you're not even gonna remember this conversation tomorrow you wasted shit, fuck off
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so let me get this straight...
- you’ll block me from using literally 90% of the apps on my phone
- you’ll force me to somehow come up with money for something that costs literally $16 and is reqd because my car won’t likely be drivable for the week without it because I lost it friday even though i have literally $2 of it here and $12 of it halfway across town and so I need help to pay for it
- you’ll yell at me when i get angry that you won’t spare a single cent for me
are moms just built to make lives more difficult?
stop complaining about me getting "unfair special treatment in class", i have gone through so many fucking hoops to be able to get the help i need you unfrosted pop tart of a human being
every time i look at you i see a reflection of myself and my life has basically been me looking at myself in third person and seeing you suffer the same way i did/am and it hurts so fucking much.
we are both sick of being alive, but at least we've got each other and are pushing each other to stay alive because one cannot live without the other. we are trying but sometimes it really fucking hurts.
maybe we should try harder, but honestly it feels like the entire world is against us, and we are tired.
I gotta remember that I’m making my ocs for me. No one else.
Kinda hard when no one pays any attention tho ;0
I kinda stink at design so unsurprising there :)
I guess I’m being a baby though
Also @ myself why do I feel like someting isn’t quite right all the time? Like Im forgetting something overdue? Good lord just let me relax I don’t need this in my life :’)
That was one of the most terrifying e-mails I've ever sent, wish me luck.
I'm happy with my current company and do enjoy my job but it's always been a kinda stepping stone/foot in the door kinda job?
Their deck cadet openings keep coming up when I'm at sea so ofc I keep missing them due to that. Been to countless fleet trainers and HR officers on-ship and explained that as well as trying to speak to people shore side when I've been down to HQ to update training. The company I work for are keen for me to progress and are encouraging me to do but because they have super strict anti-corruption rules in place they're a bit weird about getting me directly in contact with the people I need to talk to to get things moving so I just keep getting referred back to the job website and I end up going round in circles and it is frustrating.
In the end I've had to give up and approach an outside organization that handles maritime training bc I'm kinda lost at what to do at this point.
If an artist wants to put big ass honkers on their adult character when drawing them, let 'em. It's literally not hurting anyone and to claim that it's insulting towards woman is an insult in itself because you're assuming that us women are too thin-skinned to not get pissed off when seeing 2-d tiddies. Get off ur ass and go develop some self asteem in the real world please. Even a shlub like myself knows the difference between a drawing and real life. Holy shit fam.
Same thing towards 2-d men with them sweet tiddies that could crush my head like a damn watermelon with rubber bands. It's not hurting anyone.
Between getting my kite run over, an old lady hitting me with her truck and now looking at the possibility of having a damaged hip, and now some fucking dumbass (not on here) telling me that the tiddies on corvella are too big and that "it'll put a negative influence on other women" is complete fugging bullshit. Fuck you, you don't get to control what I draw. It's called fucking body diversity, you moron. Women with big ass honkers exist, I'm one of them.
Damn I'm tired and sore. Fml I hate old people and trucks rn