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Hey uh
Asking me if you can have my parking spot is hella rude, just park across the street in the parking lot like everyone else??? Also having a sore throat does not help when you have to tell multiple people that you aren’t leaving right now and that you’re just getting something from your car.
my crush had an asthma attack
he is currently in the nurse’s office
im so hecking scared i hope he’s okay
I feel bad now.
I've been RPing Jax since late October last year. I had fun RPing him. Did some RP where he attacked a member of the group he's in. He got locked away for it. I waited a whole month for the person who was gonna free him to... free him. So I just went into the vent channel, vented my frustrations that it'd been a month (didn't mention I was waiting on the person) and nearly everybody agreed I should j ust time skip things to when he's free so i could actually RP him again. I explained I've nothing in life to do and RP was keeping me occupied, so a month of nothing was killing me and making me depressed, watchng my friends having fun without me etc.
The person appeared today and 'isn't happy' my character is free and is making me feel bad now.
gr8
will today be the day i stop making stupid life altering decisions without thinking about how it'll effect my future
made my bed. now i gotta lie in it and strive to be better but damn am I a right idiot for thinking everything was ok and no one would notice me slowly getting worse 'w'
I really wish my beliefs weren't so obscure.. I feel so alone right now. And I keep feeling like everyone is out to get me. I wish I knew what I did wrong to end up this way and how to fix it.
i thought that my problems were over when my roof's overhang got fixed/closed up, but i just saw a squirrel get in there with a whole-ass hamburger bun so THAT'S something i have to deal with now
STOP COMING HERE U GUYS DONT EVEN PAY RENT
oh man oh boy oh shIT i cant believe i fucking hurt myself again. my parents are such assholes and i wanna run away from home. i wanna just stop existing and i wish i wasnt around jesus christ. i dont know why my anxiety and depression is an excuse when i'm known to actually cut and i cant believe i fucking cut myself again. i hate this so much. and why should my brother have to suffer as well. god, i wanna stop existing. i just wanna stop.
i really need a distraction other than school work.
I decided to check out the draw above thread for the first time in ages and i really dont like that it's common to link what ocs should be drawn :/ kinda defeats the purpose of having the choice to pick what you want/like to draw
I don't think I'll use the thread anymore hmm
my laptop has been on the decline for a while now but it's finally gotten to the point where it shuts off instantly when unplugged and now it's been frozen at 94% all day bc it no longer charges which means soon it won't function at all which is A Problem as my laptop is how i pay bills and do the whole job-hunting-to-have-money-for-these-kinds-of-things thing. i'm having trouble finding the battery anywhere but it seems like it's practically as much as a new laptop anyway and this has also had issues with weird rattling noises so. might as well get a new one.
luckily best buy has financing (so i can pay about 35 a month for this laptop instead of dropping 430 at once which i don't have) and my gf (who is too good for this earth) has offered to chip in a bit so i'm in a situation where i Can get a new laptop even though it's going to really hurt my wallet at a bad time (rly garbage hours lately,) but i rly hate that i have to. this isn't something i want to be spending money on right now and i don't need yet another recurring bill for the next several months even if it's a small one... i already have a lot to keep track of
ofc that hinges on me getting approved for financing and i mean my credit is good bc i haven't really missed anything so far but if for some reason i Don't then i'm kinda SOL.