me: hm today i will function after being super sick for like 3 days?
my brain and immune system, in unison: i cant describe it with words but this captures my overall mood
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me: hm today i will function after being super sick for like 3 days?
my brain and immune system, in unison: i cant describe it with words but this captures my overall mood
I feel super duper self conscious about the ocs i design, like to the point where I'm anxious about participating in art games threads & getting commissions of them bc I figure everyone probably thinks they're bad or at the very least uninteresting and I don't want to burden people with drawing them lol
i have anxiety in most aspects of life so it's not just limited to ocs but still hhh
the thing that makes me mad about wanting to quit art is i'm not even upset with the quality of it (some of the stuff I've been doing have been my strongest art pieces I've ever done imo) it's just that i'm so fucking burnt out all the time thanks to my damn teacher stacking up so much work on us like you can't just put deadlines super close to eachother, make them each hard assignments, and not consider the work we have to do in other classes and expect us not to crash and burn i'm pretty much failing most of my classes because i no longer have energy to do anything but waste my life away playing cookie run or some shit because at this point? that's all i want to fucking do! Fuck drawing! Fuck schoolwork! Fuck everything! Just let me curl up and rot already