Wishing you so well, and I couldn't understand more when you talk about the effect separating from someone can cause on your mental health; It really hurts to have such a big part of your day to day life cut off like that.
I'm happy to hear that you're receiving support, and I'll be excited to see your work when you're in a place to share it again! That being said, your health always comes first and there's no need to explain yourself and the time your journey takes. We're all rooting for you :^]