Yeah you don't get to ask for stuff back that you freely gave to me after you dump me. I didn't ask for anything i gave to you back because guess what, that's the rudest shit i've ever heard. It's no longer yours (for several years in fact), you have 0 claim to them.
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I HATE. MY BODY. I HATE. MY BODY. I HATE. MY BODY
Also the amount of things I have on my plate is staggering. Play practice, studying for finals, sleep schedule problems, nonsensical paranoia about my parents being upset at me, forgetting to take care of myself, overeating, limited time to spend with grandparents— I am anxious out of my mind. Three C+s, all of them 79s, and they are destroying me. I just want one day off. One day where I do nothing, and am happy.
I can’t remember yesterday. Every hour seems to drag, yet the days blur together.
i feel like i shouldn't be as upset about this as i am because it's something so small..... but sure enough i am and i can't stop thinking about it. just makes me feel bad.
it makes me really sad and upset to see the mindset of "you shouldn't teach minors about asexuality because that implies it's normal to be sexual as a minor" so often. i.. don't know who these people grew up around, but as a teenager i grew up around other kids my age making a lot of sexual jokes and references. and there's nothing wrong with that imo, these kids were making the conscious decision to learn about that sorta thing. but i never enjoyed that kind of talk, it made me uncomfortable, and because of that i felt out of place. like i didn't belong with those other kids that i knew, like there was something wrong with me or i was being prudish. being aware that asexuality was a thing and it was totally normal to not have any interest in that would have helped 14-year old me so much. i wish i had known about it back then, instead of only finding out about it in my late teens.
obviously forcing identities onto minors is bad, but teaching them about identities and (a)sexuality and letting them explore it for themselves and find that how they feel is normal and okay is important. no teen deserves to feel broken or out of place the way i did.
why can't ANYTHING ever go right for me? if there's a way for smthn to go wrong it will - even the simplest of tasks never fucking work the way they should it's always gotta be difficult
i got a new phone and lost my authenticator for discord...... so i didn't have any of my recovery codes or anything.... and my gf logged me out of my account to get on hers so i completely lost the account. i don't blame her, i totally forgot myself but like.
it sucks!!! and i'm mad there's no way for me to recover it!!!