Ok, so I've been asked several times over the last few weeks and months why I can't take PayPal, Venmo or anything besides Cashapp ( a friend asking me a bank question earlier today made me feel the need to post this)

And I feel shitty for saying that I keep having troubles with it, because I'm not.

I live in a very abusive household where my parents are in complete control over everything I do. I am a full grown adult with my own life, yet since I live under their roof, everything I own is, and I quote, "their's."

I often have my things taken and gone through, my devices kept, being told im not allowed to leave the house etc etc.

This also means that they have full control over most my paycheck and my bank account. I am not allowed access to my PayPal, my Venmo (its frozen anyhow), my Bank card, or make any online purchases without their direct permission.

Sometimes I get to use them here and there if my mom is in a good mood, but that's like once every bluemoon.

Cashapp is the one app that I am allowed to have and it's tied to a family account with my mom's. I'm not even allowed to touch my own Cashapp card unless I ask lol

It fucking sucks /srs

I know some people have also had these experiences in their lives, and I hope anyone also dealing with this gets out of their situation.

I plan on moving out in September (I had plans to before, but my boyfriend dumped me LMAO), so hopefully then I will be able to take other payment methods.

But as for right now, I cannot take anything besides that (unless paid through a friend)

Im sorry for continuously saying that I couldn't take it doing to my account being on hold, PayPal issues etc, but I felt embarrassed to explain my true reasoning..

Thank you to anyone who actually reads this shit lol