Kinda all over the place bulletin but here we are haha. Got a lot of thoughts.

Basically... I miss writing. Like a lot. I know I've done a lot with character profiles, which is fun of course. But I mean more than that. I miss writing stories and plots, writing in character, that sort of thing. I don't know why, but I just haven't been able to do it much in recent months. Maybe it's a lack of motivation or interest. Maybe it's a lack of ideas. I know I have a lot of plots that I've been thinking about for years now. But for some reason I just don't feel like working on them? I can't place why. And yet new stories I'm struggling with too, to an extent. I have ideas of course, just... can't put anything together. Can't think of good plots for existing characters. The plots I have ideas for I don't have characters that'd work. Like I've had ideas for a story for Monroe, but no good characters to fill other necessary roles. But I still love writing about them and all my characters. I want to use them but I just don't have the motivation to draw them all. But I also just have no good application for writing and just,, it's a lot haha. I'd say I could just make new characters for plots but I don't have any good ideas wheeze. I'm in a design/character block I'm afraid, it's rough,, like I have archetypes and ideas that I'd love to work with but just,, nothing specific. I'd say I could look for customs but it's hard to know what I'd want without existing story ideas. I guess surprise customs are a thing, just vague inputs, but then I get worried I won't click and it's just aughhh. And I want to change it so so bad. Storybuilding is one of my favorite things out there and always has been, and it sucks to have been struggling so bad with it.

So I guess I'm throwing out some questions for opinions. Are there any stories of mine currently that anyone has particular interest in seeing? Are there any characters you'd like to see me write about? Even in things like small one-shot type plots as opposed to full stories? Like for instance, coming back to Monroe. Part of me has been thinking of writing a sort of prequel event to show them first coming back to life and finding themself. And I've had vague ideas for Eden of another short one-off from when she first ran away, with her roommate and first bonding with Lilith. Would that sort of thing interest anyone if I ironed out the details? 

And in the meantime, would anyone be interested in doing like an RP? I haven't in a while, and it's such a fun way to scratch that writing itch. Put characters in situations and just get a good feel for them. Stuff like that. I don't know what specific characters I'd be interested in using. I guess anyone is fine. I just want to write haha. But y'know. 

Looking forward to hearing back!