A few people have asked about how I acquired more characters/old designs by Lupisvulpes over the past year, which I'd usually just answer as it came up and then delete the comment if I decided to put the answer in the characters' descriptions/bios instead---long story short, I got them for free and sold some of the less important characters because the offers were tasty, but now someone on Twitter has been making a public callout about me owning them (and supporting her,) so I figured it's best now to make an overdue bulletin about it.

EDIT: I am removing the posts from who shared them as to not cause harassment. but do know I have this person blocked/am blocked since they repeatedly called me abusive for being upset about art they drew in the past and proceeded to obsessively block anyone who associated with me and continuously lies about me, so I may have not seen the post in its entirety and have no desire to try and block evade them. It sounds like they also shared Lupis' full name in an unsavory amount of screenshots, which I don't condone using to harass her, and stalked my facebook profile and block evaded me. If I missed anything due to this fact, feel free to ask about it in the comments below. The links were messaged to me by someone asking for answers, so that's why I do have access to the links.

ANYWAY, back to the bulletin:

I'll start with a long story for those curious about the details or aren't aware of the topic, and then I have summarized thing below.

In 2020, Lupisvulpes was called out for refusing to draw the trans flag in a commission + making transphobic comments over the years to some of her friends. I won't link the callout since it shares a LOT of private conversations + shares her real name and messages from the 2010s to have further evidence of her transphobia, but it is not hard to find. More things from over the years came to the surface, and it ended up being a pretty full document.

When this all happened, she and I had an animation trade, collab, among other projects with each other before all this came to light and I was shocked since she never shared her transphobic views with me. People asked me my thoughts and I was honest in the fact I had no idea her views had changed so much since I was friends with her when she made the pride duskky adopt and always seemed really cool with our trans and other lgbtq+ friends and always changed things when I let her know if her designs had any culture appropriation due to my heritage as an American native. I had reached out to her multiple times when the news came to light, asked her to clarify or apologize because I believed it was a misunderstanding, and was left on read and unfriended by her. That's when I took the stance of being against her since the silence seemed to be confirming the fact, and I made several videos showing my support of BLM and LGBT+ folk with her characters.

After the fact of the matter, though, months and years after the post, the constant obsession of Lupisvulpes didn't stop? People hacked her accounts, doxxed her, made twitter posts about seeing her at airports in what state, and just bombarded all her videos, art, characters with hate and spam, drew nsfw of her OCs which she was strictly against, and continued the harassment in DMs and other posts. This made me feel sick to my stomach because I thought people were just going to spread awareness her views had changed and move on, decide whether or not to support her, but years and years went by and they were still actively stalking her on her new media and being extremely dangerous to someone who has had previous battles with suicidal thoughts (which the callout originally shared) and I was genuinely upset and worried.

I've since sold one of the characters I used for the videos (Asha) so I unlisted/privated the video since it had been a couple years and moved on. I have my own projects and life and didn't want to be tied to the harassment any longer. Seeing everything people did to her made me regret being part of this. I wanted people to be aware they had support in other creators and wanted to encourage Lupis to make a statement of apology. I understood people feeling betrayed when she went to two news outlets expressing "her side" of the story, and felt betrayed myself because I knew what it was like growing up in a conservative Christian household who were anti-lgbtq+ and knew what it was like to grow out of that when learning this is just people fighting for human rights, but I didn't want it to extend this far. I felt bad and reached out to her saying I was really sorry how far everything blew up, I didn't want to be part of that and that it was insane how much people were adamant about ruining her life over what happened. After that, we started talking and catching up, as we were friends since we were 14/15, and she seemed to have changed over the past 3 years.

I asked if I could buy my character back I designed for her, Outlet, and she gave her back to me for free. I asked about the Dangerous/Panda and B cast since they were the ones I was animating for our animation trade, and she said she wasn't going to use them for so I could have them and any of the stories/characters/ferrets tied to them. So I uploaded them on TH and that's how they came to appear on my Toyhouse over the past year. She surprised me with fanart and old images of the characters I now owned, and we just kinda went back to the way things were. I didn't upload them with notifications since I didn't want to upset anyone, which was stupid in retrospect.

When I posted my entertaining offers bulletin, people offered on the characters I obtained, and I decided I could part with the ones that weren't part of the main story of Dangerous. I felt bad knowing I was selling characters that I got for free, but I didn't "siphon" the money back to Lupis as the statement in the twitter post is accusing. That money went to commissioning other artists or helped me and my family buy stuff KJSFNJKSFNJKF

BUT guilt did eat at me a little, so when Lupis opened her commissions, I did commission a sketch of Gambit, Kettlebell, and Calypso to see them in her new style and some other stuff. ^^; so I can't fully debunk the statement I haven't supported her since, but the amount I commissioned her does not equate to what I got for the designs.

And for that, I really do feel bad I upset people from this. I know I should have been transparent and made a bulletin as soon as I got them to answer questions. As for the post accusing me of deleting my server because of this; that is garbage. The twitter callout post was sent to me after I deleted the server and I've deleted my servers because I'm grieving the loss of my dad, my uncle, my aunt, my grandpa, and many pets I've lost since 2019 and after struggling with being in a horrible headspace. I was crying often while trying to maintain the activity of my servers, I decided to delete them so I could just take the time I needed to heal from not only the loss of who have passed, but while I am taking care of my grandma who's under hospice (6 months to live) as she loses her battle with cancer since the treatment she was on to fight it is no longer working.

That I am very upset about, because frankly how I handle my grief shouldn't be brought into character/internet drama, but alas, I hope this clears things up.

I don't support any transphobic beliefs nor do I believe that being around lgbtq+ people puts you in a bad headspace, I am still for Black Lives Matter and fighting against the pipelines that are ruining people's land and destroying native history, I am also for human rights for all lgbtq+ folk and don't believe in anyone having to hide who they are. While I don't condone anyone being hateful toward trans folk or anyone in general, I also don't believe someone who refused a trans-flag, apologized for saying it was sexual and that she doesn't view trans individuals like that should be beaten down 4 years after the incident and harassed in the way that she was. I'm still upset the way she handled things and I greatly understand people's disappointment over the matter, but holy crap, move on and don't commission her or follow her media then, it's not that hard. People's views change, and sometimes for the worse, and it sucks, but it doesn't mean everything was fake up until that point, she just is surrounded by family she loves and people she's inspired by who believe pride flags are a political statement and I guess that means she doesn't wanna draw it, but it's not like she physically spat on people who did or drew artwork against them.

Does it still suck? Especially for lgbtq+ people who were her friends like I was? Yeah, it does, but does it mean she should be harassed and beaten to the ground? No, go focus your attention on someone who's actively doing harm, not a lady in her 20s who just wants to draw cartoon dogs and aliens. She's a person who's surrounded in a white cis privileged world who have for CENTURIES been able to curbstomp minorities and lgbtq+ folk in the name of God and are fighting hard to not lose their upper hand. I know it's a hard mindset to rip yourself out of when you have religious leaders, family members, and big names take you under their wing when you're in a dark place and confused on where you stand in the world. I hope one day she can chill out and find out we just want human rights and the same opportunity everyone else has, but I also don't believe handling it with hatred, stalking, doxxing, harassment, and endangering is the right way to go to have her see that.

Due to having upset people for this, I won't commission her again or inquire about more characters, I don't want you all to think I condone the actions of transphobic statements or cultural misappropriation or enabling predators by not banning them right away or how she handled some commissions or what else the callout post has said about her; I've come to learn that it's a lot of pressure on someone to keep their works and community as safe and good as possible and is something that can't be done alone. It's hard, and if I've made mistakes in this post I will edit it to rephrase it or respond in the comments to clarify. I'm sorry my actions ended up hurting people and I'm sorry I wasn't transparent about reaching out to her. I knew her for years and thought since 3-4 years had passed, it was worth asking about again and approaching her about the situation and was really excited to get the characters I did because I had always loved them and wanted to be able to feel good about continuing Bizarre Celebrations instead of feeling like it was a spite project. Neither of us, I thought, deserved being in the dark with wondering what the other thought, so I thought it was time to open that window and just ask so I could draw the characters in good faith.

As you can tell, I'll probably just keep rambling so I'll end it here, but a summary is;

 I won't be inquiring about Lupis' designs more, they were obtained with no monetary value and I sold them without the money going back to Lupis. I don't support transphobic beliefs. Trans rights are human rights. I initially reached out so I could get my design Outlet back and ask the fate of animation trade characters and an old collab but got carried away in an old friendship. Finally, I'm sorry for upsetting people, I'm sorry I gave impressions that I supported what she did. I don't want to ever be tied to anything against human rights, but think maybe people could lighten up on harassing her because it's been years and it's time to just understand we're not getting a public apology from her if that's the intent of your harassment. It's time to move on.


