Wooohoo to job searching x.x Looking at colleges x.x Elementary Schools and day cares x.x Im not ready for this big move... Packing and placing it in storage is a pain in the ass... ;u; I just want to sit back an relax but even then... I need to get fit again.. Ive let myself go after the 2nd kiddo x.x
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I just remember how much i hate mbti. I refuse to have an fairy flower princess mbti even when im the edgiest edgelord in edgeland. Also, college is gonna end me. I want to study, but i to make this horrible... work is the word? And, of course, im the lazy one who doesn't make anything. And my workmates or wathever is the word are older than me and more mature than me or wathever, and they hate me. And im an useless piece of... that doesn't know how to make anything. Omg i just want to read homestuck fanfiction and write a homestuck au because, you know, i find the homestuck pesterlog writing actually easier than normal writing.
This vent is lowkey funny, somehow.
Why do you have to make this so hard for me ;; I would say yes, but you're a jerk, so n o n o n o n o o o. I genuinely feel bad for saying it so much, because you aren't half bad, but you reaaaaally just stepped over a line I don't like to be crossed.
I hate feeling so sad I hate grief I hate feeling like im annoying eevryone I hate feeling like everyone hates me for some reason. Why is stuff so hard right now ;; Im tired and want to give up so much I feel like im screaming into a void and nothing comes back. Im scared of the thoughts im having maybe everyone would be happier if I was gone maybe things would be easier maybe the pain and worries I have wouldnt be so much. Life is a mess.
Look I take pride in my country's food and if you come at me with a spaghetti taco or whatever even resemble things like that I'm going to invite you to Italy and then slap you so hard that you won't even need a flight ticket to go back to your own country
Although I never experienced the site myself, I heard that YTMND.com has shut down. Now, I just don't want the good old internet times to go away...
stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid i fucking hate myself so much why am i such a fucking idiot i fuckigngdsi hate i htufcking hate hathethate i m sosdorry