So uh…. Got the news from one of my brothers boss that he is gone, I didn’t even know he owned a gun…. He has struggled with depression for years, BPD as well, who the hell would sell him a gun?!

He shouldn’t have been able to even get one….

I’m not okay… I’m not going to be for awhile.

We have to go see him later…

https://toyhou.se/Abandon3dRain/characters/folder:3328604

They are in my sale/trade folder

I am absolutely open to price haggling! Even the more pricy stuff at $50+ like absolutely come haggle with me at this point

I just want them gone and I also need some grocery money because I don’t have enough ingredients for my usual meal prep to last until next food stamps period, anything helps at this point ;0;

Loads of the cheap ones I’ll haggle down to $5-$10 if their $15-25 just ask

Yo! Anyone here have a character hub account they’ve been on waitlist for some time for? Or want to sign up?

I have 3 invite boosters they sent me so you can skip waitlist and insta join ;v;

I suddenly have this lil burst of motivation and an idea in my head for an art peice BUT

I CANT

DRAW

I’m only on week 1 of OT for my hand injury which means if I do it, even with breaks, I’m going to absolutely make my injury worse and set myself back 😭

If your a commissioner please read the end bolded part

I’m going to be making majority of my characters authorized only for a bit, visible ones outside of that will all be for offers/purge. I’m not doing well, my kidneys are a mess, my liver is getting worse, I’ve lost a lot of function in my dominant hand from that injury back in October that’s just gotten progressively worse and the doctors can’t figure out what it is or causing the pain and swelling and loss of function yet :(

And as a result I’m not really doing much art wise, I’ve got a big disconnect with the majority of my characters too, my classes start again soon, I became primary caregiver for my uncle who is getting worse functionally and cognitively.

What I get from disability isn’t enough to cover all my medical costs and bills for some of this new health issues coming up, and help me provide care for my uncle.

So I’m going to be selling off almost everyone as a result. Minimum would be $10 for most of em. I’ll update them all later with obtainment info.

Commissioners!

As a result of all this stuff going on above, I need to gather a list of those of you who have not had your work completed yet along with what was owed and the price.

I will be effectively cancelling these comissions as a result and providing you all refunds ASAP from my disability or these sales if I get anything from them, to pay back what I owe. I need to do that so I can begin to save for some upcoming tests and surgeries.

Please comment below if I owe you art and for how much it was! I should be getting to the first wave of refunds on the 1st. 

Im out of the hospital which is nice but not sure I should have been discharged as quickly as I was considering my kidney levels are apparently still showing failure, but I feel a bit better at least. I learned I have kidney disease, also I’m in prediabetes stage so I’m dealing with that stuff and appointment follow ups but like also I’m starting my ADHD meds tomorrow now that insurance is covering it c:

Hopefully I find a good balance with that soon! Meanwhile I’m SOOOOO far behind in my classes, why is it they seemingly assign me even more work when I miss class compared to when I’m in class omg 😱 

I’ve got a lot of catching up to do, my arms still in splint hopefully appointment on the 23rd goes well and my one on 12th and 13th ahhhh also 15th 😫

Desperately selling everything to get my rent money back, feel free to make an offer on everyone except Leilani, Prescription Berry, Echo and Pandora. Everyone else is free game https://toyhou.se/Abandon3dRain/characters/folder:all

first they say they’d close and charge off the overdrafted account if I didn’t get it paid in time and that they WOULDNT PULL FUNDS FROM THE OTHER ACCOUNT but then proceed to wake up to a text that my money was transferred and low and behold THEY DID EXACTLY THAT. And now can’t reverse it?

THATS MY RENT. THATS MY LITERAL HOUSING SITUATION YOU GUYS JUST MESSED WITH IM SO PISSED

Their likely going to be assigning him to a facility for a month and then release him to us and I’ll be his caregiver

I’ve had this infection for about 8 months now, mind you I’m immunocompromised so of course it’s just getting worse and my body is not able to fight it on its own, Meanwhile I told my doc SIX MONTHS AGO when I first went to an appointment for it (after 2 months of seeing if it’d go away in its own and then not having availability) that hey, I had these exact symptoms when I had severe infections throughout my body in these unpleasant areas the year that I had my emergency Ostomy surgery, back then in the hospital they had me on various antibiotics to treat those infections and it went away.

But nah she insisted on an MRI, WHICH ISNT UNTIL MARCH BECAUSE OF COURSE 

Meanwhile when I was in the hospital (got discharged today) they did a urine test, various blood tests and a CT scan all of which showed YEAH. You’ve got severe infections, BUT THEY DIDNT PRESCRIBE ME ANTIBIOTICS. Told me to see my doc

PLS

ITS SO FRUSTRATING

I just want to not be full of infection I BEG

I have an appointment with my doc tomorrow morning because they managed to squeeze me in next to someone else’s appointment, And I’m going to insist once again that they prescribe antibiotics, and if they don’t I’m going to have them document their refusal to treat me with the antibiotics, that way, if I end up with sepsis or some shit because it’s been 8 MONTHS NOW WITH INFECTIONS IN PLACES THEY SHOULDNT BE

I have a case for medical negligence :^))