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Hhphhf. Eats spaghetti for all my upsetti's
1. The side of my nose is bleeding, welp.
2. I love my teacher but one, why does it have to be math, two, it's a mathematics make-up class and i want 2 die. I wish it was set earlier instead of up to 6 pm so i dont have to go through 3-4 hrs of bus ride on the way home ):
My heart aches with memories of what never was.
I need to let go. I know I do. But yet every time I do it loops right back to you.
GAH I USED TO HAVE SUCH A LONELY SOUL WHERE DID IT GOOOOOOOOOO
am I becoming more sociable in my old age :l I HATE IT
I have too many charas I can't even remember them & I should downsize but it takes too much effort BLEH
uh,, so im having a bad day and i really wanna talk to my friend right now but she doesn't check toyhouse often and im on a school computer so this is the only
if anyone can send a note to beabss on deviantart and tell her to message me on toyhouse i would greatly appreciate it
uh lmk if you do so i can edit this
(Offsite) I really don’t have the time, energy nor patience to deal with your political tantrums on top of work shit I am still dealing with whilst I’m struggling with shitty mental health. This kind of behaviour that is bordering on verbal abuse and bullying is precisely why I am so politically apathetic because it makes me feel like I am not allowed to have a political opinion.
I have been worrying about blocking this particular bitch who’s gotten really nasty since Brexit because I know she will kick off next time I see her face to face if I blocked her. I have an unfortunate situation where it’s awkward af because she’s my best friend’s mum and sometimes insists on tagging along when me and my pal catch up and it’s really difficult to say no. I should of blocked her ages ago but I've been so worried over her throwing a tantrum over it and trying to cut me off from her family that I’ve let it drag on and affect me longer than I should of. I kept telling myself If she starts something else I’ll block and today I finally did it. It did feel good to hand out this block boot after 1 political tantrum too many though.
Also I’m irritated I’ve worked 5 hours straight and I’ve only just had my first break in part for reasons I can’t discuss rn cut into what should of been my first break into and in part because Mr Asshole keeps screwing us over with the rota and not bothering to show up. He also owes me a half hour skive because he ran off and didn’t tell me where he was going and didn’t give me a chance to protest it then told me he spent 30 mins having a coffee.
I know what it is he’s protesting not having a proper paper rota and the fact it’s being handed out on scrap paper and Facebook but for 1 week and 2 days it’s not worth wasting paper to print out a completely new sheet.
I feel like I'm totally usless asocial scum.
It's quite old but I'd like tell it. (Disclaimer : I'm not bashing the community.)
"Felvargs" is totally not for me. While I try get into this group, I realized the community makes me really uncomfortable in general. In the end, I left the group last year. If someone asks me draw Felvarg, Then I'm going to immediately say no even if it's money commission.You gonna die if you ask me something like "What's your native language?" "Where's your country?". Keep shits like this away from me.
I legit question my sanity at this point. It's getting difficult for me to part reality to fiction. What is real and what is fake, I don't even know anymore. I wonder if what I perceived too are lies made by myself, and I wonder if later on what I tell others too are also lies... Gosh, I need to find a way to stay on the waking world.
