reserved
(tw sensitive subject) the mood tonight is “I’m a useless and horrible daughter/ sister who can only leech off of my family and cause them stress and it’s better if I didn’t exist and should just go and die” anyways i'm burdened with a deeply heavy sense of self-loathing, guilt, and all that stuff
- not fcfs. actually, because of my mood, i can't promise i'll even be able to draw one (in case i don't, i'll just delete the thread)
- comment ic/ link only one character
- quality of freebs will vary but will most probably be rough/ uncoloured
- i prefer drawing characters with long hair/ "flowy" elements (like capes, drapes, ribbons, etc.)
- humans only; no kemonomimi or other humanoids. just human in appearance
- since this is supposed to be vent art, be sure to give me characters you wouldn't mind seeing sad
- i don't get much time on the computer, so freebs may take some time to do
- by asking for a freeb, you acknowledge that i may take some creative liberties with your character
- not necessary, but i would appreciate art of my ocs. i also appreciate writing of my ocs.
- sample vent art:
Ugh I hate when those thoughts show their ugly heads. Mean brain is mean. Iolene is a gal I really love and she makes me super happy most of the time, but she’s had,, less than pleasant experiences and she def has issues, including some self-loathing here and there. She’s doing great recovering from her trauma tho! My warrior gal <3 Anyway!! You can put lots of ribbons in her hair if you want, and/or give her a whole new outfit. Just go crazy! Do whatev would make u feel better. You’re awesome, and that’s just a fact tbh I’m sorry I don’t make the rules. I hope u have a nice week, u goo ~sending hugs & support~
Sorry to hear you're having such negative thoughts ;o; feelings like that are really tough to battle, but I drew a cheeb of Vistalia that I hope at least puts a smile on your face <3
As for the vent art, I have a few characters that I personally use to vent, but my girl Diamond is the only one with flowy elements that I think would be nice to work with ^_^ Even if ya don't draw her, I hope you have a great day/night regardless!
sillydoodlez : Thank you very much for the kind words and drawing Vistalia! She looks so pretty and cute ;;;;
And thank you for allowing me to draw Diamond! She's very pretty, and it was fun working with her.
You're very welcome! ;u; And you drew Diamond so beautifully oml 💕💕 Thank you too and I hope you feel better soon <33
I read the things you typed in the spoiler and I really hope you feel better soon.. I know it feels to experience those emotions and have those kinds of thoughts. I also think that I'm leeching of off my family and causing them stress.
Usually I would but I'm not here to request since I don't want to stress you out with too much things. I may not know you personally but I believe you are a good person with a good heart and you deserve to be happy so I really do hope things get better for you.
I'm sorry you feel that way. My sister and I go through those lows and experience those thoughts a lot. Just last night was on the phone with me needing to let out her thoughts and emotions. Hopefully you feel better soon. Just knows that they love you and I'm sure that your family doesn't feel the same. ♡