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After what happened in that drama being delt by the backlash and LV herself, it only fuel hate between both Christians and LGBT. You have my support. Thank you for clarifying and hope you'll heal from your own personal matters

I've definitely made the mistake of giving a second chance to someone I shouldn't or commissioning that same person. It happens unfortunately. Mistakes happen because we're human. People change as well. I gave a second chance to someone I really didn't get along with in the past and did some pretty not nice things and now we're friends. She's nice and very helpful and we both learned a lot from what happened. She's also christian and used to be kinda homophobic but she's not anymore. Sadly that's not always the ending and sometimes people you've been friends with for years didn't actually care about you like you thought they did. That happened to me last December. I know first hand how much you care about lgbtq+ people. Your so supportive of people and their stories and their art. You always make sure your calling people by the name or pronoun they go by. Your a very kind person with boundaries like anyone else. The fact that someone looked into you and lupis's facebooks like this 4 years after everything went down is insane. Deluded. Creepy. I'm saying this as someone that Lupis wouldn't like.

People talk about standing up for the trans commuity and going hogwild with all kinds on unfounded claims all over a single commission you regret. While targeting an LGBTQ+ indigenous person. Who is very supportive of the LGBTQ+ community. But you forgive one person that you were friends with for YEARS so you're evil. I still love you and am always up for hanging out bestie


AJKSNHKFNKF thank you so much Judai, it means a lot to me ;w; right back at you, you're awesome.

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That's alright, I don't expect everyone to forgive me, and I wish anyone the best who decides to step back. It wasn't right of me to do.

I have commissioned dozens of lgbtq+ folk, donated to Palestine, and am putting much more money toward those causes and my friends than anything I've ever given to lupis for these sketches and poster. Me commissioning lupis something less than an order from Popeyes for my household is not going to suddenly stop me from the help I do for my trans friends, family, and supporters.

I'm not cis but thanks for sharing your concern anyway.

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Hey! I’m just a random stranger on the internet that happened to stumble upon the link to this bulletin. I used to follow LV when I was in high school and I enjoyed their OCs and animations. One of my friends even owned some designs by them a long while ago and had their style inspired by LV. It was pretty surprising to see them fall off so fast just for refusing to.. draw a pride flag… but I can see why people were upset. Definitely shitty but it kind of reminded me of that notorious news story that went around about the Christian-owned bakery refusing to bake a pride-themed(?) cake for a same sex couple. I guess it’s a hot take, but if an artist (or any business for that matter) refuses to make or draw something for you for similar reasons, just warn others not to support them, block/unfollow them and move on? There are hundreds if not thousands of other artists who are willing to create work with LGBT+ imagery and such. Going as far as doxxing, harassing, stalking, etc. reeks of psychopathic behavior and chronically online freaks. 

Considering LV’s background and who they surround themselves with, it doesn’t surprise me. It’s been years since that’s happened though so I hope they’ve changed, but they definitely DO NOT deserve getting the treatment at the level you described. There’s a clear line between “I don’t think people should support this artist so just unfollow or block them” vs “this person deserves to have their life ruined forever and they should never feel safe wherever they go”. 

I hope things get better for you since I know what it’s like to be falsely accused of shit you didn’t do, or apologized for something in the past that wasn’t the end of the world — only for it to be dragged up again by vindictive people.

I also hate the mindset of “if someone owns a design by X who was outed as bad, then they’re also bad too and condoning X’s beliefs/behavior/etc.” I mean I can understand why people might look at you funny if you continue to support and commission them, but it’s mature of you to step away and not do that anymore. Owning their designs doesn’t equate to the same thing, though. Someone else said it in another comment, but believe owning said designs can mean giving them a better home. 

Anyway rant over 🤓☝🏼Stay safe out there.

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I am going to be frank and state that I am disappointed on the interactions and commissioning of Lup. As a trans person myself, any net gain to transphobic individuals can be dangerous. However, I do believe what you are saying as well. I have no issues with getting characters from problematic people, as the designs can be separated from the artist without any positive gain to that person. Hell, even I enjoy some of Lup's designs, which makes what happened with her so much worse to me! However, I highly suggest that you no longer support her until a formal statement is made. Based on what you've said, she has no intention on changing her views. Views that are becoming increasingly dangerous to people like me. It is best to give her nothing at all, and let her disappear once more. If an apology is made, it won't promise it would be taken with open arms as a lot of damage was done. I understand that she may live in a household that shares those views, and if she is, I hope she is able to move out eventually! Such situations are suffocating, and maybe if she leaves it, she would be able to escape the bigoted view her parents' have.

That being said, I do still have concerns to things that are also being brought up,  but were not covered here. A user posted a bulletin with evidence that you may have potentially made knock-offs of previously sold designs, made by them. While colours, shapes, and patterns cannot be copyrighted on their own, too many similarities can lead to potential issues. I do think it needs to be addressed, as it is now being shared around, and is adding to the pile. 

The last thing I'll bring up is the incest thing.  I for one am completely okay with dark subjects being brought up in media. Yes, even in young adult/teen media so long as it is done with care. Such things can help make younger people aware of problems, and what to look out for! While my own memory is fuzzy (it's been a while since I've read your books), it does sound that the situation was shown as bad/negative there. That is fine, and everyone seems to agree there. However,  some individuals have stated that you made animations shipping these characters, which starts to get into muddy territory.  Again, if it is portrayed as bad or negative,  that is fine. Shipping these relationships is generally frowned upon, and if animations seem to be shipping the characters, that could be why users are saying that. 

Due to this whole drama, I will be stepping back from your content for the time being. I do hope this leads to a nothing burger of a situation, but I have been burned far too many times by other content creators. That being said,  DOXXing and harassing users is not okay. I wasn't aware of the level that certain users were throwing Lup's way. If a user is problematic, it is best to unfollow and block them! The less interaction the better, and it will not get you into legal trouble due to DOXXing/etc (you being general). Just let problematic people fade out, with general warnings saying "Hey! This person isn't someone you want to support and here's why [insert evidence here]!"


In summary, I am disappointed in the continued interaction with Lupus. I have concerns regarding parts of the incest relationship allegations, and I have concerns regarding a potential design theft allegation.


I do hope the best for you, and all involved. I apologize that this was a bit long and rambly, it is late <3

That's understandable, since I'm aware not everyone is knowing of her feelings of the situation anymore and that someone's outright admitted hacking her and potentially doing so again; I'm no longer talking to her and I've apologized in my bulletin for having done so.

Yes, those allegations came out after I made this post. The thing was, I'd do design trades or get customs of characters I needed in my story; persay it would be a red shanked douc with a sense of fashion or a short-tailed marble tabby with orange eyes related to Video, or an eye-motif crowned military leader, etc. etc. and when I'd get these designs, I'd happily use them and give appropriate credit; but when someone's making me uncomfortable with unlocked nsfw accounts or lying or becoming nasty toward me, I decided not to use their designs anymore. However, that didn't change the fact I still needed a marble tabby with a short tail and amber eyes, so I'd redesign them and archive the original as a 2016 design or what have you. They took issue with being attached to the redesign without credit; so I gave their designs the appropriate credit as desired, split them from the new design due to the changes I made (which are more significant than what they're making it out to be) and continue using the character I need while repurposing the old design I no longer want to associate with my series due to the toxicity of their previous owner or our disagreement. Unfortunately I can't change my story too much just due to an altercation with someone, so that's when I get a new design. I worked this out, I thought, by giving them their credit due and getting rid of the designs, but they're unhappy I continued using my characters with my own designs.

As for the incest thing; there's only one couple who are related in any tracible aspect which is Radio and Stereo, who are second cousins thrice removed; I joked about it because Video, in the books, hears they're related therefore views Radio simply as just her cousin, especially since the great-great-grandma they share is still alive, but Radio can't even track how their great-great-grandma being shared really matters, gets into a snobby noble attitude, and ends up briefly dating Video's brother. This is addressed in a previous comment of mine so I won't reiterate too much; but I do draw them together in a few scenes because it's part of the books, and they're later going to no longer be a couple due to Radio realizing it wasn't decent of her to do that. Any other accusations are simply false, as no other characters who get into relationships are related, and Radio and Stereo aren't even painted in a good light or are really overly condoned in my art either, just drawn next to each other.

Due to these accusations being false, I don't really see the point in addressing them separately, but am glad to answer questions here. I made a post about Lupis' involvement specifically because I wanted to admit my mistakes, but for these things I'm happy to just debunk them.

I hope this clears things up and appreciate you reaching out and asking!

