havung a bad time its kicking my ass 💥💥
yesterday and today i sat down to work on comms and i just spent a whole 4 hours doing a big ole nothin. its not that i dont have motivation its that i physically cant make a fkcin line to save my ass . anger kick kick murder
it may also just be my perfectionism again working against me, bc all the people that ive shown my sketches to have told me its fine,,, but ouhhh man im so scared of dissappointing commissioners!!Â
ive been told to uhm just make personal art instead but i cant cause then i feel bad abt not drawing comms so im just,,, stuck :o[
i realise the problem is that i overworked myself, sorry to anyone patiently waiting on my lazy ass to draw ill get to it eventually i prommy 
1 month, 25 days ago
AHHH THANK U!! ur reassurance actually, meanz a lot :o]
1 month, 20 days ago
That has been the mood for weeks now... I just haven't had any sort of motivation to draw and it's infuriating. I wish to draw, but cannot get myself to. Rip. I feel your pain.Â
2 months, 8 days ago
I don't think it's gonna be a problem for everyone else, masterpieces need time to be made and you deserve a rest too since you're a human! I understand the guilt of not finishing ur owed stuff as fast as possible when you want to 😠but I believe you can always do it later! Ur health comes first!!!Â
2 months, 8 days ago