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"Do you ever really crash, or even make a sound?"
- a blue mackerel point with tired eyes
Fallenstar is the current kingpin and founder of Spiritclan. It's clear he loves his clanmates, but he struggles with social interaction.
The little bird on his shoulder is named Junebird. She doesn't age, and can communicate with cats -- she's a spirit. His spirit guide, specifically, and she's not afraid to share that. She's supposed to help him find his way through clan life, but... she mostly just yells in his ear. She's not bothered by sore attitudes or rejection, mostly because she does whatever the hell she wants. Fallenstar would give his life for her to leave him alone. (they love eachother tho. it's a love hate friendship)
Personality + Physicality
Mental Attributes
Horoscope | Virgo |
MBTI | INFJ-A |
Enneagram | 6 |
Temperament | Cold |
Alignment | Lawful neutral-good |
Positive
caring
careful
responsible
Neutral
contemplative
introverted
observant
Negative
distrusting
distant
anxious
Fallenstar struggles to connect with his clanmates, though not by fault of anyone's. Well, anyone but the spirits.
He didn't choose this life, and he longs for the past he can't recall. This may make it seem like he doesn't have any interest in talking to anyone, but that's not quite the case. He cares deeply about his clan, he'd do many things to keep them happy. It's his duty, yes, but it's also just how he feels. So, when he hides away in his den until his responsibilities call, don't take it personally.
Physical Description
For such an important cat, Fallenstar has quite an understated appearance. The only thing that stands out is his striking blue eyes, standing out against gray fur as if they're ready to stare through you. He has a lithe, almost skinny build, as if he never has enough to eat. Or as if the exhaustion is dragging the skin off his bones. Nonetheless, it's all hidden under a thick fluffy coat anyway.
Scars / Injuries
- all his pain... is mental 😔
- x
- x
Backstory
[White Lotus] • [Fallenstar]
Early Life
Fallenstar, born White Lotus, was a cheerful but well-behaved kit. He was born with three siblings, a few minutes before them, and believe me when I say he lorded that age difference as if it made all the difference. It did not. He was born to two rogues- Aion and Ananke- who truly cared for their kits. The scraps of fur tumbled around open fields and climbed trees, with only a clan nearby to limit them.
Adolescence
Life wasn't that good forever, though. As the kits grew older, Ananke felt her paws itch. She was a nomad at heart, not built for the stationary life that kit-rearing called for. She found herself wandering off at night, exploring further than even her rambunctious kits had gone. It all seemed well and good until she got into an... altercation with a bear. She never returned home to her kits that night, and Aion left them to find her and cope with his grief. White Lotus was left to take care of his siblings, finally forced into the older brother role he played with. It was a lot of stress on such a young kit, but he could handle it. He loved his family.
Adulthood
He did what he could for his siblings, and they grew up alongside him. Their eyes grew bright and their fur shiny, and he was in good shape too. Unfortunate for him, this accomplishment drew the attention of the spirits. They had heard old tales about clans lead by the stars, and, perhaps selfishly, strived to do something similar. The stars were revered in these stories, and they wanted to be worshipped similarly. So they searched the land for the cat best suited for the job of leading, and they found White Lotus. But that's not a clan name! They swept him away from his family and stole his name. He would be... Fallenstar, they decided. As if a star from their stories had fallen from the skies to lead this clan. Perfect.
Relationships
STANDING
Spiritclan
Fallenstar loves his clan, and they love him. He leads with a gentle paw, subtly adjusting rules and duties until they're the best they can be. He hopes they'd be able to succeed without him, should the spirits ever let him go.
Pepperpoppy
Pepperpoppy was the second cat to join Spiritclan. Fallenstar offered him the commander position but he refused, stating he wouldn't want to risk responsibilities coming between them. He's the only cat that knows all of (what Fallenstar remembers of) his backstory, and Fallenstar confides in him when the stress gets to be too much.
Name | Relation | Clan | Opinion |
---|---|---|---|
Lamb's ear | Sister | Rogue | | | |
Calanthe | Brother | Rogue | | | |
Sweet Pea | Sister | Shadowclan | | | |
Aion | Father | Rogue | | | |
Ananke | Mother | Rogue | | | |
Name | Clan | Opinion |
---|---|---|
Junebird | Spirit guide |
Miscellaneous
Favorite
Disliked
Trivia
- He doesn't remember much of his past.
- He's great at hunting, less so at fighting.
- His den is lined with flowers.
- He can't swim.
- He enjoys jokes!
- You can often find him staring at his reflection in the rivers...
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