Yeah, no. Hacking/DOXXing/direct harassment is never okay. I don't understand why someone would brag about that hhhh. It was better to just let Lupus disappear and ignore her, so idk why people are going out of their way to do stuff like that. Whatever happened to "don't give them a platform"? Sheesh. Hacking is giving them a platform and pity, for one. Two, it's illegal and can get the hacker into MAJOR TROUBLE, so it's not worth the risk. Guy better sit down before the legal system comes back to hit him. I also do not understand why some individuals are claiming you are funneling money to Lupus, or are complaining about getting characters way back when the drama first happened. As stated, you were in a collab, and you have the right to ask for the designs in that case.

And hmmm. I don't blame you for changing the designs if the artist was doing shady stuff and was in general not good. I have done the same with a character of mine. I sold the original design, and completely changed him save for body and head shape. Basically in-name-only? While I do urge more changes (such as related to color or patterns) wherever possible, if the user that previously owned them was as bad as you say, then so be it. As I stated previously, problematic people don't get a platform, do what you want with the designs so long as you won't get into legal trouble <3. Legal stuff isn't fun to deal with, and at this point I can't say people wouldn't try hhhhh.

Yaya! This situation I don't have issue with. You clearly wrote the relationship to be one sided, and shown as bad! I don't know where people are pulling other relationships though? Like, yes, us standing on the fence have our issues and concerns, but it's not really okay to make stuff up? If no other characters have any evidence of being in a incest relationship, then it doesn't exist. Period. Bad parenting and relationships happen, we cannot ignore that. The examples I've seen from your story that they may be trying to use as further examples are framed as bad. They need to give examples, or drop those acustations. 

I do recommend being prepared to potentially make another bulletin or document if the situation continues to escalate. Being prepared to have evidence via screenshots if need be because a LOT of individuals ignore word of mouth. Being in this day and age doesn't help things, as screenshots can be more easily manipulated and I honestly don't know what to look for in terms of spotting editing. Just having evidence to fall back on is your best bet if things continue to escalate like they are ;;. I will be honest and state that I am glad you are taking this seriously, and have largely kept a mature tone. Even if they are the ones escalating, having a backup is the best option ;;

Still, I do wish you luck. People have gotten trigger happy as of late, and even I will admit that my emotions can get the best of me, and I can make knee-jerk decisions. I apologize for that.

Bragging, spamming, doubling-back, all of it is just disgusting. No one ever considers how there's someone they're genuinely affecting and think that just dogpiling a single creator is ruining someone's life, that for some reason just because I got a cool amount of followers which I am very grateful for; makes me suddenly not a person. The funneling money was just a baseless claim and assumption because no one considered "maybe we should ask before posting callouts without evidence" and hopefully it just shows people how unsettling they are to be around. I know I've not had a single regret cutting them out of my life, yikes! 

Everyone acts like they intend well, but sharing full names, showing access to where their private accounts are, and making claims about cybercrime and hacking is dangerous, illegal, and harmful.

I'm glad you understand! Frankly I think only one design I kept the colors and main idea for, but that's because the colors and markings were already referenced off of my designs the character was related to, so even that claim is wrong. I gave people their credit due, got rid of the old designs from my story, reworked my own design back into it, case closed. The people I had to do this for were very uncomfortable to be around and constantly guilt-tripped me, or lied to me, bullied me, or like said, some were just outright dangerous by making nsfw accounts accessible to minors by not having them locked and linking them in accessible areas anyone could view with or without an account, so it just made me completely cut ties. 

If someone is falsifying their age to be 18 so they can view nsfw, that's one thing, but if someone can view nsfw and porn easily just from their regular account OR not even logged in because nothing is being put behind that wall? That's gross. I used to not even be able to look MLP or Sonic fanart up as a kid because of inconsiderate people like that, I don't want to be friends with or own designs by people who do that. Legally, they're in more trouble than I am; I've confirmed it that I am in the right for re-designing these folks and using them for the future projects. Those people's old designs are not my characters, they are just designs.

Exactly, I'm glad you understand and really hate the fact people just couldn't ask me to elaborate more without jumping on the attack train. I do hope my comments can bring you ease and people can understand that Mandatory is a dystopian universe and the protagonists aren't supposed to be entirely innocent; Video kills the Radio Star, it starts out with that, how much further does it need to be clear my heroes do bad things? Radio sucks, made a mistake, and it's a journey of her learning it wasn't okay; my series isn't even finished yet and sometimes growth takes time for characters. I'm sorry I couldn't deliver immediate results and consequences for her actions, but I can confirm no one was happy with her decision right from the beginning and I nor my characters condoned her actions.

I may have to; people keep going further down a rabbit hole spitting things at me, now lies that are downright slanderous; which is also illegal and harmful, (no I have not sent screencaps of porn to anyone or made jokes about SA or rape when I myself am a victim of it) the fact they'd accuse me of something so heinous makes me absolutely furious.

For now I'm happy to just replying to comments and moving on with my life. I don't appreciate threats or things being started at 100 mph when it could have been resolved with a single conversation, but they closed that window the moment they started off with bulletins, threats, vagues, and tweets and callouts instead of just talking to me initially. Oh well. 🫠 Guess that's just life on the internet.

Thank you! No, I understand the fear when suddenly several people are shouting "this person is bad!" but I appreciate you asking me about it instead of just blocking or cutting ties. I understand I made mistakes, and I'm trying to do my best to own up to them and improve, and I'm sorry for what I've done wrong genuinely. I really appreciate your understanding ;w;

I give you support honestly, you have always appeared as the kind of person that would never associate themselves with such behaviours, but either way, It's also the first post about this whole situation that I see made with a decent amount of thought and clarity, leaving aside the fact it came from a doubtful callout.

Your point of view, for now, has perhaps been one of the clearest and most genuine that I have read in some time, not because the other opinions were not reliable, but because those probably limited themselves to scratching the surface of the situation. Also, the terms of service and rules for how to use certain characters have dropped since Lupis disappeared, which though doesn't mean people don't act with morality. In my opinion, whoever attacked you did so in bad faith, not much to attack you directly, but probably to bring the light back to Lupis' bad actions, and just then drag you into the mess.

I will then agree with you when saying that this continuous fury on the issue leads to total nothingness. It's right, sometimes people like Lupis have to wake up, understand that what they are doing causes more pain than goodness, and I won't ever deny that when Lupis had the opportunity to make amends she wasn't able to go further and understand her actions, or maybe she didn't want to, thought it was not worth it, who knows . I'll just say that, years ago, I was sent a video, perhaps sent it to a server or she sent it herself, I don't remember, saying that God had saved her from a depressive period. Attached was this video of her in a room with a man of faith, don't know if it actually was a priest, (there were other people too, I don't recall why this event was being recorded) who told her something, I don't remember it, in short, she said that in that moment she understood, she was healed, found God. I'm not here to write treatises on the morality of religion, but it doesn't occur to me to give such harmful blaming (hence > deserve of stalking, doxxing, etc) after many years to a person who, in my opinion, is completely blinded. This is my take though, which has nothing to do with your post, mostly, I wanted to state that I stand with you Teelia and your point of clarity and transparency with all the matter, I am sorry though how you have been dragged int this madness, genuely... makes little sense.


Thank you, that means a lot ;w;

I am so glad I could provide some insight and a viewpoint for you to consider. I know I don't have the best opinion and have made mistakes too, but I really just can't believe people think that it's okay to be cruel and mistreat someone and drag them down so inhumanely they have to fear for their own safety because they made mistakes. It's just horrible and has made me so sick. I ceased communication with her since I've been talked to about it, but I didn't want her to think everyone condoned the torture they put her through by hacking her and sharing all her private information. I remember even seeing tweets about what school she was going to and considering harassing her there. It was genuinely upsetting to watch.

I've heard about that video from people but never saw it for myself; but I know for a fact if I was hanging by a thread and at the end of my rope and people took me in and shared compassion and made me feel safe after not feeling safe in my own skin for years, I'd also get conflicted viewpoints. People say because she's over 20 she should be responsible for her own actions and to heck with her, but that's just so heartless to me when you think of all the abuse victims out there struggling alone or people who struggle with addiction or other things. Being pulled into a cult or dangerous viewpoint doesn't have an age tag put on it, especially after struggling to the point of being suicidal. No one is immune to it and being an adult doesn't make you suddenly incapable of growing as a person or still making mistakes or hanging with the wrong crowds when they offer shelter and protection and shiny opportunities. Her actions were bad and she hurt a lot of people, I've said it, everyone's said it, but the accusations against me now are coming from people who aren't even taking into consideration the danger they're putting us in by making false claims and sharing private information or putting the idea of hacking out there again, the stalking and harassment is too far.

Thank you for your comment and I wish you the best.

