It's a pretty long story. But to tell the most important points: I got into a drama, which lasted around 4 months with somebody because we had the same fictional character as a crush, and then he copied all my posts and everything I did. I got into drama with somebody for "stealing their crush" (also a fictional character), the next week my inbox was filled with anon hate and death wishes. I got cancelled later for having a different opinion then somebody being trans, and for using a japanese name for one of my sonas. The cancel thing was also the one when I left the site for a long time. I have an account still there, but I only use it to look at art. I make a huge bow around the self ship community, because it makes me sick to see all this fake positivity over there.