tell me why he tried to get into my shit 8 times tf bro rlly wants my account

im not too worried obvi but damn

these designs fuck so hard fr shoutout isaac and zi

 LINK !!

did a lil adopt collab w my boyfriend ZLEXIS, go check em out !!

his half is literally everything tbh. buy them before i do

5 subs away frim 300,,, how very cool thnx u everypony !!!!!!!!! (i will prune some of yall later today when i get home its routine at this point)

btw some of yall should really read your own DNI's cause i saw at least two of you mfs with 'dni if u draw gore' or 'nsfw dni'. and well.ehrm,, sctratches balls

anyway im anxious about having more than 300 subs tbh which is why i always. purge when i get close to that milestone. its more of an anxiety thing but im getting closer to the day where i stop giving a fuck  the day that happens ill host a lil raffle i prommy

link !!  yall should join fr tbh

im not rlly active in any atm even tho ive found i absolutely love sharing my art and it def helps me stay motivated and on top of comms!! so if u have any, inv me 🫰

18+ is ??? preferred,, idm interacting w  minors cuz i do have more childish intrests like mlp, but i def have a preference for talking to adults help

if im in ur server already and not active feel free to jst poke me w a stick until i wake up 🫡

hii. been feeling very art blocked lately as most of yalls know so tbh im gonna open requests to hopefully get out of that funk,,, theyll mostly be sketchy/experimental headshots so pls dont expect too much from me lol :o]

form/examples!!! v

^ just make sure to comment all of that and ill try to finish as many of these requests as possible!!!!

make sure 2 share so ur friends can also know abt the free art,,, ;]

wjen i catch the mf i blocked lurking my profile on his alt account bc he accidentally faved my shit and i got the notif (please leave me the fuck alone dude you terrify me)

havung a bad time its kicking my ass 💥💥

yesterday and today i sat down to work on comms and i just spent a whole 4 hours doing a big ole nothin. its not that i dont have motivation its that i physically cant make a fkcin line to save my ass . anger kick kick murder

it may also just be my perfectionism again working against me, bc all the people that ive shown my sketches to have told me its fine,,, but ouhhh man im so scared of dissappointing commissioners!! 

ive been told to uhm just make personal art instead but i cant cause then i feel bad abt not drawing comms so im just,,, stuck :o[

i realise the problem is that i overworked myself, sorry to anyone patiently waiting on my lazy ass to draw ill get to it eventually i prommy

//non imp rant, im jus being petty

im being so serious rn like please genuinely fcking quote me on this and link it to me next time u see me opening art trades like a jackass :o[

art trades have always been one of my favourite things to do in the art community, and it probably always will be. in all honesty a lot of the time i moreso enjoy giving the art rather than receiving it. but oh. man

i have so many ppl that owe me their side of the trade at this point that i dont even bother adding them to my public to-do list. it would be a 5 min read just looking at all their usernames, i have multiple trades im waiting on from 2022 and even 2020 T_T

its not even the fact i dont remind them. i do and i either get ignored, told theyre going through art block while they open trades and requests and are pumping out 89 drawings of their ocs a day, or in one case blocked and blacklisted for 'harassment'. i dont think reminding you 2 times in 8 months abt our art trade counts as harassment but whatever

also in all honesty its just. its not worth it. i try to put a lot of effort and time in all my trades, only to find myself receiving rushed art w missing hands n limbs, uncolored parts, very wrong significant detailsor we'll agree to a fullbody and ill receive an icon,,, again, i very much prefer giving art but when the disrespect is so blatant it very much does make me feel like a dumbass

if ur reading this and u owe me art from 6+ months ago id rather have u flat out tell me that youre not intrested in doing ur side anymore. ill gen appreciate the honesty leagues more than being lead on and i wont rlly hold any grudges against u cuz of it, i get just not feeling inspired about a character.

i uhm dont care if im being seen as unkind in this rant,,, me not allowing ppl to walk over me and disrespect my effort shouldnt be seen as unkind. ill just stick to trading with my dearest friends and mutuals