So many people are quick to declare a 'THIS IS X SO OBVIOUSLY YOU'RE IN THE WRONG/RIGHT' when in reality, stuff is just messy. Things are not always black and white nor are they clear-cut.

I witnessed the fallout of LV from a distance and it's completely understandable that many people were/are hurt by what she did and said. However, the moment things went from 'hey guys, this is the lowdown of this creator: please be aware before supporting them' to 'let's endlessly stalk and harass this person' is where I dropped off. I will never agree with their views and actions, but she's also just a drop in the bucket compared to actual people who hold power along with their views (ie lawmakers).

I don't you should have to apologize for having enjoyed reconnecting with them. You don't us owe anything; that's your choice. They were your friend and sometimes you just want to bask in the nostalgia of when things were a lot simpler. And in a way, I understand wanting to pay her back for the OCs because that's still her time and effort that you had used and sometime sit becomes a habit of wanting to return that courtesy back (in this case, financial support).

All the same, I hope people learn to relax a bit and leave you alone. What you really deserve is a break.

Thank you for your kind words. Unfortunately it's gotten worse than I initially thought with starting out; people are now going onto saying crap that isn't true about my books (saying like half the main characters are related or hating on relationships that aren't even in the books or listing the wrong parents for characters or that things are being condoned when they're not) and other things they're taking out of context but alas tis the way of the internet 🙃

I'm really sorry it's extended to so much more, but I am glad to hear your thoughts about the situation with lupis and appreciate the comment a lot. I wish you the best too and I'm also hoping I can just calmly dispute things instead of people screaming false allegations and blowing things up without actually confirming facts, but I'm here if you need anything clarified! KJSAFNJKFG x'D It was a screwup to not be transparent about not being more clear how I got the designs and art, but I'm just hoping the bulletin makes things easier for everyone to understand. 

I really appreciate it and I have to admit I'm craving a break even more than before.

Just because your books are focused around cats doesn't mean it has the same family tree weirdness as Warriors lol

It's still not your fault because at the end of the day, that's your business, y'know? The explanation is appreciated but not owed - and the internet needs to learn and understand that. Beyond all that, I think you are a wonderful person who just wants to draw and write cute critters. And there's nothing you gotta explain to me~ :D

Just be careful okay? Sometimes the more you try to explain things, the more that just fuels the conflict...

Thank you it means a lot ;u; I'll do my best

Thank you for clarifying. As someone who grew up in the homophobic south, but is now proudly trans, I took a huge issue with Lupis. But I see where you're coming from, with wondering how she's doing now. I had bad friends a few years ago, and despite all that, I still think about how they're doing now. There's nothing wrong with that. However, as long as you don't financially support her, there should be no issue. Don't condone her actions, and don't harass her. That should be that. But also, if you want to talk to her, that's your business, and not the communities. Sure, if you're supporting her actions and giving her money, that's something they can be annoyed about. But just talking and catching up with a childhood friend? That's your business, and people should stay out of that. If you want to try and change her opinion, that's your thing to do, and no one else can stop you. This is just my opinion tho, so take it with a grain of salt.

Sure, she may not change. But she's still a human, deserving of our respect. If you don't like her, just don't interact with her. We told her how we thought she was wrong, and that's all we can do. I'm not going to say much on the doxxing, because that was too far. Some people went too far. Not all of us. 

As for the incest joke, I didn't like that personally. But you've evolved on it, and I can't blame you for stuff you did as a kid, of course. We all did dumb shit. I can attest that some of my earlier creations were definitely... not good, and were influenced by the media and world around me. Maybe yours were too (I don't know you personally to say that for sure). But you've grown as a person, and you see they were wrong. You apologized, and obviously don't condone these actions. I applaud you, for some people can't even do that. There's not much else you can do.

Thank you for clarifying once again, and for listening to my essay.

-Cobra421

personally my stance on this after reading both sides is that everyone here made mistakes that can be fixed.

im someone who is... very unfortunately a result of "inbreeding"? im not sure if theres another term for that for people but my parents are first cousins and my mums parents are also first cousins (and its just a running thing in the family it seems) it kinda left me with a lot of health problems and now i struggle with basic things because of it. i feel i would very much have a right to be upset at the stuff in your books but you seemed to have cleared it up pretty well and regret doing it so i dont take issue with it. especially considering youve been working on it for a very long time, while you probably should never have put it in i do understand that its inevitable to avoid putting something dumb in something youve been making since you were a literal child. as long as youre taking steps to rectify this i think its forgivable.

as for the lup stuff im 50/50 on it. i understand what youre saying and fully agree, but i do get people being upset that you financially supported her even after the fact. but it seems to have been in a moment of weakness almost? i know you guys used to be friends so i can understand that too.

i dont believe people should be cancelling you over all of this, and i dont think people should be digging around to see whos still in contact with lup or not because that feels almost... obsessive? its probably not healthy.

i believe you have seen where you went wrong and i can only hope the other side do as well because its not good for anyone involved

Full acknowledgement that i'm an internet stranger who doesn't know either of you personally (and therefore my word doesn't hold much weight here, obviously.), but I honestly don't think you have anything to apologize for. People in extreme religious environments and high-control groups need support that comes from outside those groups, otherwise they're likely to fall further down the pipeline. It was kind of you to reach out to her, and extremely creepy of the same mob that came after her to pry into a private friendship to continue dragging yall. I don't condone what LV did, obviously- she caused some very real hurt to other people that went beyond just the pride flag thing, but there isn't any reason to pursue someone who's already been thoroughly deplatformed so viciously, and the people trying to ruin her relationships like this are just going to push her further into what appears to be a rigid ideology. I don't mean to come off as parasocial or overly familiar here- obviously I don't know either of you, just saw twitter blowing up this past week and felt weird that nobody had commented on this w similar sentiments. Wishing you both well. 

Thank you very much; your message doesn't come across as parasocial, either, it really is just responding to what I'm saying in the bulletin and what you know about the accusations which I think is all valid to have built a response. I appreciate you sharing it since you hadn't seen anyone else say it yet; I really don't condone what she did, and I've told her as such, but people change with years passing and it was something that always gnawed in the back of my head about being apart of when it escalated into illegal harassment and activity against her and I was curious what her viewpoint was now on top of it all when I messaged her about wanting Outlet back, I didn't want to ever have her think I was part of that; it's insane that anyone would risk someone's safety by doxxing and hacking them, and I am still upset how someone's even claimed they're behind it now with no regret.

It was a lot to take in at once and I'm sure to this day a lot of what she did was just spontaneous stress and emotional response; which still doesn't excuse it or make what she did was okay, but it's something that's a very human mistake to make and worth hearing more about now that time has passed. It was rude of me to not have been clear about it, though, not realizing how it affected people who watch me without hearing my day-to-day reasons for things. I should have been more transparent about it from the get-go instead of letting people come to their own conclusions over the past year. I feel bad about it and that's why I made the bulletin. It was silly of me to have commissioned her while she still hasn't apologized publicly and I feel awful I've hurt people's trust in me for it. You're really kind for saying what you did and it's much appreciated. I value your comment a lot and just wanted to make sure to reply even if I don't know everything to say ;w;

I wish you well and am glad you shared your thoughts. I wish you the best, too! 

"I sold them without the money going back to lupis" right after you said that you did, for a fact, give lupis money to draw your ocs. 

In this post you're literally just excusing her actions because she was raised in a Christian household. You never even clarified in your statement that she has changed her beliefs and is trying to get better. It just sounds like an excuse.


Listen. I don't condone the harassment of Lup. That is the LAST thing I want. If she's changed I'm happy to at least hear her out. But if you can't even tell me she's changed her transphobic beliefs...why fianically support her?

Yeah, and she also gave me not only my design back for free, but her old sona and half a dozen other characters. I may not support her transphobic actions in the past but commissioning some redraws of old characters wasn't really much compared to what I got, in the end I even got something out of return for it, and I apologized for commissioning her right in the bulletin and realized that was a mess up on my behalf. I'm admitting to my mistakes because I see how it's viewed that I used the resale money to commission her, but it really wasn't connected and I don't want to feel like the people who got the designs from me ended up supporting her. It is on me, not them.

I said I sympathized with her due to it because of my own experiences, not that I'm excusing it. Please read the rest of the post where I say this has brought my attention to my mistakes and I won't be doing it again. It's not on me to try and convince you all she's a changed person; I am in the mindset she wants to move on, and whether or not she shared apologies to me and shared her grief and regret, it isn't my place to be the messenger for that for the rest of everyone who wants to hear it. She is tired of getting dragged back up, wants to move on, and I'm trying to respect that and simply just address where I went wrong and give some context.

