =/= lolis , u can tell what a shortstack is and what a loli is.

i will and do get very upset(mainly sad upset) when people say otherwise due to misinformation and blind trust esp if they didnt grow up or even know a little bit of background regarding these terms. esp if people like to automatically assume loli is a nsfw term, it isnt. 

we all dont know each other personally, so if these terms negatively affected you in some way, i suggest not to interact with me at all. or have the terms muted on my other social media mainly twitter. believe me when i say i prob have more lolicon/shotacon people blocked than the people who think loli is a nsfw term, and i even have loli and shota itself muted lmao.

anyways, thats it. dont like my coping mechanisms? sorry its a way to heal my inner child 💀 lifes too tuff. just being chill and having fun. i dont want any drama either so i just mind my own business lol.

yeah sorry again.