Valentine's Songs

So how is your life going?
Well the answer, it depends
What more could I want
Outside my daughter and my friends?
Someone I could love
Maybe a girlfriend or a boyfriend
And for these horrid nightmares to just end

I haven't told you about that, have I?

There's someone in my dreams
Tearing me at my seams
Begging me to come back
Giving me a heart attack

My life right now is perfect
But my life back then was not
I wish my past could let me be
I wish that it'd just rot
It shouldn't even matter now
I've made a thousand pointless vows
For my brain to have forgotten
I've tried, and got nothing
I guess it'll always weigh me down

There's someone in my dreams
Tearing me at my seams
Begging me to come back
Giving me a heart attack

But who is this someone?
You must be wondering.
And you'll just have to keep wondering,
Because I can't tell you.
Secretive, I know.
But I can say this.

In the world of dreams
You think everything is real.
And they have killed me, and shot me and stabbed me and drowned me a thousand times.
And it all feels so real.
I wake up in a sweat
And I realise
That this is all my fault.

I'm sorry.