Because based on our communications and her response to me when I sent my initial message; I had believed she changed at the time of commissioning her and was happy to see her onto the right path and got carried away in supporting her because I wasn't thinking how it would hurt others who didn't have the same relationship I did with her. Everyone else hasn't been privy to hearing those words I've heard, and I've been asked not to be a middle man for it, so I am only owning up to my mistakes and not hers. I hope this clears things up for you! I'm sorry it wasn't clear enough in the bulletin. I just am trying to own up to my mistakes and admit it was wrong of me to do so and I don't expect anyone to be obligated to not be upset based on it, it's really just me trying to clarify for those who want to know the story of how I got the characters and designs and I'm ceasing contact with her.

I read the full bulletin and I have to say that this was very thoroughly thought out and explained compared to a lot of "explanation" posts I see nowadays. I also agree with the comment that states it's probably best for people to read the full thing rather than just the summary. But in the end that's the reader's choice and not something we can control I guess. The full thing just shines a better light on the entire situation and emotions involved as a whole. At least you put the summary at the bottom though, rather than the top, which I feel helps a bit - since being at the top is a lot more tempting to just read and leave whereas skimming through to find the summary means something might catch your eye and you read more after all.

Moving on - I can tell that you come from a place of genuine thoughts and emotion in this situation and meant no harm. I wholeheartedly agree with your point of view, as someone who has been in at least similar situations with friends. I don't think that mine got this extreme, luckily, but nonetheless. With the timeframe that had passed since the incident it makes complete sense that you would be willing to attempt to reach back out to them. Especially with being former friends before the drama went down, rather than just a random online identity you had chatted with behind screens. Knowing someone personally as a friend is an entirely different story. The longer that you have known them, the harder it is to let go as well. Especially with whatever emotions are tied to whatever memories that you share together. I personally am somebody who has a bad habit of clinging to memories of the past a little too hard, leaving me in a state of longing and really missing former friends and the times that we had shared. I think that it’s sadly too easy for people on the internet to forget that their idols are people too. And as such - being people - losing friendships / connections can leave a lasting wound. You made it very clear in your post that you were just as shocked by the realization of their behavior, did not support it, attempted to help guide them on a better path, and, after cutting ties for a while first, reaching out to them again was more so like a check-in rather than dismissing their past actions all together. This whole friendship thing for one, already strikes me as much more mature than a lot of people would have handled the situation. I've heard far too many stories of people disliking their friends' behavior and just dropping them straight up. I’ve had friends dropped by their own friends simply due to a game they disliked even. In my opinion, that almost feels like it wasn't a real friendship then? If people can just drop everything flat out, leaving an entire human being and their experiences together behind and feel no guilt at all? True friends should at least Attempt to help guide their misunderstanding friend, as you did.

Continuing on with my agreement - People change. Absolutely. Opinions change, likes and dislikes change, personality changes, so forth. Everything about a person can be affected by their surroundings. The family that is raising them and how, the friends that they surround themselves with, the media that they intake (shows, movies, people they follow online, news articles, so forth), and so on. While people can make a choice to be their own person of course, that doesn't just dismiss whatever effects that years of those surroundings had on them. It's a process. It can be daunting and confusing. It can especially be scary when your mistakes seem to be held over your head by others. I have personally seen these types of drastic changes in people myself, and I can confirm that they don't just happen overnight either. Much like figuring out your sexuality (LBGT+) for example, you don't just suddenly know it right away and stick to it for your entire life. It takes time to learn about all the possibilities, test how you feel using some of those options, and so forth. I’ve heard that the process never even truly ends. It’s a constant process of discovery throughout life. Just as an quick example: My, now High School Freshman, older little brother went through a terrible phase of just having absolutely no sympathy or care for anyone at all. He was extremely judgmental, rude unprovoked, bitter all the time, and so forth. He was practically a bully that hated the whole world and tore down everything and everyone around him. You weren't allowed to enjoy innocent things (shows, figurines, etc.) around him, be vulnerable emotionally, or anything. He made me absolutely hate ever leaving my room. Because I knew what was waiting for me in the house was just going to be him belittling / degrading me about any possible thing he could, even if I didn't even whisper a word in his direction to provoke it. Just absolutely horrible to live around and a huge cause of many breakdowns of mine if I'm being fully honest here. But now going into being a High School Freshman, there was a major turn in everything about him. It was a process that, for me, felt like it dragged on for an agonizing eternity to get to our current point. But now that we are here, it is such a relief. He practically did a complete flip. He realized what a jerk he had been and he decided that he hated that. It wasn't who he wanted to be. So he took many steps to better himself as a human being and now is someone that I can hang out with again and have fun and share stories with and not just exist in avoidance of but actually try to bond with again. He tries to help people whenever he can, speaks respectfully, and so forth. He won't shy away from his own beliefs, he stands up for what he believes in, but he's far more open to outside opinions and calm conversations for just about anything now. If somebody can change THAT much - then somebody who misunderstood something like in this situation can certainly change for the better as well! It's not impossible. It just takes time, effort, and proper resources.

As for the harassment - again I absolutely agree that these things get way out of hand. Aside from even just seeing a beware post about practically breathing at this point, the way that these things get stretched forever and the target dragged through the mud afterward too is just crazy! Not only does it completely bypass / ignore the idea that people can actually Learn from their mistakes and Change for the better, but it also makes things worse! People become afraid to express themselves because it can be taken wrong and BOOM - beware and being attacked and never left alone, so forth. So it possibly scares off innocent, overthinking, good people from the internet. As well as making it extremely difficult for someone actually at fault to "prove" they've changed - to the point that I see many people sink into depressive episodes and just give up entirely and remove themselves from online. It seems like everyone has collectively forgotten the idea of "innocent until proven guilty." They jump to guilty until proven innocent instead. They believe all the negativity thrown around and accusations and whatever collection of crap they find on people. And then become so wrapped up in that negativity and such that they no longer are open minded enough to fully See or Believe the evidence of innocence. Making it so that it often feels like there really isn't Any way to provide enough "proof" of innocence and/or change. And continuing off this concept but returning to the topic at hand - the reactions that people have often do not match the accusations. Something minor could happen, like someone being tired and typing a text that wasn't worded the best and then misunderstood. And within minutes there's bewares on them, the person being unfollowed and blocked, literal doxxing and death threats, so forth. I've seen it happen, and the text can be something so stupidly innocent it's not even funny. Not hate speech, no slurs, nothing that would genuinely be a public concern or problem. And yet people jump to conclusions, spring to overreact, and so forth. In this person's case I do not know the full extent of the situation. I feel like I have absolutely heard their username around but I have no idea if I follow them anywhere or not to be honest. I might and not even realize it. But this post was the first that I've heard of any drama with them. And at least from the way it sounds in this post - none of the extreme reactions were necessary. Practically stalking them in real life to photograph or video them as callouts of spotting them around for example I'm pretty sure is, if not completely, borderline illegal. (Not sure how paparazzi make it their job.) Exposing their real name, locations, and so forth most definitely Is illegal. Those are the kinds of things that should be kept to Very Very serious cases. Triggering topic cases. People that belong in jail. Not some person who was raised in an environment where they misunderstood something and therefore spoke poorly of it, but could easily be redirected / taught / corrected and therefore change for the better. Having these kinds of things haunting them wherever they go, being hung over their head like an anvil, etc. is Not the way to go about this. Pressure and force very often leads to things getting worse. It's okay when applied carefully in the right situations. But sadly people don't seem to understand the limit very well and overstep into extreme measures as already discussed above. There have absolutely been situations where the reactions of people being so harsh and never ending lead to a different outcome than what likely would have happened in a more understanding and guiding environment. It’s not to say that the person in the wrong isn’t wrong, just that we all make mistakes. Oftentimes we’ve even made the same mistakes as other people. Instead of hating them for it, help them learn from it like you most likely did. Absolutely nobody is perfect. Perfection is a myth that cannot be reached. Making mistakes proves that we are human. What matters is the Outcome of those mistakes.

