a fucking  lot for wasting my whole time tonight, 

I never met a bunch of people who only thought of themself

they kept going on about me how I did

but what about themselfs?  they called me immature but couldn't listen to me or do what I asked? lol

They said I was when all I did was state my opinions the whole night, that's not being immature that's not causing drama

peoples feelings aren't fucking immature

I was being mature until they weren't, you can't be mature always if its not going to be that way from the other party

it takes two sides of a coin, not one.

if any of them were my friends, if they were really my friends they would've listened to me. Not just ignore me and out me like they did.

And I don't know what happened to one person, but you aren't cool shit you know for cussing like you did saying shit constantly and insulting me

like you did

I never once thought the world revolved me as they all reandomly decided to bring up, lol just for wanting to explain myself makes it that way?

I mean that's just fucked up

because that's not how it is

and the world doesn't reovolve only you either, I don't care if your life is shit

that was unessacary too, you sat there and said that to my face but then talked about yourself ? Lol 

like you aren't the only one going through a tough time in this fucking world, dude

so were other people in that group chat

If it's just  "Shit" for you maybe you shouldnt be a mod

they kept going on howthey couldnt speak to me, but IW AS LISTENING THE WHOLE TIME TO THEM. I was explaing to them all the time, but they just saw how I only saw it right but no it wasn't about me being right. I'm just explaing how I fucking feel.

People have fucking rights too, I have every right to get upset about them bringing it up. I can GET FUckin angry if I want to? but doesn't make someone pety for it, jesus fucking christ the pety ones are you for bringing THAT up.

If you really were tying to get through to me too, you would've understood my feelings better

you couldn't get through to me, I couldn't get through to any of them either

they just, none of them fucking liked me simple as that or they all would've tried to understand me. I left so fast, because I already saw they weren't going to just as they continued to the rest of the time, it wouldn't have ended either way well with them listening to me rather it was resolved nicely or not  because

unless you're going to care about another persons feelings, and not just be a third wheeler, it won't get resolved.

I even said sorry I realized I was too but did either of them? No. Harsh? WAy too fucking harsh all of them. I just never been in a worse situation like that before, for  only voicing why they feel a certain way or trying to explain how a person is acting rudely. I mean I had one previously a long time ago when I was younger, you tell me I'm getting upset

for getting upset at you first?Aren't you just reacting to how you think I am too? Rather then really listening to me? 

I only react to how people treat me, how I feel I am being treated.

I don't mean it to but if I feel like you're attacking me, if you're being unfair I won't get fucking walked on.

 

this makes that loook like it was nothing with what I went through when I was younger when people ganged up on me. I'm just astonished, the people who I thought would not be this way are.

I'm sorry to the medorator of all of it, I just didn't want to hear any more of it. It's not running away, I'm not putting up with something that's obviously nobody cares how I feel about.

I'm just  not  be in anymore groups anymore for a long while, unless I know the admins are going to listen to people/not ignore them 

Worst adminds ever except for one, which I hope you know who you are but yeah

dont know about the other two, as I never saw them moding much

but just damn

that is just fucking awful, I think they have fucking right issuses because do you think I was going to let you guys just walk all over me? No, it's not being immature just because you aren't getting what you want.

I'm not letting anyone walk all over me. I only react to how people treat me, that's how I work.

And I don't do anything malicious or anything else, if I feel threatened though I won't let you hurt me and that's how I felt but neither of them cared about it, only saying its just me revolving around me but no obviously it wasn't since everything Iwas worried about the past month was shown tonight lol

I don't want to call anyone out or say names, this is just a venting post 

but if you want to know what group it is you can pm me directly but I won't be saying pubically, because I'm not immature like that and don't want harrasment towards them, nor towards me. 

I just still could not believe this though the people I thought wouldn't be this way, were the ones that way sighs.

And lastly, it's a group chat

not a damn school

not a fucking prison

you're an admin, not a manager, not a fucking boss

you're like one for being an admin but even schools give warnings first before kicking people out as one so put it, and it's not a prison people have rights

people forget shit, you don't need to act like you're the fucking boss of everyone even if you're an admin and not listen to what others have to say, jfc or the same shit is going to keep repeating and then no one is going to be in your group.

you sat there and said again how there was no hostility, oh hell no there was 

do you think I would've kept talking to you if there wasn't?

