So uh…. Got the news from one of my brothers boss that he is gone, I didn’t even know he owned a gun…. He has struggled with depression for years, BPD as well, who the hell would sell him a gun?!
He shouldn’t have been able to even get one….
I’m not okay… I’m not going to be for awhile.
We have to go see him later…
24 days, 22 hours ago
Thank you, it’s been really hard, no one was aware he was struggling with alcohol either :( or why he picked up drinking again either, yesterday we met up with his birth mom who has a life insurance thing on him so she will be helping us with the funeral as we can’t afford anything ourselves, it’s been rough as a lot of the managing of those things and of course translating to Spanish for our mom has fallen onto me
21 days, 23 hours ago
21 days, 19 hours ago
25 days, 18 minutes ago
Thank you, it’s been really hard, a lot of the stuff is falling on me to help handle and organize and put things together for everyone. I’m also in charge of gathering pics for the tribute to life video though so far I’ve only gotten few photos from 3 family members everyone else is taking forever to send them as if there isn’t basically a clock on this sort of thing
21 days, 23 hours ago
20 days, 1 minute ago
It was a lot of mess and the birth mom is very two faced and kinda just took charge of absolutely everything despite saying she wanted us involved so all we really got to contribute was what he was wearing at the viewing (open casket) and me and my birth mom did videos for tribute to life. I ended up having to go home early cause I was feeling really bad, my dehydration and the damage to the kidneys from that caught up to me and apparently so did Covid 🫠
But everyone was polite and respectful at the event, no one started drama and it was great to see all the people he was close with and loved together, he really had such a huge village
12 days, 20 hours ago
im so sorry for your loss. i cannot fathom what ur feeling. 💕
please take your time in coming back. 💕💕
25 days, 54 minutes ago