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hiiiii! So much things ngl

lay it on me i'm here to listen :)

Ok great you get them but i cant see if you doo anyways lemme explain

So 1. My really best friend (@a-nugget on scratch) is in a mental hospital and he was the person to whom i talk the most, to whom i vent and i feel empty w/out him

2.TW  I have a lot of panic attacks and flashbacks and breakdowns and i feel like i dissociate but my mother won't let me see a specialist. I started butning myself w/ boiling water because it doesnt gives mark unlike cuttinG like i did before. i also have a lot of suicidal thoughts and sleep paralysis episodes i have got like 30h of sleep in the last 3 months no joke. I might go to a mental hospital for like 3/4 weeks to fo exams and might stay longer if there's actually something 

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