You're not weird and honestly I'm touched you like him so much!! His entire history and story were written through RP; his body was found by a man who wielded fey magic who stitched him back together, literally and figuratively. He's struggling to re-learn how to live, if it can even be called that; as well as still trying to remain on the 'lawful' side of things. But there's only so much abuse one can handle from insults and nasty looks before someone just... snaps. c: