Hijoshiki
H0NEY_TEDDY
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Introduction · · ·
Hijoshiki is the god of this universe, he tries his best to maintain everything under control, which works most of the time. He's part of a system, along with Thomas and Deimos; he's the trauma holder, and he only appears for very specific things: spending time with Matteo, seeing his nephews or taking care of something the guardians can't or aren't sure of what to do.
- Warm food.
- Small animals.
- Cleaning.
- Hugs...
- Big empty spaces.
- Bunnys.
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Personality · · ·
A closed person, but only to not hurt himself anymore. It's not that he dislikes meeting new people, but that went so wrong so many times that he just learned to wait for the worst and not interact with anyone. Pretty serious and calm, he expresses his reactions and sentiments more internal than externally.
Is considerate of others and doesn't think much of himself, even forgetting his basic needs with frequency. It's hard for him to open up to people and express his sentiments, even talk normally or smile at them. Still, he prefers when people talks to him more casually, even tho he's used to be a respected figure.
Dedicated
He takes his job as a god very seriously, and doesn't joke around like Deimos when he has the mind put to it. His goal is to fix everything his creator broke.
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The ways in which you talk to me have me wishin' I were gone. The ways that you say my name have me runnin' on and on.
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Matteo is such a gentle soul, a ray of sunshine in the lives of everyone around him. He gives me hope, and his hugs always make me feel warm and soft... I want to give him the world and more, make him feel special and make all his wishes come true.
I love them a lot. They're my only family left, and really the only ones I would even dare to consider family. But it's true that I have mixed feelings when I look into their eyes; they look and act so much like their mother... I sometimes stay awake at night thinking what I would do if they decide to take the same path as her... But I know deep inside me I already made up my mind: If it's for them, I would give my life without thinking twice.
Sariel is... Someone really important to me. He showed me so much, he made me feel things I didn't think I could feel. He was and would always be my first love.
His... His death ruined me for eternity; I know it is not fair to not let him go, it isn't fair for my future lovers, for me or for Sariel himself, I even acknowledge it isn't fair how I've been avoiding him when I go visit up there, but... What else am I meant to do...?
I would lie if I say I don't see a part of me in Omett. I met him when we were both at our worst, but even if he doesn't remember when I comforted him that time, they still comfort me every time I feel my sins are too much... He keeps telling me they owe me all, but he already gave me enough shoulders to cry on to last a lifetime.
His eyes still haunt me at night when I sleep. I hear its voice when I feel at my lowest. I don't think he ever died, because it still lives in my head, tormenting me. All I can do is try to pick up everything he broke and repair it; sadly, I don't know how to do that to myself.
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There was a time when I thought of just try to take the control and kill myself, but that mere thought made him keep the body. I now know he just wanted the best for both of us, but his ways scared me. I didn't wanted to do any of the things he did...
It doesn't matter any more, any of that. I trust him, I still don't like his ways, but it's true that it was for my softness that he was born, so I think I don't really have a say in what is "too much" when it comes for our own good and survival.
I never understood her. It was scary when I looked at her, it was like looking at myself in one of those mirrors that distorts you; she was so much like me, that it scared me to think that I could have been just like her. Now I just wonder if she could have been like me, if she could have wanted to have a normal life at some point...
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He's... Fine. It's nothing personal against him, I know I would feel the same about ANY person who wants Matteo in... That way. I don't think he's bad, at all, I just hope he doesn't break Matteo's heart... For his own good.
He's better than Zach, not in any really important way, but in my... list of "people I would trust being alone with Matteo for long periods of time" way. Scott is just plain dumb, he doesn't have any "dark", other than stealing stupid things that is, but I can sense he really adores his friends... I like that.
