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oh boy i sure due love the feeling of an icepick going through my eye and my lungs becoming deflated balloons
i ain't really got a complaint bc i've had some GOOD DAYS RECENTLY but wow i hate how long it takes me to finish stuff recently HURTUHRHG i wisH I COULD DRAW!! FASTER!!
also it's real rainy and shitty here rn and there was an accident on our hw... a police officer was setting up flares to direct ppl around the accident and someone hit hit him and drove off. he died on the way to the hospital... he was really young : ( and he was just doing traffic duty that shouldnt be dangerous ?? this is... the second time this has happened on this highway in the last six months. a few months back another officer was hit and killed while giving a ticket on the side of the road. what the fuck is wrong with the people here
I don't usually complain a lot, but I just want to let off some steam.
I'm having my first invasive surgery today in a little over two hours. I've never done something like this before and I am admittedly scared out of my wits. I know that without this surgery my health will continue to decline, and I'm not willing to let that happen. I just hope the anxiety fades and I'm able to just hold on long enough to remember my own name and not lose it to panic.
Probably overreacting, but I've never been good at enduring even the littlest of medical necessities (curse you, injections).
My lips are really chapped and also my hair is still wet, but I need to go out and buy more food for the cats, even though it's now dark outside and fairly cold. I don't really want to but I haven't really left the house since Saturday, so I guess I should =/
I just wish it was Spring already, I get so horribly demotivated in cold weather