And wow, the fact they had to come comment on my bulliten and make me block them shows even more immature how they are

they said "Hostile comments aren't suggestions" It wasn't being hostile, it was only you who saw it that way and if toka saw it that way too she should've said something but I know if they really actually cared about me would know that's not what I meant

explain to me, how I'm being hostile and they aren't? Lol

all I am doing just like they is talking, not fucking being hostile

yes I was pissed off but I was never being hostile, I was just talking much like they were who also came hostile rather they like to think that of them or not which they always feel hostile when they boss people with the rules. That if you don't do them, they hate you

pretty much what it feels like

I wasn't hostile, but you certinatly fucking were when I was giving my suggestion and explaining it's not being hostile. It's called voicing your opinion, you obviously don't know what words mean either because you keep using them wrong. Sighs.

I was mature, I'm always mature. Do you even care who your senior is? Jfc, I'm getting harrased by highschool students.

This is why I don't talk to younger people much anymore. Most do not care about what THEY say towards others.

Idon't have to listen to this, I hope this doesn't persist or I'll get the toyhouse mods under this and then we'll see who is really mature or not if it has to come to that. Again, they didn't ever listen to my side of the story I don't know if they thought of me like that the whole time or what biled that up but again, I never said that they didn't. I said I felt like they did- there's a difference and I don't know why people like to try to use what they feel about themselfs against you, because that's the best they can do is just sound like a broken record, they called me repeitive well they are right now unable to come up with any other insults and it's really funny.

I have a highschool friend I've known for a long time way more mature then this. Sighs.

I can't believe how much sides they all take, so don't join this group if you plan on saying your opinion there because they'll all gain up on you and just choose their side apparently.

Calling you immature just for expressing yourself.

So, don't join the art discord group unless you want to have unfair mods and admins.

Update: 

Also, who would want to be friends with someone who did nothing but insult you when you didn't even do anything bad? 

Like fucking seriously? I never said I didn't want to be friends with anyone until they started insulting me which was when I was realizing okay, this is how they really are 

just because they suddenly got close ? or whatever? Idk they think they can gang up ? like aight, jsut fuck off.

Unless you see how you guys did nothing but just attack me, I'll never want to be friends with you guys again and toka...I wanted to be friends with you still but you didn't really help near the end, because you blamed me and then didn't even try to comfort that you were telling them the same thing, like how could you tell me "it doesn't help when you aren't mature either"

What about them? I have been, I didn't start insulting anyone until Nebi decided to be abitch because of her life sit or whatever idk but just bc ur going through a hard time is no excuse to act like abig bitch.

Because, I'm going through a hard time too but  I never did any of this to them.

And how can you call someone repitetive as well to someone you "Barely" talked to? Lol

Like aight, I hadn't even talked to your ass in a long time and you think you can say that is really funny. I mean all of this was just ridiculous and blown up at me for no reason,  I know I could've just said okay but I never did say I wouldn't do it 

though the fact you guys kept assuming on your own accord was what led me to be pissed off and how you just didn't bother to care for another persons feelings, you're going to be an admin you still care about peoples fuckings feelings

It's not being a brat as nebi like to try to call me, voicing my feelings and just expressing myself is not being a brat. If you can call someone a brat for that then you are a brat for voicing your problems all the time in the chat too? No ? 

Lol, it's just all really rich they just put their problems onto me who never did shit but try to talk to them, and it wasn't because you guys never wanted to talk to me for these reasons as cream tried to say "This is why nobody ever talked to you" like no, that's not fucking why lol you guys were just fucking picky, you guys only talk to each other because you have a lot in common but if you tried to talk to others instead of juts being stuck up about not pming people, because you'll never have any friends that way if you don't then you'd learn other people can do the same thing lol and if it was, then you shouldn't have been my friend in the first place, since I don't stand being friends with people who do nothing but judge but if it isn't don't try to use someones not even related weakness in this sit because that just makes YOU look low. Not me.