turns out! it was a stroke! 

i'm doing much better right now, i'm still figuring things out. there's defintely a lot of things lost in the process and my mind is still unfortunately muddled and i'm beating myself up more than i should. but i don't really wanna vent about all of that here skdjghdskfjghsdkfjgh i was fortunate with the type of stroke it was if i'm being honest and fortunate with being alive! everything is still frustrating and i do feel set back so much. but i'm trying to be even remotely positive. 

i'll still remain scarce though! i check here every so often and am mostly on my personal twitter more than anything. but still if you need me, please feel free to reach out or reach out to hadesaligned! 

i still do need to organize and hopefully sell OCs / designs not in use because i haven't been working since it happened and my drawing skill suffered after the whole ordeal. so i might not be pushing out my own designs any time soon. but. yeah!

rambling over skdfjhg thank you guys for being here and i hope you guys have a wonderful day!!