And just a slight addition here, but as somebody who is LGBT+ and has LGBT+ friends who are all pretty much in agreement here with my statement (we’ve had conversations about all this before) - the drama overall of bashing people for not supporting LGBT+ has just gotten way out of hand. If we want equality then that means - equality. Being treated like normal human beings / not being looked at or treated differently just because of what you identify as or are attracted to (as long as it's not jail material obviously.) It Doesn't mean that if someone misunderstands or phrases something unintentionally wrong or so forth that everybody collectively attacks them. Nobody should have to walk on eggshells around us and become a victim of harassment unprovoked. It seems like in a lot of places I look, the community has become the harassers instead now. Not in a way of "standing up for themselves" but in a way that is genuinely making things Worse. Causing people to continue to misunderstand and hate the community. We are supposed to be trying to teach. If we don't want to be attacked for no reason then stop Attacking for no reason? And taking things too far? I've watched very respectful allies try to have a normal, civilized conversation with someone who was LGBT+ like a normal person (the equality we are supposedly fighting for) and get screamed at and belittled and huffed out on for the smallest of innocent things. When the member could have simply, calmly, expressed the way that they interpreted what the person meant and they could confirm or deny if that's what was meant and the misunderstanding is done with - return to a nice conversation. When we paint ourselves as unpleasant and prone to snapping at every little thing, that hurts our reputation. It makes people dislike us more and it makes the allies less likely to remain as allies. Equality does not mean 100% agreement and entitlement. That's not equality anymore, that's special treatment. We don't need a spotlight. We aren't trying to stand out we're trying to find our place among everyone else in unison / peace. I personally do not think that 100% everybody on the planet needs to Agree with LGBT+ and/or be forced to celebrate it everywhere. It is possible to disagree with something and still be respectful and mature and civil about it regardless, instead of trying to cause fights. So long as people are not causing Harm they are fine. Such as this situation in question. From my understanding of this post, they refused to draw an LGBT+ flag (first off artists are free to refuse to draw whatever they want and do not need to provide an explanation) and then made a bad remark about said flag / LGBT+. These are words. They may have hurt our feelings but in the end - again - this person was misguided and can change. And they were not going out physically a$$ault1ng people or tearing down flags they saw around town or something as drastic like a blatant hate crime.

Now, I see that at the end of the post you said "it's been years and it's time to just understand we're not getting a public apology from her." So that line alone probably voids my "they can change for the better" in this particular case. The change is still very possible if they want it. But this gives the impression to me that they may have been stuck in their ways or given up and aren't making the effort to better themselves after all. But that does Not change how it applies to the situation in the sense of Before that was realized. Everybody jumped to the idea that they were a terrible person and went to those extremes of doxxing and stalking and so forth without even giving their target the proper chance to learn and grow if they had wanted to. They took things way out of hand and went to unneeded measures as reactions rather than trying to civilly teach. And That is a major problem that needs to be fixed. Not just for this situation alone but for future ones with other people as well - because it's bound to happen. Misunderstandings, misphrases, so forth just happen. It's unavoidable.

Closing Up - I do apologize for making this comment as long as a post itself. But I had a lot of thoughts in response to this post and figured it's only fair to share and hopefully help ease some tension you might be feeling. I'm sorry if there are any typos or if I derailed from the topics too much and hopefully I phrased everything myself well enough to not be misunderstood and attacked myself haha. I am LGBT+ and have LGBT+ friends. And thus am very much on the community's side. However, I have seen parts of the community take things way out of hand. And we have to speak up about it or it may never change. So I don't regret anything I said here, I had a moment of bravery (I struggle with anxiety), but I also am willing to clarify anything if needed! One clarification right off the bat is that I tend to use “you” to refer to whatever audience is reading the comment since I know it’s public and more than one person will read it. So I hope that’s clear when I switch to “you” as in Teelia. In the end I'm honestly just so glad that your post was so thorough and genuine and agreeable. I've never regretted supporting you, Teelia. And I hope that your post helps to clear things up for as many people as possible to reduce the weight of misunderstanding around you. It's a tough situation to be in. I imagine it's even more so when grieving on top of that. I wish you and your loved ones well. <3

- Ayudria Amelia / Vaporeon Valley (VValley)

This was the last message I read before I slept and I just wanted to share how much I appreciate it and really value all your words. You have such a kind way of explaining your perspective and it helped me so much. Thank you for sharing your experiences. I said the statement to not expect a public apology because I'm assuming maybe that's why she's still being harassed, but it's not something that's bullied out of someone if it's to be genuine, so I tried to clarify that in the bulletin more. Maybe one day she'll look back and make a statement, but it's not likely going to be done with the methods of hacking and harassing.

Definitely don't apologize for having a long comment; while I'm not replying half as in depth, your words aren't lost on me and I really appreciate the support and generosity of your time to write all this ;w; I'm also LGBTQ+ and want what's best for everyone but I'm prone to still making mistakes and I do regret it. Thank you so much and I'm wishing you the best, I'm so emotional reading your comment and it's really brought me to tears but I swear I swear it's out of gratitude! Thanks a lot again and I'll pass on your well wishes to my loved ones who know what's going on, we really appreciate it ♥

That makes complete sense again. An apology should be genuine and not something that is forced out of somebody. 

I'm glad that my long comment didn't seem off putting or anything. And that I was able to help at least a little. Stay strong. 🩷

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I'm sorry for that! I completely understand you being skeptical while I didn't provide context. I hope this really clears things up and I hope so, too. I feel bad for worrying so many people and giving people the narrative to twist. I never approached her with the intent on supporting her, I just wanted my character back. I am excited to be able to still revive the Dangerous and Celebration cast, but I get how it looked with no context.

YEAH, no, that won't be happening. I feel stupid for doing it in the first place.

Unfortunately, yes! It's sucky as heck and I just feel sick watching it and didn't want to be part of it any longer, unfortunately I struggled finding the balance in not wanting to be part of and just, getting sucked into old feels, but I get it now x'D I feel awful for having hurt folks I cared about because of it, but I won't be doing it again.

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You need to see the difference between the normal people not supporting Lupis (via boosting or financially, etc.) because they don't want to support an lgbtq-phobe and the loud minority who would do awful things like dox or harass her. To not differentiate us and lump us together for the actions of a few makes us and our act of protest for the lgbtq+ community out as ridiculous or crazy.

Lupisvulpes has caused harm to the lgbtq+ community, especially being such a huge figure online, and she needs to face repercussions for her actions. Those repercussions being losing her support. I believe she's capable of seeing her wrongs and mending things meaningfully, not by posting a video preaching the bible, and she has not done that yet. You're causing harm by supporting her via chatting with and commissioning her. Having a large following such as yours in the furry animation community makes this especially dangerous because your support like the support you're showing here and your blowing off of the people choosing not to support Lup is reaching many eyes. You're setting a bad and dangerous example right now and you need to recognize that.

I've loved watching your videos for years and I wanted to comment because I genuinely want to see positive change from you. Thank you for listening.

And I literally said I'm not going to be commissioning her or acquiring her characters and I apologized for it in this post. I don't know what else I could say to make that clear. I am standing by what I said that people need to stop harassing her, and I'm focused on those who are, not anyone who just doesn't support them. I'm glad they're finding other creators they can support. I'm saying block her and move on and am condoning people for doing that, why are you taking offense for me praising normal people in that?

Yeah, she really should address it and clarify, but also, I acknowledge I made a mistake in commissioning her and hurting others by doing so without announcing it, but I did so privately as a person-to-person, not figurehead to figurehead, and the characters being returned to me or given to me blindsided me but I took it as an apology. I'll be the first to defend anyone against transphobic abuse, and I am in firm belief how she handled it sucked. It was like a slap to the face, but deciding not to draw a transphobic flag four years ago does not mean I was wrong in reaching out and seeing if she had changed or had different viewpoints, too, and I don't regret doing so. She seemed remorseful for hurting people, but desperately wants to move on and not look back; and after the abuse and stalking and harassment she faced, I decided that was enough for me. I'm sorry that us having followings doesn't mean we can't try and talk it out like normal people or move on and think we owe thousands of people messages because we're people who got popular in our teens for drawing funny cats and stories together, but I think you misunderstand my intent with this bulletin and feel attacked when you shouldn't be. What's dangerous is the person doxxing our names from our facebook in creepy attempts to prove we interacted and harassing me for years and making a post with false allegations. What's dangerous is someone hunting others down and accusing them of things that could have just been communicated or asked about. People saw what Lupis went through but don't seem to find any trouble doing it to another person over literally just chatting and encouraging each other with stories.

It's unrealistic to think you're never going to work in a top industry and meet people with conservative views who feel strongly toward lgbtq+, minorities, women, etc., in negative lights. It's ridiculous to think we all have control over people's choices, or that someone is going to be online since they were 13 without making stupid takes or growing as a person. I felt bad she was harassed, and wanted to see her perspective and got caught up in my old friend talking to me again. I didn't know how badly I was screwing up at the time and I regret that, and that's why I'm apologizing for it now, but still am pushing for her to not be harassed by it because she's faced enough hatred and consequences for her actions. She wasn't hateful about it and said they could even add it in themselves, which is STILL a weak copout and I don't support it, but I know it's hard to break your personal religious principals, and doing so often times requires help from someone. I feel stupid for what else I said here originally because I don't support it, but I do mean this much because I too was stuck in being afraid to break out of religious beliefs I grew up in. It's scary in its own feat. but I don't condone what she did.

