Two only men

Humans had only really been in contact with aliens for 120 odd years or so. There just wasn't sudden contact, it was a planned interaction after all. The world's federation had done with for centuries. There where hundreds of planets with life and nature on it, but only 23 had intelligent life on it. There where ways too get in contact with smart life that wouldn't end in too much disaster. Humans took it better then other people. In their time it was the start of a new century when they came in 1903. Europeans where the first kinds of humans too make it off of earth at mass. At the modern day the vast vast majority of humans still on earth. And the only mass amount of humans live on plates like earth in clans. Because humans have a interesting problem compared to other species. See their not the weakest or the shortest or the tallest. Their considered one of the weaker ones physically, with their hairless soft bodies and bare feet. But they can hold a lot for their normal weight. The problem is that humans will go insane if they go long periods of time without other humans. Not even other species that a human can get along with can stop this insanity from happening. There are other social species, but non have the same problem as humans do. This was the problem that was happening on the BH95 spice and energy ship.

Hello, I'm Isaacs Norman. Looks wise I seem my age, I have grayish white ship shabby short black hair, a bushie mustache and large work broken hands. I guess I would subscribe myself as a normal bloke. I didn't really want to work on a space ship, let alone a long distance travel one. At 33 I got out of the united European and North America internet Universe military, and after that I hardly had any money and needed work, and this was the only job I could get. The point of this space mission was too rather as many spices and energy as possible from animal only planets. But the problem was, the journey would take at least one year and 2 months. And this wasn't a human space ship, this was a Aillances ship. A Aillance was a 8 feet tall weight feathers no armed four legged person with long wings and a bird like face. So nothing like me. I got along with them, my co workers treated me well despite the species difference, but the thing was it was illegal to board a human alone on a ship over a period of time that long alone with no others of our kind. So their hired a another human to do basic janitor work and mild pilot advice. The janitor was nick named Reller, though he was my species of I was sure that wasn't he's name. He actually had years of single pilot years, but for some reason was fine being just the janitor. When we got on the ship, I was fine being alone. But the problem was Reller liked being alone a Hell of lot more then me. It started with him eating alone in he's small bedroom. He actually had a room all to himself which was odd given I had to sleep in a room with 7 other Aillances. Reller would hide or suddenly have something to do when I was near. The only we ever talked was nothing but very formal talk, and even then he wouldn't met my eyes. After 9 months, my will was broken, my soul tainted from loneliness, and I was desperate for human contact. It seemed the more I needed him, the more far away from me he'd be.

So I waited till he was alone.

He normally went right to he's room as soon as he got off of work. I followed him down the white and dark gray hallway, at a certain point when everyone else was in their beds he must have noticed I was following him, he was always more scared of me then anyone else because I was human, and humans are scary. He walked a little faster, in he's light green workers uniform looked like it was going to fall off of him he walked so fast. But I kept a good pace. And when he got to door he made a real dash for it, and I dashed right him after whispering 'damn' and right as my hand caught the door from shutting he met my eyes for the first time in months.

"Hey." He whimpered and moved back into the wall as I stepped into the room and shut the door. "What do you want already!?" He asked in a scare yet angry way. He looked very shivery and cold there, and it was indeed cold there. I almost wanted to crawl into he's bed and just die there sleeping. Work was hard every day and death was the only way to avoid it. He was pinkish white skin, yellow like blonde hair, a thick brown bread and blonde mustache. He's body was very thin, mainly he's arms. But he did have farely large shoulders. Overall he seemed a little mix matched. He's uniform made him look nearly feminine and he's overall pose and scare eyes didn't help either. He looked helpless in a puppy kind of way, like he just couldn't help being so helpless. It was in a damn near cute way. "What do you want!?" He asked again, squeaking like a mouse when I took a step closer. "I want to talk to you." I said in as close to a comforting voice as I could. He just shook he's head. "Please leave." "No. You need this as much as me." He shook he's head and I stood another step closer. "Humans can't go this long without interacting. Here let's talk over there. You can lay down and I'll stay by and listen. I don't care." I took another step closer and he pressed all of he's thin body against the wall. "I need this. Come on go over there." I grabbed he's arm and he mumbled as guided him to the bed, he climbed to the very top, took off he's shoes with me and pulled he's legs to he's chest as he watched me without meeting my eyes. He actually shook as I watched him, shook like a girl, poor man. So I kept my distance.

