Rain's Story

Although I'm still very young, and have a lot more story to get, here is my life so far.

I was born as a loner. My mother, a brown tabby named Tadpole, took care of me and my two sisters, Mystery and Speckle until we were old enough to eat prey. Then Mystery dissapeared one night. Nobody knew where she went, we all suspected she had been stolen by a fox, or a hawk, while we were asleep.

When we were 3 moons old Speckle went crazy. Somehow she manages to kill Tadpole, then came after me. I, however, was able to excape and hide in a old badger den. A Riverclan queen found me and took me in as one of her kits.

 Then Speckle joined the clan, telling lies about her being some riverclan kit who was lost as she was very very young. She claimed a loner had helped her live this long, but now she returned to her clan.

She turned the clan against me, saying i was a filthy rouge who should be killed. She said she had seem me eating a dead kit while she was a loner. All the clan cats began to hate me, including the queen who had took me in. i ran away one night, fearing that they would kill me.

I tried joining some other clans, but Speckle had confinced the riverclan cats that they should warn the other clans about me. I wasnt let in in any of the clans, so i joined viper. I wasnt...evil as some cats would call it. I didnt like what they were doing and i ended up quiting for a bit.

Speckle attacked me again, giving me the scar on my eye, and a broken nose. Wounded badly, a bit sick, and starving i came crawling back to Viper's. They took me back in and i learned to live with the other cats i knew were killers.

I went with these other cats to tease thunderclan. That's when i met Sky. I thought she was beautiful. A strange feeling i didnt know hit me everytime i saw her, but i ignored it. I also ignored the twinge of jelousy i always felt when i saw her with her mate Rabel.

Soon a cat i didnt know at all named Pythona told me she loved me. I had seen ther cats with mates, and wanted one, too. I lied to her and told her i loved her back(bad move, i know). I tried to tell her we couldnt be together, but that just made her try to kill herself.

 So one of my friends, Swiftcheetah, tells me she loves me, Wich surprised me more than anything else. I chose her instead of Pythona, becuase i actualy knew her.

So played mate with her aswell(another bad move) but with her, after a while, i felt the same feeling with her, that i did when i saw Sky. That's when i realized it must be love. Swift asked for kits, i agreed of corse. i was curious about what being a dad would be like(very very very bad move)

 Only a day or two later i was alone in the camp with Sky. We talked for a bit, and that night i knew i wanted her as my mate, not Swift. I hinted to her a bit that night, i was sure she didnt take the hint though.

The kits were born. four of them, Cheetahflight, Widowfang, Pacific, and Raindrop.  Cheetahflight tried to kill herself, thinking she was useless, so i told her i liked her most, to make her feel better(yet another bad move) so Raindrop started think i didnt love him and i got all stressed. i loved Sky, but i was with Swift. I had kits with some shecat i didnt even want to be mates with anymore, and now those kits thought i didnt even love them. I almost killed myself that night. Instead i dessided to run away, but first i had to say goodbye. I went to camp and there she was.

Sky was there. She tried to stop me, but i couldnt be stopped, so she came with me. I became a very hated cat then, so did Sky. Everyone was calling her Skyslut and Swift was really angry and sad. Guilt was all i could feel, other than love for Sky.

Widowfang, my kit, tried, and is still trying, to kill me. Sky and i broke up...i thought she love Lostshadows instead of me. Glare became my friend, although she hated Sky, she helped me more than i give her credit for. I almost killed myself again, but i waited just one more day, so i could say goodbye to Sky. 

We ended up getting back together that day. We came out of hiding and rejoined the army. When the army broke apart, i was left with nowhere to go, but it soon came back together. Sky told me some story about a cat who said he/she could kill her whenever they wanted. This was the same day that Tear, Sky and is kit, was born.

I was angry and guilty and sad i broke up with her for fear of more pain to come.Sky jumped off the cliffs. She is dead. Tear was now my resposibility, but I failed her.

Little after Sky had died, Tear was kitnapped. I saved her, yes, but I couldn't live with myself afterwards. I ended up killing myself, wishing to be with my mate.

I am now dead. I roam the dark forest. My truely beloved Sky and Tear...I don't know what happened to them. I never will. I will live here forever. In this sad lonely place, never to meet anyone else, or get a second chance.