hi guys ahgui hi

may is a very busy month for me but i will try to get at leasdt one wip to all of u guys this month, june im finishing everything because schools ending and i need to get everything done by july for artfight

i have 3 job interviews!!!!! 2 tomorrow im a lil scared because i dont knoww hat to expect but its ok ,and if i get a job i will have a source of income outside of comms and therefore will not have to burn myself out during july and i can focus on artfight

the first ones at olive garden (busboy/busser) and the second ones at minisou (cashier ig) im thinking im more likely to get the minisou job cause im 17, i wish i liked the aesthetic there more but a job is a job yk (although. i would prefer olive garden so i can wear a snazzy uniform

3rd one is at fye but they havent scheduled it yettt i only know i have one cause of my friend whom workds there

i have to miss a one act rehearsal for my job interviews and the performances are at the end of the week and i dont feel very prepared because our directors barely had any rehearsals till like this week :cry: but its alr they are doin great some of the only tolerable sophomores fr,

ermmmm and rehearsals also keep conflicting with my japanese finals this week but my teacher is very nice and shes letting me take it tuesday instead of thurs which is one act performace

and i have a bunch of fucking ap tests i am regretting signing up for

one oft hem is on friday which was supposed to be the day i hung out with some of my friends who graduated last year i was really looking forward to during chamber (they are graduated alumni randomly come into chamber choir to hang out and shit)

but itssss ok cause they still wanna hang out after so we are getting lunch . AND they will be able to see how it feels to be in chamber every other day with a section that cant sing !!!!!!! fun but i really wish i could spend more time with em esp my friend whos visiting from florida im not as close with him as i am with my other friend but he is very chill and ive always wanted to be betetr friends w him

prom was yesterday it was actually better than i thought i usually hate dances but me and my friend s just joked around the whol time AND MY CRIUSH WAS THE FIRST PERSON TO LIKE A PIC I POSTED ON MY CF STORY OF ME INA SUIT NAD I LOOKED SUPER HOT WHILE I WAS THERe so obv he is in lovbewith me

i suppose i ki9nda reconnected with an old friend while i was there who i kinda had a small fight with after she ditched me at hoco for a guy but honestly im over it and i do somewhat miss the humor of that group we wwere crazy

im gonna be a senior in a month and a half but im really not too shaken up ab it , honestlyu i feel like since i have been doing so much more stuff this year time seems to go by at a normalpace it literally feels like 2019 again and im excited to be older (set aside that i have a crush on a college freshman ..,,,,,,,,eeermrrmmmmmm who said thad)

he doesnt know my th so if he stalks me enough to find this he has to likeme back so I DONt care that he might fined this

its 23:30 i ate way too much so i have to go to slep atleast after midnight so i dont get acid reflux from eating too close tobed ersm

the bank thing is not reall bothering me anymore honestly , idk im just gonna pretend it was cause i had paypal as a minor andignore it lawl cause i dont. know what to do aab it yea yea ok yeah

and i think if that didnt happen i wouldnt have been pushed to try to get a job and i wouldnt have gotten3 count em three inteerviwes

oh yeah my prom fit was also sick af !!! the button up, blazer and belt were all from goodwill i loevb thrifting bro it was so fire ill attach the pic that my crush liked

and here sanother one its so low quality brah my hair doesnt really look like vu's anymore oh well itll grow

they kept playing animationn meme songs me and my friends were reenacting them it was so silly nobody knew what we were doing so they didnt gaf

i dont feel like looking up how to have a good job interview rn so im just goinna do that in school tmr or smthn ideek might just wing it (even thoughg i really really need a job and maybe i should put more effort)

OH YEA i am working towards my drivers license i got my permit in march and i drove out on the open road for the first time a few days ago (march and appril were super fucking busy it was like one thing after naother first crucible then i got sick then seattle then i got wayyyy sick again like really bad during my birthday and now im kinda back to normal i suppose although my diet of eating so close to bedtime is not really helping

i would like to redo my room over the summer like paint it olive green or bright orange or smthn stupid it must be whimsical and eccentric or iwill not feel at home

i just realized i never had my bday party i not sure if its too late but me and a small group of friends were gonna take a train TRAIN YAY TRAIN to a larger city and hang out on the beach and shop and stuff but it never happened cause i was sick hrm unsure if i still feel like it

i got school tmr which ive started to like having it makes my day feel fuller cause it forces me to wake up early ALSO Its an odd period day so i get history and choir ez AASLO ap tests mean that most of my teachers arent even teaching and all my non-choiir classes are ap classes sooooo basically school is just play on my phone or sing YIPEE

its 23:45 im gonna get ready for bed now goodnight toyhousians