"I'm not trying to scare you. Really I'm not your enemy. We're friends here." He just kept on looking my neck neck, and I shook my head. "Come on. Please don't be like that. We don't have to talk, I just need to at least be in the same room as a another human. It's purely for both of our needs." Reller shook he's head. "I don't need interaction. Get out of my room..." "I don't want to. I'm staying here at least for a hour and that's final." Reller shut he's eyes and kept on shaking he's head. "No. Get out." He whimpered it. "Reller, everyone thinks your weird for doing this to me. I've been alone for 9 months! That isn't fair! No one else here would blame me for doing this. I'm not going to touch you or whatever your scare of. I just want some interaction." Reller's body moved in a more comfortable way, and after a second he nodded. "Ok, thank you..." Reller met my eyes for a moment then looked down. "Well, my name is Isaac Norman. I'm 33. You?" "... I'm Collet Caleb Jacobs. Reller is just a name that other species can understand better. I'm- uh, 30..." I nodded. "You look every young for being 30. I've heard your a pilot. Right?" He nodded. "Yes, been one since I was 21. I used to fly a 2 pilot ship by myself for 5 years. Yeah... I had two other mates, ship mates I mean. We've just taking a break from spice trade. I uh, that's a long time ago it seems. Can't wait to see them again." "Thats good. That you have friends out there." "Yeah, there good people..." "are they humans?" I asked. "no. I don't know any humans out side of my family..." "whats your family like?" "I don't want to talk about that." He cringed again like before. "Ok, ok. That's fine. Yeah my parents wanted me out of the house the second I turned 15. Got no siblings." "I really don't want to talk about family at all." "... oh, well fine. What do you normally do in your room after work? You stay there all of your free time." He looked down and blushed red. And my face turned a little pink after he did. "Oh..." I shook my head, of course, he's a supposedly single man. What else would he do alone in he's room. "Lucky." I forced a laugh. "I sleep in a room with 7 other workers." He kept on looking.down and messing with he's fingers, face still red. "...yeah. I guess so..." "ha, right right. I have to do that in the bathroom. I can't wait for some real alone time. Wish I had your room alright. At least my bed is better." Reller, or Collet, glanced up real quick then looked back down. "Bathroom? Oh, that's gross..." I nodded, then myself looked away. But I couldn't for very long, I just hadn't been alone with a human for this long in such a long time. "I don't do that very often. You know, I don't have much to think about. Never had sex or anything like that..." "your a virgin? Huh,.at 30?" He glanced up again with a more dirty look. Dirty as in angry. "Yes..." at a second, and only a second. A naughty thought came into my head, a really bad thought only bad people think. But I did think it, and really, I could do anything I wanted to Reller here right now. He may like it too. May. "Oh... interesting. I'm sorry. Well have any hobbies?..." he got a little more comfortable. "Yes, I enjoy reading. Reading modern books, I don't like the classics. Information books. Normally about subjects I don't understand." "Oh really?" I stood up from the bed and he flinched when I did. I walked over to the side of the room, and looked over he's books. I could feel he's embarrassment as I looked over the book shelf, but for some reason I enjoyed making him feel that way a little, even if it was wrong. they where odd subjects on those books. A lot about food, and cooking overall. some about engineering which made sense given he's past job. And then there was a odd one... "hey Reller?" I asked, picking up a odd book and sitting on the bed. "Yes?" He asked red faced. "Why do you have a book about child birth?" I held up the cover to he's lap, and he took it quickly. "I just don't know much about child birth... it actually go's over every species child birth... I just wanted to know... I don't know how I was born." I raised a eyebrow. "How much do you even know about sex?" Oh no, why did we keep going back to that topic? He dropped the book next to he's feet. "Don't ask me about that... it's weird." I nodded and rubbingrubbed the back of hes head. "So, I'm guessing you where born on earth right, given your age?" He  shook he's head. "I was born on a small island actually. But that's a long story how family got there." "Right. Well I was born in Germany, earth. But my family moved from plants to plants a lot. My father worked for the European and North America space government. He is aa intresting man." "Is he still alive?" Reller asked, keeping he's hands on he's knees. "Yes, him and my mom are." My smiled at him, and he just looked away blankly. "Have you ever been to earth?" I asked. "Yes, but only for travel. I never interact with humans much if I can help it." Yeah, that made sense. He had such dark circles under he's eyes, and such a sad face, he did have the picture perfect look of a lonely man. "You have any human friends at all?" I asked. "No." "Oh, I see. Well you'll enjoy this met up of ours I promise." He just glanced at me again like he seems to always do, though he had the scared eyes of a child this time, rather then the shyness a girl would have. "I don't think so." "Why not?" I asked. "Because I don't want to be alone with a another human." "Ah, why not?" He rubbed he's left foot. "Because humans reportedly have the second highest amount of sex compared to any other species." I gasped and stood up off the bed. "What!? You think I'm going to rape you or something?! I'm not a fagot!" He cringed and moved back. "Don't yell at me!" I calmed myself down and sat b back into the bed. "No. It's because I want to have uh, sex when I'm around other humans. I'm not one of those weirdos who gets involved with other species you know." I tilted my