[Hi! This is a testament from Beatrice [me], who's a real incest and SA survivor. English isn't my main language so forgive me efhberhg]

I really don't see the fuss? Maybe it's just me though,,, It's a piece of fiction, and it's obvious that the creator doesn't support it.
Warriors, like you mentioned below is an example of this. I have the first series and am happy I haven't read more lmo. I have several OCs from it but have made them apart of my original story. [which already has its first book out.]

I know you don't mean any harm. I know it's not on purpose, so I think people might actually need to read it in order to understand that there's no harm done.
[sorry if this doesn't make sense. It's late and I'm tired.]

Thank you for your statement and I wish you the best! I appreciate you being willing to share what you went through to have to help my case. I've never meant any disrespect toward real victims of it. I'm glad you could still enjoy Warriors and I'm super excited you published your own book and could turn them into original characters! That's awesome! ^ ^

Thanks, sleep well when you do and thank you so much for understanding!

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Yeah it was overdue I clarify how I got them! I just figured the bios were enough but I get wanting clarification; the post accusing me of siphoning money to lupis was not the way to go, though.

YEAH TRUE...I made those links years ago and I'll definitely go to edit them. Thanks for bringing it to my attention! I always figured it'd be known with the context that it wasn't an abuse situation and that I wasn't parodying real abusive situations that folks go through nowadays. I just always have gagged at bluebloods in history and figured it'd be seen for more as that and the fact people never have considered warriors having been doing it for the wrong reasons, either. Thanks a lot for the reminder because I totally forgot about those @__@ I really appreciate it and I'm glad you enjoy my work and can offer me feedback! I definitely see now how it could be seen in bad taste.

I appreciate it a lot!

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KJADKJANDKJNF All of Mandatory is morally gray and so I think I'll just maybe post it on my profile? x"D Otherwise I just think it's fine, most people should know having gray protagonists is not an endorsement of their actions. It's just something I think people overall should accept with literature that the author is not the character's actions nor the source of the characters are either.

Yay! Ty again ! ^ ^

I think you should properly address the incest that is part of your story. This is a real world issue, not something you can just ROFL at, people (and animals!)  are born with SERIOUS life altering defects because of it. It’s media, fiction, but your stance on it is very unclear when you seem to take it as a joke? I’m an outsider here, I’m not here to get into drama, i think your original response to the other claims was well thought through and seems very sincere, but inbreeding is a very serious issue and needs to be taken a lot more seriously than what you did. I’m not gonna lie, I don’t think you’re for incest. But it really needs to be clearer that you take people who struggle with the side effects of that seriously by making it clear that you are against it.

AH, my apologies. I didn't mean to paint the real thing as a joke; I just felt the accusation of me promoting incest was an absolute joke to laugh at because it's so far fetched and ridiculous considering the media people know better about. 

In the books Video and Radio find out they have the same great-grandma (great-great-grandma for Video) and so Video considers them family, while Radio says that's too far to matter, and later has a kitten with Video's sibling which well, let's say doesn't go well with anyone in the books. I don't condone Radio's actions and it was a moment in the books to show what lengths she was willing to go to show she doesn't view Video as family, but it was stupid to try and put in my media; I just never thought I'd be accused for being okay with it when Warriors straight up has siblings having litters. It's gross and uncool, unhealthy, and I don't condone or support incest or inbreeding or any of that. It was a tongue-in-cheek jab at Warriors and blue-bloods in history (since Radio's a noble who refuses to accept Video as noble blood) and frankly a stupid decision on my end and I won't have it in the animated series if I continue it. Video's later recognized for having noble blood in the fourth book, debunking all of Radio's beliefs and making her look like an idiot, and I planned on Radio realizing the errors of her ways in the upcoming fifth book, as she takes a while to learn the rights and wrongs of Media, but alas it isn't out yet.

Sorry if my message painted it otherwise. I know it's a real issue, especially for certain abusive households, but the situation in the book does not reflect that, nor do I condone or promote any of that.

This is actually a really amazing response thank you😭 probably one of the best responses I’ve ever seen on toyhouse… So thank you again😭 I’m not gonna lie I’ve never read warriors (makes me seem like a fake furry LOL) So i Did Not Know That… Very strange! It makes more sense to me now that it’d be a jab at them for having weird writing LOL - im really glad that you take accountability either way but yeah!! I think it’d be cool to have a lil ps guys. this is wrong! somewhere when talking about it outside of book context (because you cant really add tws in the middle of books LOL) but that’s your decision to make :) Thank you (agaainn) for the well thought out reply!

Don't read Warriors, it's a book series I started reading when I was 9 and sooo much of everything it's done has been so bad I've come to learn as an adult XD I stopped reading it years ago personally but frankly it's a series written by 3+ authors and they aren't allowed to communicate to "avoid leaks and spoilers" so the personalities and actions of characters are an inconsistent dumpster fire and most of(?) if not all the inbreeding is mistakes and just the lack of communications between the authors and editors. I got no shade for people who still read it, though. Again, it's not like it's promoting it. I appreciate your response and for understanding, I'll consider it if I make a new editions to the books. No problem and thanks for letting me know!

LOLL thanks for the warning!😭 will not be checking them (warriors) out then LMAO

Advocating support here! Yeah man the internet goes WAAAY to far with stuff, especially with false accusations and I’ve seen it like, a few times already. People can go way to far with cancel culture, like there are real people out there doing vial stuff and then you have people dogpiling on someone (probably a young teen or kid) because someone made a false claim about something like come on man. and even when it’s actually true you don’t just dox and stalk them like a creep. I didnt know about that stuff with the Lupis stuff until now great lord.

I’ve known you for I think three years now and you’re definitely not a transphobe. Even if i haven’t known you as long as everyone else I can clearly tell you’re not a transphobe. I’m not even sure how owning a lupis design equals being a transphobe like what? How does that make any sense? There’s so many people with lupis designs and yet they’re not being called a transphobe it makes zero sense. Just because you own a design from a controversial person doesn’t mean your also like them it’s common sense.

And with all the pro-shipping and characters stuff it’s so clear no one supports it, even in the books none of the characters support it. People like this are probably the reason why writers are so scared to add really bad characters in their stories. Heck I have a character in my main story that is physically and emotionally abusive, and a character that is an abusive and toxic partner to someone and do I support them? Hell no! I want to round house kick them in the face and stomp on them. I absolutely hate them! Just because I have horrific characters doesn’t mean I support them. I don’t even support shade with some of his actions and he’s a sona.

Thank you Moonfire! I do wish there was more focus on the severe stuff; while I appreciate things being brought to my attention, making public posts not even asking or talking to me is just kind of inconsiderate and bad form.

It's been awesome knowing you over the years and I'm glad you think so and don't believe that. I figured eventually I'd get backlash or pushback for owning them, but I didn't think it needed to blow up into a thread of false accusations and reaching and stalking my freaking facebook. It's gross and unsettling.

Thank you I am really glad you think so. I'd be happy to kick my villains in the face and throw them in the trash if they were real, too, but they are works of fiction who make the story a rollercoaster. Thank you so much for understanding Moonfire. I hope you're doing good.

I hope you’re doing well too, and no problem. Just know I have your back.

Thank you ;w;

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Thank you Skylasha, I was really afraid I was going to sound like I was defending her actions and what happened, but honestly I think it needed to be said because I don't like how much the treatment continues to escalate and was worried me supporting her being accused would end up causing even more trouble for her, too. It needs to just be left alone. Block her and move on, folks, same can be said to block me if you don't agree with me and that I have the right to block people as well and curate my space with feeling safe.

And why not just ask? Like all the accusations in the post were complete assumptions and it was ridiculous and outright false. I'm tired of me and my content being lied about and I hate it being done in places where I can't defend myself. It's disgusting.

I know, sometimes we talk to people or get designs without knowing everything, and frankly that's when it doesn't hurt to just ask or tell someone what's going on instead of grab a megaphone. I'm very tired and just want to enjoy my break in peace, lol, but I am glad I can clarify things.

FR, I FEEL bad and in retrospect I wOULDN'T have wrote what's deemed bad in the books and it's why I'm retconning Radio and Stereo in the animated series, but when I was writing Mandatory, the incest in Warriors and then something in Game of Thrones was a giant joke and just stupid as heck and EVERYONE knew it and didn't think it was ever promoting it, that and as a native, we genuinely have to do family trees before getting together with someone who's the same nation due to risks of having the same great-grandma, or another relative that connects us, so I thought at the time of publishing it'd be an interesting jab and at most people ask about it, but never thought of it as me condoning it since everyone knew not a single Erin Hunter likely condones it either KJSFNJKSFN AND YES, many evil beans in the series omg, I do not condone their actions either even if I'm glad they help drive the story, but holy crap don't go out and murder or hurt people, please.

