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Posted 11 months, 2 days ago by thymeskip

man, the combo of empathy, photographic memory, and an overactive imagination is an absolute nightmare

my dad was showing my brother a video from a movie where someone snaps the other's ankle in half with a hammer

the photographic memory remembers every detail, the overactive imagination repeats it in my head constantly, and the empathy makes me sob for half an hour straight

i'm even tearing up while writing this oh my stars-

my parents looked at me like i'm weirding them out and they're gonna limit my screen time now

idk man, i'm not doing so well

Comments

wingsofwasp

aw, goodness, I hope you feel better... this should help https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=itI3heEha7o

thymeskip

aww thank you, the vid is super cute and silly aa <33

wingsofwasp

yeah, I always recommend it to people who are upset!

when I look at wounds, sometimes I experience physical pain in my arms and legs, so I understand a little ^ ^)

Sunniipop

oh my GOSHH !!! tHATS TERIIFYING idk why the heck ur dad would allow his kids to see that video ... UGH it must be heartbreaking and horrifying to remmeber that over and over agin! im so sorry i hope things get better and later it fades away from ur mind.. </3

thymeskip

y'know i didn't even think about that, it is really messed up when you know the reason. my brother hurt his ankle and had to get a brace for it during track practice and my dad showed him the vid to show that it could be so much worse. that's pretty messed up ngl

not the first time i've happened to walk by while someone was in pain on the tv either-

and thank you <3 it's faded a bit now, but still pops up from time to time. hopefully it comes up less often within a couple days. thank you for your support, you have no idea how much i appreciate it <33

Sunniipop

OH my god. Thats literally soo messed up! Personally i think showing that video to childern ( minors and such ), is just so so horrible - knowing that ur brother had to get a brace and go through the process of pain and healing - its enough trauma or physical/mental damage. and showing a video of a more tramatizing scenario is just overloading it!! 😣 the suffering it is /3

Im really sorry you and your brother had to go through that, just watching such horrible stuff.. 😔 and knwoing its not your first time is just not so comforting too. IT is NOT okay watching such things more than once or even at all!!

Anyways, Im glad that you're getting better ! Im sure you'll heal through , just try your best and distract urself when u can kip 💞 and your welcome! Its my pleasure, I'll be here and there if you need anything , like talk or discuss etc. or just even say hi ! ✨ This made my day just reading your reply ( the end part mostly ) <33