head. Actually I understood that feeling well. The feeling of being so lonely that you can't differentiate loneliness and sexual arousal. Or even know when your one or the other sometimes. It's a dangerous feeling. "Huh... yeah... you like women right?" I asked. "Yeah... But I haven't even seen one in 3 years.l" I gasped and he rubbed he's beard. "I know, it's a long time... not many women get into space travel. I guess they have the right idea huh. It's hard getting into space travel when your a human." I nodded, he was right about that. There where more laws based around what humans could and could not do. It wasn't out of hate more so worry for our health. "Still that's a long time. I'm sorry Reller... I don't know what I would do if I hadn't seen a woman in that long. Huh probably kill myself." Reller tilted he's head. "You've had sex before?" I scoffed a little bit, now I was probably more uncomfortable then him. "Of course." "Oh... so what did it feel like?" "Eh, huh... what sex feels like?" Reller nodded quickly enough that he's blonde hair flopped up and down. "Yeah. What did it feel like when you where... in a woman... I'm sorry that sounded awful." He turned away. "Mhm... Well it felt really hot, and sort of weird. I don't know how to talk about it to a virgin. You'll just see when you get there and your doing it. It's like your not really thinking, just doing what your body demands you do." Reller looked back at me and blushed slyly. It was then that I noticed how he's hands where covering he's crouch where he sat, like he was hiding he's penis from me. That horrible thought came into my head again, but this poor man's virginity that was easy enough to take. "Reller, please stop looking at me like that." I said forcefully. "Like that?" "Looking at me so innocently. It's embarrassing and weird." "Oh... Well I'm sorry . I'm just interested in this topic." I rubbed the back of my neck and leaned into the edge of the bed. "Your not wanting to- eh never mind." Reller looked up to me but looked back down. "Mhm... I'm sorry Isaac. I don't know what I'm supposed to do. Or what you want me to do." I rubbed the back of my neck again. "Mhm... I'm going to touch you." I moved in closer to Reller as he moved back, and I grabbed he's hand in mine. Reller kept he's eyes down and I smiled. "Sorry, but you wanted to know what I wanted. And I want to touch a person. I'm sure you feel the same don't you?" Reller shook he's head in a way that I couldn't understand weather it was yes or no. "Well your cute. uh, sorry I'm not trying to scare you. I don't know anything about you really, but I don't want to hurt you. Your not that young but I think your still growing like a teen. Your not really a adult in a normal way I think. your really young I think. Did you have a bad childhood? "Yes..." I started rubbing he's palm. "tell me about it." "No." "Please?" "No." "Please Reller." "No, just no leave it." I nodded. "Ok, how are you feeling right now?" "Horny..." I nodded. "Me too I think." I rubbed Reller's palm even more, and he moved he's hand into mine even more. And then he purred like a cat. "Ever had any dates?" "No. I don't trust humans like that. Humans are strange." I nodded and moved in closer to him. "How would you feel if I tried to make you feel good?" "What does that mean?" I moved closer to him, and then just lightly touched he's chest with my other hand and let go of he's palm. "Hey, stop I thought you said you weren't a fagot?" "Im not, but out here it's either fucking your own gender or a hole another species. I don't know how to do it, but I'll make you love it. Or at least I'll love it."  Reller looked up at me with horror. "I thought you weren't going to rape me?" "Huh, well you'll like it, so it won't be rape. I'll make you love it I promise." Reller cringed and moved away from me, but I can came in closer to him. "Can I pretend your a woman?" Reller shook he's head. "No, I'm a man." Yeah it was hard to to see him as a woman with that beard. "Your right." I reached down from he's chest and lightly groped he's crouch bulge. Reller nearly flown away from me as I touched him, but I held onto him. "Ah, stop it." "I'm sorry. I'm not trying to be a bad person, I jus-" Reller slowly but fermly grabbed my hand that was touching him in he's private area and moved it away. "I don't want that from a another man. You'd regret it someday I'm sure." I hung my head and signed. "Oh, what do you know about me? You can't even say that." Reller signed along with me, and also looked far away. "Not much. As about as much as you know about me. But you seem like a honest guy. Even if you look a little disturbed... that's my fault, I'm sorry I've been avoiding you for months. That must have been horrible... I remember I was alone without human contact for six years my first time. It wasn't right of me to do that too you. I'm sorry." I nodded. I wanted to say he wasn't in the wrong for it, but that wasn't really what I believed. "I forgive you." Reller smiled lightly and looked up at me. "Thank you." Then right after that he yelled like a mouse when I sat up beside him in the bed and started taking off my uniform. "I'm wearing under clothes below it, calm down." "Oh..." underneath I had a white tank top and boxers. He didn't react when I got under the covers and soon he followed looking a little shy. Given the conversation we just had and what I just did to him, that probably looked worse then it was. But actually humans sleeping in the same bed regardless of age, gender, or relationship status was a common practice among those who traveled in space. When you get little human interaction, you need to ditch formalities. Formalities are made for privileged people.

"Hey, what are you going to do when you get out?" I asked him as I turned to him in bed. "Oh, go back to my team mates. Feels so long ago." I smiled and nodded. "I hope that works out for you. I guess you can just hang out with me till then." And he nodded back.