Thank you! It means a lot ^ ^

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Thank you! I really appreciate it wAA ;w;

Honestly I didn't think owning designs or art from previous "bad ppl" was such a bad thing. I always thought of it as "well, this previous owner/artist turned out to be bad, might as well give this design/art a better life" or similar. I do the same with some fanart and characters that were previously owned by my ex friends or previous bad ppl in my life (especially since I have a hard time departing myself from gifts given to me).

I see SO MANY other ppl owning Lupis designs, ocs, and fanart and I never saw them get harassed, so I kinda feel like this particular drama is cuz you're so popular and such a big name in the art community. I could be wrong tho, that's just a small theory I have.


I'm merely a fan of your work so none of this is my business, but I do hope things get better for you, and I hope the whole Lupis drama actually dies down. Yes, Lupis made a mistake and maybe said some distasteful things about the trans community, but if they (she?) Have shown growth and apologized for it, I can't be mad about that. Shit man, I was a complete asshole back in 2020 and now I'm much better and grew out of whatever bullshit mindset I used to be in.


Personally I won't support them (her?) either way since I hate being dragged into drama or being caught in the crossfire, and I definitely don't want to support someone who would refuse to change (if that's the case), but there's seriously no need to fuckinh DOXX???? That's straight up illegal???? Tf??? Do that to pedophiles who got mountains of illegal content not some young artist who refused to draw a flag 💀

It mostly comes from buying them that makes it bad because you're giving the person who made them additional income while they hold the beliefs!

Being relatively known is probably a thing, but yeah it's mostly just because I acquired them after she was already made known for her past actions. 

Thanks for the kind words and commenting. I've had my fairshare of making harsh comments especially while dealing with the pandemic and mourning, but I keep trying to grow and figure myself out and definitely want to hold myself accountable for making mistakes.

IT IS illegal and incredibly dangerous to do because you give it an easy access for predators to harass and hurt people, it's uncool and needs to stop.

Thank you! ;w;

Yaya no problem, I've seen (and unfortunately falsely thrown into) alot of useless online drama so I understand the whole shebang. It's really sad to see and unfortunately I can only blame quarantine for making people so damn drawn to being chronically online ANDJDJFH

It's good to see growth tho, glad you're getting better. Again I'm merely just a fan but I do hope you're alright after everything. Loss and grief are fuckin hell man, I get it. Take it easy day by day.

Honestly tumblr and twitter have always been known for it, but I think you're right that it's just been around 2020 people take everything at face value without just asking or communicating and it's been a trip.

Thank you! It means a lot and deeply appreciated, it's always one day at a time. ^ ^

Man, I had no clue people were going to those lengths to hurt her. I fully agree. While someone is allowed to be upset or frustrated, they should never bring danger and harm towards someone. It doesn’t make them better than the person they’re mad at.

And I’m really sorry to hear people have been calling you out for owning and selling her designs. And I’m so sorry for your losses. /gen 

I hope everything will start to clear up soon

Honestly I got the upset at first, but it carried on, and on, and on. It's definitely a bummer it happened and that she didn't feel comfortable drawing pride flags anymore and said stupid things over the years, but what she went through was downright cruelty and inhumane. It's like, block and move on, educate when necessary and let the door close.

Thank you for the kind message, I really appreciate it and sorry if I worded anything emotionally. I know I'm not feeling the best and wrote this heatedly and KJSNFKJFNkf x'D made mistakes too. Thanks for your condolences, I've been doing the best I can! 

Do you have a place where one could learn more about the feral porn accusations about that person? Like do they still draw it? 😭 It's my first time hearing about it, i can see they have a nsfw acc but i dont have access to it and i'd kinda like to confirm those accusations for myself at least

I don't, I blocked them in 2017 and they've harassed me ever since saying I was abusive to them for telling them it wasn't cool and having their blog taken down for it (they were underaged and listed their sona as underaged, it was considered underaged porn and the website banned them after I reported it) so I just stay away; they still do nsfw but I don't nor want to look into if they've continued the feral or other stuff they've made. I have no interest in interacting with them since apparently they just like to run me through the ground every few years for me being upset about what they did.

... In all honesty I would remove that section then. Like, kids drawing nsfw is indication of something wrong going on. Especially kids as young as 14 (which, they wouldve been in 2017). Its totally unfair to call them out for that. I dont know this person, ive never interacted with them but if they haven't drawn feral nsfw since they were 14 its completely unnecessary to add. You don't know what was going on there, nor do you have proof they're still doing it.

This is completely outrageous claim to make without proof theyre still doing it into adulthood.

They stated their age on their sona refs and bio was 16 at the time, which I figured by that age you should know not to post public blogs about everything they had on there (feral porn of my designs and their own designs + heavily referenced designs of mine, designs they bought from other minors, etc.) but if they were 14 that's definitely more worrisome. I removed it in my bulletin. Their behavior toward me and still being mad at me about it since their adulthood implied to me they haven't learned anything about their past actions except to at least lock the blogs now, especially since I haven't brought it up until now to anyone except people they had commissioned nsfw of or were blocked and wondered why and asked me, but if that's the case yeah you're right. Ty for the insight! I may have been remembering the date wrong and they were 16 and it was 2019, but I'm pretty sure I read in places they were 16 and trying to justify their porn by saying they were of age in Canada and therefore could violate websites' TOS because of it or something.

I'm going to vouch for you Teelia, I understood why you have your designs and I knew you weren't giving Lupis money. I've literally seen you rant about her and being really upset over it. Also... When I went on the eclipse trip it was the first time I was openly non-binary to a group of people irl and you were respectful the whole time to me. 

I know for a fact that you're not transphobic, that whole thread is just some weird conspiracy theory because the person was mad at you because they didn't like your boundaries. 

Also the pro-shipping claims are hilarious. Did you know if your character does a thing you CONDONE said thing??? Even if none of the other characters approve and is shown to be a BAD THING in the story??? ALL STORIES MUST BE 100% WHOLESOME AND PURE WITH NO QUESTIONABLE OR PROBLEMATIC ACTIONS TAKEN BY ANY OF THE CHARACTERS!!! :)

JANKJFSNJKF thank you Myth, it was a really fun adventure!

Ever since I blocked them and haven't wanted to associate them it looks like they've been scrounging things up (or someone else has) and frankly, I don't mind replying to comments asking about it. Though I don't appreciate people cussing and acting like I'm dodging the question when I said in the post I can't see the entire thread and will respond to any other questions as need be.

HELP PRO-SHIPPING AKJFNKJSFNJKF no, I have been making this story since I was 14 and published the first book at 18 and am learning things all the time. I was surrounded in unhealthy relationships most of my life and unfortunately had to have help to make changes to the story over time, but I'm proud of the current books. Some of the flings that happen in them were definitely a bit of a jab and a laugh at Warriors, and thought Video being disgusted by them was enough but alas, if I didn't clarify enough, I don't condone every relationship in the books. I thought that was enough in book 4. The book is not an educational textbook on what healthy relationships are KLSFNKJF and the whole point of Mandatory is every character is on a gray moral scale, with a main character inspired by Video Killed the Radio Star and being a spoof on Warriors, I don't know how I couldn't escape having morally gray characters x'D I'll be happy to explain any more of the character's actions if need be, but while there's bad relationships in Mandatory, I do not promote abusive or bad relationships. It is a work of fiction and is all about Video overcoming adversities and having a strong heart by the end of it.

I know!!! I understood what you meant in the books and I know you mean well. People just can't read I guess XD

Hey that's cool and all but you gonna also explain or apology for the incest shit in your books or?

ROFL Radio sleeping with her 2nd cousin thrice removed? She's a trashy blue-blood and not a single character condones her for it in the books.

Im also talking about the shit with video and film also you are targetting these books to teenagers why are you putting that gross shit in it in the first place?


Video doesn't end up with Film and I was literally 16 who crushed on an older guy when I shipped them before I even wrote the books. I implied that Film liked her in book 2, but Video doesn't reciprocate. Video dislikes Film, doesn't trust him, and rips off a portion of his arm in the latest book. ALSO they're not related in any capacity NOR ever have been, if that's what you're implying.

have you ever even read the books? if you had, you'd know video wants literally nothing to do with him and that film is a trashy rich guy who's repeatedly implied not to be a good person. wtf happened to doing your research before you believe anything you read on the internet?

Apparently the original accusations are coming from a post made by someone who says they're the ones who hacked lupis' account and are Toyhouse's "Resident Hacker" and is not afraid to put people at risk so I'm not surprised they're also willing to make false claims with no context. ^ ^

oh geez that explains alot. people really are insane out here. 😥😥😥